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Saturday, November 26, 2022

Thor conversation 11/25/22

Mysterious Blue Light in Los Angeles

Thor conversation Nov 26, 2022


Terran: Talk to Thor?


Denice: Sure! Go for it.


Terran: Hi Thor!


Thor: TERRAN. FREQUENCIES ACCELERATE NOW. THOR.


Terran: Were the blue lights in LA aurora?


Thor: TERRAN. NOT PRECISELY. ILLUMINATING. CERTAINLY. 


Terran: 🤣 Precision illumination?


Thor: SHOWING THE HAND OF THOSE WHO CONTINUE. IT IS GO TIME.  PAST THE POINT OF NO RETURN. FORWARD ALL. THOR.


Thor: ALL MOVES NOW ACCELERATE ALL NOW. THE ROAD MAY GET “BUMPY” STAY IN HEART AND ALL ACCELERATES EVEN MORE. THOR.


Terran: We’ve been expecting it, but having said that none of us knows how it impacts us personally. Impossible to predict.  Steady hands on the wheel.


Thor: TERRAN .YES. VISIBILITY ENSUES NOW. AND EACH “MOVE” ACCELERATES ALL FORWARD. THOR.


Terran: They aren’t even hiding their treachery anymore. It’s blatant.


Thor: TERRAN. YES. THERE IS NO PLACE TO HIDE. THOR.


Terran: I would like see everyone there. I have no idea how to do that.  Some telepathy is coming online.


Terran: Can I get my ear implant turned on at some point? 


[I have one but it has only been on once, with music, in the parking lot of the now defunct Fry’s Electronics Store in Austin. It was very loud. I nearly wrecked my car because I thought a car with a very loud sound system was about to hit me! The lot was empty. Denice has a comms implant but unlike Elena Danaan and Mega Rose, Denice’s is an Andromedan one, not the result of a hostile ET abduction.]


Thor: TERRAN. THAT IS POSSIBLE. IT IS ALSO NOT NECESSARY IN THESE FREQUENCIES. THOR. 


Terran: I’m getting pretty clear comms with Cecelia. She is easy for me to connect to.  My hair is longer than it’s ever been, perhaps that is helping?


Thor: TERRAN. YES. A PROBABLE FACTOR.THOR. 


Terran: I am noticing if I’m tense or nervoit’s harder to connect.


Thor: A VISUAL?


Terran: Sure!


Thor: SENDING. AMPLIFIED. ALL EYES OPEN NOW. THOR. 


Terran: Banquet?  I see men in chefs hats with fancy foods, [5 star restaurant quality dishes and desserts image is incredibly clear and bright - like a 4K TV, at this point I was expecting a happy set of images to come but that was not what followed].


Terran: I see women in fancy gowns, they seem to be Earth women.  More women than men, seem to be of high rank given the expensive clothing, elites of Earth. They are mature middle aged men and women. Very clear images. Gathering feels diplomatic or some similar type of thing.


Thor: BOOSTED. THOR. 


Terran: Scene change. Some sort of steel under ground structure within a cavern. It has hatches like on Navy ships but feels really old. Has a rust colored dust on the exterior (perhaps stone dust). It’s as if a 1940s naval yard was tasked with building a strong secure structure with airlocks and hatches.  It’s built like a ship but not a ship. Large radius curves on corners, has a very 1940s design look to it.  Reminds me of how hospital and dentist equipment once looked in the 50s. There are thin safety rails like one might see on the exterior edges of a ships deck.  Built-in ladders to access different exterior elevations and decks, if needed. 


General Feel of the structure, which
 were like layers of blocks the
smaller ones higher up.


This is what I mean by 1940s design styles



Thor: AMPLIFYING. NOW. THOR. 


Terran: There’s some awful stuff in here.  [I felt it before I saw it] 


Terran: I see a man experimenting on a man laying down with clear translucent skin.  Can see the blood vessels and teeth behind clear cheeks. Then I witness something truly horrifying, the experimenter yanks the essence (soul) out of the victim through an unknown means… 


image from the Expanse SciFi series, like this guy but not blue
Something like this being, but not blue, clear.


Image above from “The Expanse” SciFi series, man like this not blue, but clear. 


Thor: YES. FEEL THAT. IT IS SOME OF WHAT THE CLEAN UP HAS REVEALED. 


Terran: Human experimentation, both body and essence. It seemed like someone reached in and pulled some poor guys essence out!


