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Thursday, December 15, 2022

Recent Downloads




Got a download last week the message was very clear.  "YOU ARE NEEDED HERE."  Felt like the bigger part of me.  Doesn't mean I can't visit my friends off world, but I clearly got, that at least for the short term, I am living in Austin.  And that's certainly how it flowed. Whatever those reasons are, they will become known shortly.  

Got another realization last night, not so much a download, but a greater insight into who I be.  And I realized that I have been gaslighted by a faction for a very long time.  I have spent 10,000 cycles here on this planet, not because of something I did wrong and was exiled as a result of it, simply by my own choice because I cared about this planet.  

I am not going to be gaslighted anymore.  I love who I am. I love how Source created me.  I have seen when I was created. I don't have to apologize for who I am or what I did to help mankind.  The cosmic engineering I did to preserve life and choice for this planet. I along with others equally capable, made it impossible for malign galactic interlopers to contaminate all of existence.  We aren't greater than you, we are Source like you. We've just been in physicality a lot longer.  We got very good at it.

My very existence, when it wasn't bogged down in this life (and perhaps others) with gaslighted self doubt,  has only ever served the ALL.  THIS I KNOW.  And that is regardless of how many identity thieving beings have projected their own deeds and intents on me, which were deflections away from their own responsibilities.  

Now they reap what they sowed energetically. And I don't have to do a thing, except lend a hand in compassion if they ask for help.  I can't help but that, if they ask, it's the way I was created.  To serve the ALL. 

Gaslighting is about keeping someone from reaching their full potential.  I will no longer play that game.



Clif High: Masakatsu Agatsu.


This seemed particularly timely for me. Maybe it is for you too.  I had two preferences for my next location and neither happened, much to my frustration.   For various reasons, which I won't focus on, it didn't flow on world or off.  

Instead I am smack in the middle of the expensive geographic area known as Austin Texas. I am not downtown but am central to nearly everywhere I go.  I like Austin and I like the people in it. It has been described by Matthew McConaughey politically as "a blueberry in a bowl of tomato soup".  

But I don't see it as left or right.  

It's a bit of Southern California in the middle of Texas.  It feels like San Diego and Orange County.  And it's the best of that tradition, which is dying out under the rule California's corrupt elections.  These people are coming here because they have no voice in California.  But it's really the influence of tech minds and the people who create such things that makes it feel this way. Its their choice of foods, entertainment, housing and it shapes how things are here by its sheer economic power.  It feels comfortable and familiar to me. But it is considered odd by many Texans.  

Nobody escapes the culture they find themselves in the midst of, and while they may not be Texas natives, they are certainly becoming Tex-i-fied!  I know I am! I carry a bit of every place I have lived within me, Scottsdale, San Diego, England, France, Morocco and Italy.  So does everyone who lives here.

Still it's been a long battle and I just wanted out of here (meaning this planet). Tell me you never felt that way! You can't stop people from projecting their childhood wounds on you, but you can do your best to get out of their way, until such a time they love and heal themselves. 

-Terran

Masakatsu Agatsu.

December 15, 2022
By Clif High


Lessons are incoming…

Universe is in charge of this Matterium.

This Matterium is your ass, and all that stuff that you sit your ass upon, and all the stuff that supports that stuff. All those ‘atoms’, all that ‘matter’.

We are matter, partially, here in this Matterium.

This Matterium is going through one of its Grand Shifts.

This shift is the movement out of Pieces into Aquarius.

These shifts involve Great Energy, Great Changes, and great opportunities for individual change that we call ‘personal growth’.

These Great Shifts of the Ages are filled with opportunities that only exist during these Times. Many souls seek to participate. Universe decides which are among the Fortunate Ones.

Note that it is ‘which’ that is applied to ‘souls’ as the individual soul is not self-aware, it is only aware of its tasks, thus is not a ‘who’ or ‘whom’.

You are a Fortunate One. It may not feel so fortunate here in the midst of a Great Change.

But remember, you asked to be here, now. In fact, you were desperate to be here, now, in the midst of all this.

Yes? Nod your head in agreement.

You wanted to be here, now, explicitly for this opportunity for Change, both writ Large as it affects all of Humanity, and our World, but also as it is writ small, but perhaps far more meaningful, at a truly personal level.

Universe has gifted you. Universe likes you, the proof of which is that you are here, now, swimming in this heady mix of the Forces of Change that occurs only every 2580 years!

Starting to grasp how Fortunate you are?

Change is difficult to achieve, in this Universe. Thus the existence of this Matterium is exactly as a vessel for Change. All changes occur at the personal level, becoming combined to create such Great Changes as we now experience. All Change, great and small, only comes into manifestation due to Opposition. Without the force of Opposition, there is no movement, at any level, within Matterium. Thus is revealed why, frequently, you think your life to be shit. It is because, in the action and chaos of personal change, you took your attention off the need for the opposition, thus took it ‘personally’.