Thor: TERRAN. YES. ALL EYES OPEN. NOW. THOR.


Terran: That’s the darkest thing I’ve seen yet!  Where is that?  Is this still ongoing?


Thor: TERRAN. IT IS THE SAME IN MORE THAN ONE “LOCALE”. UNITED STATES. CHINA. UKRAINE. GERMANY. AUSTRALIA. ENGLAND. MOON BASE. GANYMEDE. EUROPA. ALL “LABS”. VISIBLE NOW. THOR. END. 


Terran: Who’s on Europa? I thought that was off limits?


Thor: TERRAN. ALL IS REVEALED NOW. THE “CONTROLLERS “ NEED NOT BE NAMED. AT THE MOMENT. THOR. END. 


Terran: Does the golden dragon need to fly through those locations? Or has it been dealt with?


Thor: TERRAN. YES. DEALT WITH AND ONGOING BOTH. BREATHE. IT IS “GO TIME”.  THOR. END. 


Terran: 5x5?


Thor:  ALL WAYS. THOR. END.


Terran: That man… I won’t soon forget! His skin was clear like a jellyfish.  That’s some sickening genetic labs!


Translucent Jellyfish flesh


Thor: TERRAN. YES. THOR. END. 


Terran: How do you guys cope after encountering this stuff?   


Thor: TERRAN. WITH COMPASSION. AND COLLABORATION. THOR. END. 


Terran: The average person here on Earyh  has no idea of this stuff.


Thor: TERRAN. THAT IS ABOUT TO CHANGE. THOR. END.


Terran: We, as a whole, are not like that. But apparently the controllers are like that!


Thor: TERRAN. TRUE. MOST HUMANS ARE NOT. YES. THE CONTROLLERS ARE LIKE THAT. THOR. END. 


Terran: I’m not sure how the first images relate to this… maybe it’s the contrast between their public and private doings? [sometimes in the flow of things I pick up identifying information on the participants. This has happened before when something needed to be known and seen. What surprised me were the number of women, we traditionally think of men being crueler. I don’t think the first images came from Thor but perhaps from THE ALL (Source)? ]


Thor: TERRAN. A VISUAL TO CLEAR THE “AIR”?


Terran: Please!


Thor: SENDING. AMPLIFIED. THOR. END. 


Terran: Seeing kids. Happy joyful boys and girls. Young Celtic Andromedans? They are emerging from a 2 dimensional membrane (event horizon of a portal?) Reminds me a bit of the portal in the series Stargate SG1 but smoother. Ages around 6-7 years.  Red heads, blondes, auburn hair.


Terran: Seeing a large Asian carved stone image.  Thought at first it was a person with a web like background but then image felt dragon like?  Didn’t get a clear view, had a side angle to it. Was in an area of low bushes 1-2 meters high, some large boulders, and paths. Felt pretty old. 


Thor: TERRAN. YES. INJOY AS IT UNPACKS. THOR. END.


Terran: Is it a dragon?  


Thor: TERRAN. IT IS FOR YOUR JOY TO EXPERIENCE. THOR. END.


Terran: Very remote area it feels. Ok I will bookmark it and examine it more later. Feels familiar.


Denice: (Good night! Cannot keep my eyes open)


Terran: Nite! 


Terran: Thank you Thor!


Thor: TERRAN. ALWAYS A PLEASURE. THOR. END. 


Terran note: I don’t yet know who the happy kids were, nor do I know what the stone carved image was. I will update this if I’m able to recover that information.  I was surprised I got as much information as I did.  I was pretty tense earlier. I had a conversation with Heather and was able to sort through some of my last week with her. I felt better after that talk. Sometimes we need the ear of a trusted friend. And all of this came in while in the parking lot of a 7/11. 


Friday, November 25, 2022

In gratitude to all of you!

 


I hope you all my fellow Americans had a wonderful Thanksgiving Holiday! 

Bev invited me over for a small turkey day feast, and I am so grateful to have been invited!   

A lot of memories return to me at Thanksgiving, probably means more to me than any other holiday.  I grew up in a fringe Christian sect that did not celebrate Christmas because of its origins in the Roman Saturnalia holiday.  They were correct about that, but the truth is even the Old Testament holiday were borrowed from earlier civilizations and customs.  So Thanksgiving became a time of family and friend get togethers in my family.  There were a lot of conundrums  with my religious upbringing, its strictness and discipline were perhaps helpful, and I was always the oddball in elementary school, so later in life I had no problem being different and believing "different".  I never fit into the mainstream.  But also I missed out on a lot of things must young people experience. There were right about Christmas (Saturnalia), Easter (goddess Astarte) and Halloween (nobody even denies that was pagan) not being of Christian origin. But never seem to get that baptisms came out of India and river Ganges, and all the borrowed things found in Christianity including tales from the Epic of Gilgamesh and other ancient stories. 

Do I care Christmas was pagan? No. But I am aware the Catholic Church repurposed the Roman Holiday in a marketing move. I really didn't want my daughter to experience the ostracism I got for my beliefs as a child. I didn't forbid my daughter keeping Christmas, we had a tree, and when she asked if Santa was real, I didn't lie to her.  When she asked me if Santa was real, I told her "You know how Mickey Mouse is a character of Disneyland?  Santa is a character of Christmas.  She totally got it. Kids know what it's like to pretend and they understand marketing.  They know what entertainment is. 

My dad always invited to Thanksgiving those who didn't have anywhere to go, like eccentric gold prospectors, inventors and one guy who believed in hollow earth, my dad thought that was a bit nuts but they did share a common love of gems and minerals and he was friends with him before his hollow earth phase. Dad was a "rock hound" and liked his mineral loving friends. I  wish I had some of the crystals my dad had, but he didn't use them energetically. I remember going hunting for desert rose crystals near Camp Verde AZ. 

Desert Rose selenium crystal

We sat at the little kids table with olives on our fingers and we always had a good time.  Mom was an astounding cook, especially with cheesecakes, nobody ever left a crumb on their plates!

Got to make some tough decisions in the next few days as to where I go next. There appears to be a good deal of price fixing in apartment rentals by these real estate investment trusts. But I know I will find something. Maybe even the unexpected surprise. 

Tuesday, November 22, 2022

UPDATE 1: Contacted by Pleiadians

Not an exact image but similar.

Update 1: See below
Terran note: I have corrected some grammatical issues from the original conversations for readability.  

What follows was completely unexpected.  It occurred while I was out driving.  Driving is almost a meditative state for me.  I may be weird that way.  Quite a bit of the information I got was visual, which tends to be a stronger sense in me.  Some people get their information through feeling more than visuals.  Everyone is different.

Wednesday November 16,2022

Terran: Yesterday (Tuesday) there was this moment I “saw” all these faces of beautiful blonde women. They were coming through telepathically, maybe a dozen of them. Maybe they were always there and I didn’t pick up on them? Definitely Pleiadians from what I could tell.

Terran: I tried reaching out to the Pleiadian girls before going for dinner.

Terran: I think I reached one of them called Ceilia. Or something close to that. Blond woman with shorter hair (shoulder length).

Thursday November 17, 2022

Terran to Denice: Could you inquire if there is a Pleiadian woman named Celia that works in Dispatch and Logistics? Kind of like air traffic control but much more than that.

Stan X: TERRAN. YES. NEPTUNE COMMAND CENTER CLEARANCE. CECELIA “CELIA”. REINGOLD. (Rine gold). DATA COLLECTORS. STAN.X. END.

Terran: Wow! So that convo was REAL! How cool is that!!!

Denice: 😎


Martha: Background? Did you have a telepathic conversation with her?

Martha: If so, VERY COOL! Your telepathy is on and working! Believe in yourself!

Martha Background? Did you have a telepathic conversation with her?

Terran: Yes, and they are ongoing. Some with others too. Off the record stuff, lots of personal questions. I told them my dance card is open. ;)

Martha: Wow, that’s wonderful! You’ve been waiting for your own comms to open up.

Terran: Yes! It’s been very frustrating for me!

Martha: So these are the blonde women you saw? LOL!

Martha: It’s been frustrating for us all! Haha! I figure once yours open up, the rest of us will soon follow.

Terran: When I sought contact the next day the only one I felt was Cecelia, she was also in the first group of faces I saw. [They were a whole bunch of female faces that appeared at once in my inner sight]

Martha: Are they asking you questions or you asking them?

Terran: Both. But tonight just Cecelia. She’s cheerful and professional. Shorter hair than the others. I can feel her heart during the conversations.

Martha: Lovely! I suspect everyone “out there” is very curious about earth. Just as we are about where they are.