These are the days of the Great Awakening. The Great Awakening requires Great Opposition. The normies are going to take both of these very personally indeed, and will not have any appreciation for what the fuck is happening to them. They will be annoying during this Shift.

It is always thus. Annoying normies. The ‘opposition’ that Universe provides between the Great Awakening, and the Great Reset intended to put the normie population back to sleep and under control yet again, may be very accurately labeled as a ‘war’. This is in spite of everyone, excepting a bare handful of humans, actually understanding what purpose ‘war’ serves, here in this Matterium.

That is the way it always is, for those of us awake on arrival. We are here to serve the annoying normies. It’s our work. Don’t ask about the ‘why’ of it all, but recognize that, as you are awake, you are a participant, therefore, a ‘warrior’ at some level, in this Great War of the Shift of Ages. Note that ‘samurai’ means ‘to serve’, and is a very accurate label for all of us, selected by Universe, to serve in this Great War.

The Great Awakening, at one level, is about normies graduating to some greater awareness. This is the ‘prize’ of this War. At other levels, and particularly pertinent to you, it is about the potential for personal change or growth. These opportunities, at these levels are rare, 2580 years apart rare.

Don’t worry, you are not wasting your opportunities. Proof of which is that you are reading these words.

This War will last a long time. During this War, you will have many roles. These roles will be offered to you within the Matterium. You will see the signs in your personal changes as you need to. Matterium works that part out for you.

You are one of the few, the Fortunate Ones, those who are swimming in the Currents of this Shift of Ages, not bobbing along as a cork (normie). Swimming means that you are taking personal responsibility by self-movement, self-direction.

Take heed, and care, of the normies you encounter in your splashing around in these Times. They are like you, only they need a few more lifetimes to get clued into how it works, down here in the Matterium.

As Above, so Below.

As it is Outward, thus it is Inward.

To see all of Universe,

I need only observe my own Nature.

To understand all that manifests,

I need only Touch the Void.

Masakatsu agatsu (True Victory is Victory over Self).
{an aikido ‘reflection’ said quietly as you start your zazen session. }


Lost message from 2016 - Awakening to Telepathy







I found this while look for information on my cat's vaccination records and old work resumes. A lot of comms in 2016 and 2017 fell through the cracks in my record keeping, due to all the activity that was taking place. This got particular bad in August-November 2017.  I was swamped with work.


December 15, 2022

Denice: just saw this. . . .thanks for sharing. . . soooo cool.

It was when I was staying in Pennsylvania after dad died. . . .

-----Original Message-----

December 2, 2022

Terran: Found this just now
in 2016….

——//——

Terran: Was dreaming I was working for a software company. I was going to a Christmas party in a remote desert…

Terran: I realized in one of the conversations, someone was interviewing me about what I did on Christmas Day in Morocco. They asked me if I went to a Catholic Church there (they do exist there but rare). [Why a Catholic Church? I don’t know. I didn’t grow up Catholic.]

Terran: I realized I was talking to a data collector who was free lancing [as a kind of journalist].

Terran: Then I felt like there were hundreds of women wanting to talk to me, the women felt Pleiadian in energy...

Terran; How do you make sense of so many beings wanting to connect? Much less choose which ones?

Denice: Wow!!

Denice: Its not like that for me. Only Thors group gets through.

Denice: Sophia has an open door policy with restrictions on their intentions.  [This is not a judgement, Denice prefers to work with those she knows. Sophia is quite skilled and is one of the 9 conduits were were told about in 2015.]

Terran: I'm doing interviews in my sleep… but what made me notice was the Catholic question as they didn't understand the nuances of Christian sects.

Denice: I have made contact with others. Ghosts etc but thats not my focus. Guess it is how this job was set up for me before i got here.

Terran: Ghost = beings not in form?

Denice: Yes. In particular Skye contacted the former brody clan chief Ninian. Deceased but remains in the Brodie castle.

Terran: Lol

Denice: I invited him to play chess with [redacted son’s name]. Last summer

Terran: Ninian?

Denice: Ninian Brodie. Died about 10 years ago or so

Denice: The only time "I" ever beat him! What a trip!

Terran: Can I talk to Thor about this?

Terran: Thor available for some telepathy questions? I feel a lot of Pleiadians. I feel their joy that I do feel them.

Denice: H responded to my skype greeting yesterday. With a heart and a [skype emoji] bear hug.

Denice: Told her i was thinking of her and hoped she was well.

Terran: My wifi must be off the SMS is going ATT

Denice: I am heading to my aunts to deliver a chipmonk trap.

Denice: Can I text you when i get to the laundromat in about 45 mins???