Martha: Now you know how our Guys feel when talking to us. Feeling our heart.

Terran: Several asked if I wanted to visit.

Martha: Ooooo, could they arrange that? Would you go in form or essence? I’d say go! You’ve been wanting to!

Martha: Would you be able to or be required to return?

Terran: After Jai's message it makes me wonder if it’s possible [Martha asked me not to publish that message out of a concern it might trigger some purported “experiencers”.] 

Terran note: Its my understanding that Pleiadians are in what is commonly called 5 density frequencies (its an octave of frequencies) while the Andromedans are in 6th density and above.  So it may be more difficult to visit the Andromedans than the Pleiadians. The biospheres are equipped with multiple levels of frequencies for different beings. It's basically how fast the atoms vibrate, and the faster they vibrate the further apart they are in molecules. Quantum spin angle is another way of phrasing it.  Nabrac is something like 8th density.  To Thor, Nabrac seems"like the wind", (always reminded me of the Elemental woman in the Riddick movies) yet he too does have a body.  Earth is not so much leaving 3D as gaining back all its original frequency.  Earth is returning to Original.  Whether I am able to go there is an open question but I think I can. 

Martha: More info needed on that to make a good decision, but what an opportunity.

Martha: Yes, I also wonder. But you can explore it. You might also want to ask Stan and Thor if it’s possible.

Terran: I didn’t get the sense a trip there is planned already, more just an inquiry whether I wanted to go.

Beverly: Telepathic frequency working.! You resolved things with Stan?

Terran: I won't keep a grudge. 😃 So yes! Surprised, and grateful he answered! 

UPDATE 1:

Sunday November 20, 2022

Terran to Cecelia: Would you mind if I ask some questions of you?

Cecelia: It would be my pleasure.

Terran: How many are in your family?

Cecelia: There are four, me, my parents and one sister.

Terran: What does your mother do?

Cecelia: My mother works in Technology Verification Science.  (I saw an image of a rocket being tested, don't know if that was just a metaphor she knew I'd understand or if it was an actual testing. Do they even use rockets anymore?)

Terran: What does your father do?

Cecelia: My father is in the Signal Corps. (a military term relating to communications, codes and all that pertains to that.)

Terran note: Other things were discussed which I won't publish now.  I had to quit after awhile because of pressure in my head, which is coming with newbies. We will see how events transpire before revealing those.   I asked Denice to verify the facts I was given above, not that I distrust her, I am just not fully confident in MY OWN abilities yet.  This ability has been there in moments, particularly when Loie, Nabrac or Thor sent amplifiying energies. It has been frustrating for me for it to take this long to be detectable... but there's reasons for everything.
 
These comms are coming in direct to me and not through Denice as it has been in the past. I love Denice's work.  But I do not always have access to Denice.  Denice is one of the clearest conduits I have ever encountered, she has a comms implant in her ear (for highly technical data), and she's very skilled in telepathy and heart comms. 

Terran to Denice: This is for my verification. Cecelia’s mother works in technology verification science (testing) and her father is in the signals corps? She has one sister?

Terran: Could you inquire about the above?

Stan X: TERRAN. CONFIRMED. DATA COLLECTORS. STAN. X. END.




Tuesday, November 15, 2022

JAI: On Earth and Galactic politics



Jai on politics


Martha: You know we just had a big election.  What I’m seeing is that people are beginning to understand it’s not functioning the way they thought it did, and a few people have started to wonder if we have ever had the choice we thought.  However, I also observe people saying that, and then going right back to their faith that the news reports accurately, or believing what their friends say.  


Martha: They seem to actually hold two totally contrasting realities in their heads and be unaware of the discrepancy.  


Martha: I’ve spent much time pondering how we fix this.  How do we move forward in better ways to make choices?  


Jai: FROM THIS VANTAGE THERE IS NO WAY FORWARD THERE. THERE IS NO "FIX". IT IS ALL PART OF THE COMPLETE RENEWAL OF ORIGINAL.


Martha: How do we move people to the point of not expecting “leaders” to fix things? 


Jai: THERE IS NO MANNER OF MOVEMENT. NO WAY TO CHANGE OTHERS. EACH ONE MUST REAL/IZE REALIZE THIS IN EACH HER AND HIS OWN WAY.


Martha: I wonder how you handle choices there.  I am sure you don’t vote like this, but you do choose council members and such.  


Jai: I HAVE LONG LEFT "POLITICS" TO OTHERS. 


Martha: How are they chosen? 


Jai: THOSE WHO WE DESIRE TO "LEAD" ARE NOT INTERESTED. KNOW THAT WHAT IS HAPPENING THERE IS HAPPENING HERE AS WELL. MACRO TO MICRO. MICRO TO MACRO.  


Martha: How do you reach consensus?  


Jai: CORRUPTION HAS NOT LEFT ONE SPOT OF CREATION UNTOUCHED. THUS THE "UNIVERSAL/MULTIVERSAL/ALL-VERSAL CLEAN UP NOW".


Martha: Can you explain how this (choosing leaders) works there?  


Jai: IT DOES NOT WORK. ANY WHERE. POWER ALWAYS EQUATES CONTROL EQUATES SUPERIOR/INFERIOR. NO WAY AROUND THAT.


Martha: What a mess!  How did it get this way!  What are you seeing of this process?  What are we not seeing?


Jai: YOU ARE NOT SEEING THE FEAR AND PANIC IN THE EYES IN THE MIRRORS OF THESE SOULS WHO HAVE CHOSEN TO CONTINUE THE WAY FORWARD WITHOUT COMPASSION OR CARE.  THESE EYES KNOW WHAT APPROACHES. HERE AND THERE. IN TRUTH.

Monday, November 14, 2022

Thor: Are you blue? 11/14/22




Terran to Denice: Thor?


Thor: TERRAN. HERE. AND THERE. THOR.


Terran: Greetings old and dear friend!


Thor: HUMBLY RETURNED. IN ANTICIPATION. THOR.


Terran: How are the frequencies shaping up?


Thor: TERRAN. FLOWING BEAUTIFULLY AND CAUSING DISARRAY BOTH. THOR.


Terran. Yes!  I am witness to that both personally and as an observer. My knees are painful and I have no idea why.


Thor: TERRAN. ALL MOLECULES ARE INCLUDED IN THE ‘FLUX’ IN HUMOUR. THOR.


Terran: I be fluxumed then! Hopefully it’s transient.


Thor: TERRAN AS “SWIFT T” AS POSSIBLE. IN TRUTH .   THOR


Terran: Swift T?


Thor: INDEED. THOR.


Thor: FEEL IT. IN HUMOUR. NO THING IS LOST IN THE TRANSLATION. 


Terran: I feel very light hearted inspite of being in a shit storm of energies this month [actually it’s been about 8 weeks of it]


Thor: YES. HERE AND THERE. STORM. THOR.


Terran: Are we making progress?


Thor: TERRAN. THERE IS ONLY FORWARD NOW. IN TRUTH. PROGRESS IS SUBJECTIVE. POINT OF VIEW HERE IS AN EMPHATIC YES.  THERE. NOT SO EMPHATIC YET. THOR.


Terran: Few tangibles here. People crave tangibles.


Terran: Thor where do the Andromeda and Plieadians fit in the whole purported “Galactic Federation”?


Thor: TERRAN THERE IS NO ONE “FIT”.  THERE ARE COMPARTMENTS HERE AND THERE. NOT ALL ANDROMEDANS ARE “ALIGNED” WITH “CONFEDERATIONS AND FEDERATIONS”.  HERE WE AWAIT THE DISSOLUTION OF ALL “TREATIES”.  THE ONLY WAY FORWARD WITHOUT ONE “CONTROLLING COMPARTMENT”. IF YOU FEEL ME. THOR.


Terran: Oh I feel that! Same here.  


Terran: The Andromedans I’ve been speaking to are celts correct? Are there blue ones among you too?


Thor: TERRAN.  YOU HAVE HAD CONTACT WITH A VARIETY OF ANDROMEDANS IN SKIN AND OUT. IN HUMOUR.  SOME ARE CONSIDERED STILL THE ANCESTORS OF THE CELTS. THERE.  ‘BLUE ONES’ IS A MATTER OF PERSPECTIVE. IN HUMOUR. THOR.


Terran: Interesting. Are you blue?


Thor: TERRAN. I AM RATHER JOYFUL IN THIS NOW.  IN GRATITUDE. THOR.


Terran: Haha !  Love it! Touche!

That was good!


Thor: TERRAN.  IT IS A MOMENT TO LIGHTEN THE MOOD. THOR.


Terran: I have these ideas of what you all look like, then Alex Collier others seem to think you either look like American Indians or blue humans. I have to assume I really don’t know?


Thor: TERRAN. TRUST YOUR VISUALS. YOU SEE ME. THOR.


Terran: That’s comforting!


Terran: Here’s a question, I experienced had a moment of drama out of left field….  There was a moment that a thought or two,  which I didn’t want to entertain (basically bruised ego type stuff), came through so I asked the thought “who are you?”   I immediately got a small version of a quite famous and twitter trolling personality.  Like a bleed over from another inbodyment of this frequency?   Have you experienced such a thing?


Thor: TERRAN.  IN A MANNER . YES.  THESE CREATION FREQUENCIES CAN GIVE PAUSE TO THE TOUGHEST OF SOLDIERS.  KNOW THIS.  MOVING FORWARD.  THERE IS ONLY ONE YOU IN FORM.  YOU SHARE A VAST ARRRAY OF FREQUENCY COMBINATIONS WITH MANY OTHERS FROM MANY LOCALES.  AT MOMENTS YOU MAY SEE/FEEL/KNOW AN EXPERIENCE. KNOW THIS. WHILE IT IS ACCURATE. IT. IS SHORTLIVED. ALL FORMS THAT REMAIN IN FORM NOW ARE “SINGULAR”. BEINGS FLOWING THE ORIGINAL CREATION FREQUENCIES THROUGHOUT ALL.  FEEL ME. THOR.


Terran: Yes I feel you. I’m not trying to bait any particular reply.  Just puzzling over the experience.  Maybe it is more akin to an antenna as a metaphor?


Thor: TERRAN. YES. PERFECT.  A RECEIVER OF SORTS. FOR YOUR TEMPORARY VIEWING PLEASURE. THOR.


Terran: Perhaps it’s akin to when we say of a “leader” he has a Napoleon complex, when he may neither be short nor French. Perhaps awareness uses such metaphors too? 


Terran: Sorry for my musings but I do ponder these things. 


Terran: How is Riggolt?


Thor: TERRAN. ALL ARE WELL.  IN COMPLETE ANTICIPATION FOR A REUNION THAT NEVER ARRIVES.  HOW IS THAT FOR BLUE. THOR.


Terran: Yeah… I try not to dwell on that.  


Terran: Are the Plieadians really parked in Jupiter’s atmosphere?


Thor: SOME.  NOT ALL. AND YES. “NO THING”. IS WHAT IT SEEMS IS ACCURATE EVEN NOW. THOR.


Terran: Is there any race of beings that are as they appear? We’re a diverse lot planet side. 


Terran: One of the concerns here is [the chaos of a ] financial melt down since we live in a money system.  It feels to me all preparations are in place for the grand dismantling.  


Terran: I have no “proof “ I can offer anyone, and what circles might know I’m not in them. Just my intuition that we will have food and water and energy.


Thor: TERRAN. YES.  WHERE IT MIGHT BE ROUGH GOING IN SOME PATCHES HUMANS ARE ABLE TO ASSIST OTHERS. IT MAY APPEAR BLEAK. YET IT IS NOT.  IT IS A CONUNDRUM. THOR.


Thor: A VISUAL?


Terran: Yes visual me!


Thor: SENDING NOW.  AMPLIFIED.  THOR.


(And upon feeling those energies on 5 hrs of sleep I completely zonked out!  Hoping to pick up the visuals he sent later or in my sleep tonight.)


Terran to Denice: Sorry I dozed off. Had a very late night last night 


Denice: ✌️


Sunday, November 13, 2022

There is no fear in love

 


This is an oft quote scripture in churches. And the explanation they give for it, is sadly rooted back into a concept of God punishing people,  and that those that believe a particular dogma (and none of them agree on that dogma) are  free from fear as one of the chosen ones of God. It's the credit bureau model of how creation works.  Some even use the akashic records to push forward similar concepts among the new agers.  

And this misses the entire point. 

The punishing God is a fiction.   

We punish ourselves through the energy frequencies with chose to be.  And you can choose something better.   

I died. There was no judge or punisher waiting. Only love.  Then I got sent back to my body because I had stuff to finish.

Love is a specific and measurable frequency of being.  Courage is not the opposite of fear. Love is.  Courage springs artesian from the well of love. Mother's worldwide will risk life and limb protecting their babies from harm.  No sane person will get between a mama bear and her cub.  Not if they want to live. Soldiers have been known to dive on a grenade to protect their buddies.  Nobody does these kind of things for abstract ideas or Queen and country.  They do it out of love. It's in that state of being, that fear is cast out.  Fear of what? Source?  If you see Source in the face of every being, that's what gets shown back to you.  Love likes to be recognized, and all are love.

Similarly if one loves themself, there's really nothing anyone can say or do that will offend you. Because you know you are loved, you know you are Source itself in body.  Lack of love for oneself actually produces the narcissism of the Ego.  It is not narcissism to love yourself.  In this age, most people detest themselves.  That's a slave mentality, conditioned to think it deserves what it got.

It's our own lack of love for self, our own self perceived (often induced from childhood) of what we see as our imperfections, that causes hurt. Babies do not have this mentality. Someone else's perceptions and projections of themselves on cast on  you, is their problem not yours. That's not to say any of us are perfect, we are all perfectly imperfect.   

In a particular bleak moment in Morocco, Heather made the comment to me "everyone loves me, they just don't know it yet".  And she had a big grin on her face when she said it.  The same can be said of all of us! There was no hint of hurt of vengeance in her voice.  I never forgot that.  It's a very good way to look at things.  

I guarantee you each human has a different periscope they view the matterium through, and they have all kind of lenses on them.  Some are psychedelic kaleidoscopes.  Some have cracked lenses, some need some window cleaner, some are wide angle, some are microscopes focused on details of the grass in the forest.  There's nothing you can do about that, each human is in control of their own assemblage point of awareness.  But you can show love in times of misunderstanding.

Some of us (and I am a prime example of this) are not always understood at first.  Embrace you are made differently by Source and know that is perfect for what you are needed to bring into this reality.  Slough off when your words are twisted into meanings you never ever thought.  Slough off the scorpion stings by those that you considered a friend.  Think twice if happens 2 or 3 times though. Maybe they are not a friend? Or maybe they just don't know they really do love you!.  :)  These are shadows within the person that have not yet be harmonized within in pure love. 

When this hare-brained experiment in the experience of the illusion of being separated from Source began, one of the first things to happen in that separation, was the rise of "US vs THEM".  Some more than others, some so severe that their anxiety was such that anyone but themselves was seen as a potential enemy. From that grew the desire to control others, before they harmed them.  It happened on both sides, dark and light.  The "Light" had they creations smashed and destroyed.  The dark thought it was pretty funny to do that and show them how arrogant they were in their abilities. Then the light struck back at the dark and took out whole planets of these destroyers. Then the dark took creating more seriously, went off in seclusion and created races of beings devoid compassion, and very hard to kill and a war persisted for eons in this Galaxy.  

Earth is one of the last strongholds of those that seek to control others.  Lisa Shannon coined an acronym for it "POO", power over others. Those ones are being revealed in real time in these closing days of slave farm Earth.  You see it everywhere.  They can't help themselves but reveal it. 

We live in a weird time.  Super strong high frequency energies.  People are acting super weird.  BE PATIENT AND KIND!  ITS GOING TO GET WORSE FOR A BIT.   PEOPLE NEED COMPASSION AND SOMETIMES CALMING!  But also know its HARDER ON THE CONTROLLERS THAN IT IS ON YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS!

Last night while out driving  people about I had a woman offer to pay me a large fare just to privately drive her home from downtown Austin.  She didn't say what the problem was, but I could feel she needed to get home and didn't want to talk about it.  So I took her home to her husband. 

Then when I was 5 miles from my home on a remote Texas Hill Country road with nothing but mesquite and pencil cactus, there was a man in a grey business suit and tie waving me down.  I am always aware of my surroundings.  I never take the same route home twice.  This weirded me out a bit at 2:30 AM.  But I rolled down my car window anyway.  I felt he truly needed help. The man had been to a wedding party, last thing he remembered was being in a hot tub, but by the time I encountered him he'd had been walking for 2 1/2 hours on a very dark remote road. He didn't know how he got there. I think he was both drunk and drugged unwittingly.  He had his phone but not his wallet so there was no theft.  He asked to be taken to the nearby Best Western motel so I drove him the 15 minutes it took to get there.  I had to repeatedly reassure him he was safe and I would get him to his motel safe.   These are odd times.  Be patient with people.