Terran: 😄

Terran: 👍

Denice: Here I am. Laundry is rolling. Have about 20 minutes til my next errand

Terran: lol

Terran: Thor there?

Thor: DEAR ONE/TERRAN. YES HERE. AND THERE. IN HUMOUR. THOR. END.

Terran: Can I ask some telepathy questions (the how of it)?

Thor: TERRAN. CERTAINLY. THOR. END.

Terran: I sense I am opening up very fast. This morning I think I had an off duty data collector interviewing me... Then I sensed many female Pleiadians wanting to connect, like hundreds! How do you know who to connect to?

I've never sensed that before the closest I got to that was with the conversation with the scarf dancers.

Thor:

TERRAN. YOU MAY OPEN THE DOOR TO WHOMEVER YOU WISH. FOR EXAMPLE YOU COULD DIRECT YOUR QUERY TO ME AND I WILL ANSWER.

Thor: YOU MAY DO THE SAME WITH ANY ONE YOU DESIRE.

Thor: IF MANY KNOCK AT ONCE, YOU MAY ASK FOR A NAME AND ASK FOR ONE AT A "TIME" IF THAT IS YOUR DESIRE. THOR. END.

Terran: Did you and I converse recently. I thought maybe we did.

Terran: Do you have a sort of etiquette you have developed to deal with this?

Thor: I HEAR YOU BUT I SENSE THAT YOU DO NOT COMPLETELY "HEAR" ME YET. THOR. END.

Terran: I think i did yesterday. Is it also possible to connect to all at once for say a general greeting?

Terran: It's a welcome change to not feel so singular and alone as was common on the earth sphere.

Thor: THE SAME "RULES" APPLY AS FOR COVERSATION. YOU MAY HAVE MANY HERE WHO YOU CAN GREET. EACH WOULD ADRESS YOU INDIVIDUALLY AND YOU WOULD LEARN TO FEEL EACH OF US. YOU WOULD JUST. "KNOW."

Denice: AnDreas is here and eager to work with you.

Denice: I feel many even now. A sense of joy.

Denice: I feel her energy strong. It's like she is standing behind me hands on my shoulders. Lol

Terran: ❤️👍

Terran: I will talk with her. Want to continue with Thor for the moment.

Denice: Ok.😊

Thor: TERRAN. TIME TO JUMP IN AND GET YOUR FEET WET. THOR. END

Terran: Thor this will be fun, I think it's more about gaining confidence and skill with it. There has been a shift in me to open this up, it's becoming quite apparent.

Thor: TERRAN. SHALL YOU AND I PRACTICE TOGETHER? THOR. END.

Terran: Feeling AnDreas Denice.

Terran: Yes Thor!

Denice: 😊

Thor: LET US MOVE THIS TO YOUR LOCATION. THEN WE RETURN TO OUR DEAR CONDUIT LATER. FEEL ME. FEEL YOUR WAY THROUGH THIS. THOR. END.

Thor: SENDING YOU AN IMAGE TO BEGIN OUR WORK. IN HUMOUR. THOR.

Denice: I will take AnDreas to Walmart. Lol. She might get a real kick out of that!

Denice: I need carpet cleaner for pet vomit. Such 3d stuff!

Terran: Go with image, I was interrupted by Bev for a moment

Thor: SENT. THOR.

Denice: Heading into Walmart for 20 mins or so.

Terran: Ok

Terran: Thor give me 15 minutes too many distractions in this moment

Terran: Back I'll attempt pull in the image

Terran: I think it's a scene of the Texas Hill Country (don't know where) appears to have a white spot in it... A portal?

Thor: DEAR ONE/TERRAN. THE CLOSED PORTAL NEAR YOU. INDEED CLOSED. THOR. END.

Terran: Was that the one affecting Bev?

Terran: When was it closed?

Denice: Can we do this in Skype. Faster with all fingers lol!  

Terran note: Denice and I switched to Keybase in 2017, after Microsoft took over Skype the response times of Skype became much slower. Heather's original work from about 2004 through 2016 was all on Skype. It was encrypted and peer-to-peer.  That didn't mean we didn't experience interceptions of comms, in Morroco they'd often queue up for hours, then be released all at once. Keybase is nearly instantaneous which is helpful in maintaining the flow of the conversation. Keybase is encrypted but I don't assume any such tools are secure, but it is fast.

Terran: Yes !

Thor: DEAR TERRAN. YES. NABRAC CLOSED IT IMMEDIATELY. IT WAS RESERVED FOR NUISANCE. NO LONGER.

Thor: WE WATCH YOU CLOSELY NOW. YOU DO FEEL US. THOR. END.

Terran: Bev says "Thank you NABRAC!"

I caught a being messing with Bev in the late hours, thought at first it was "blondie" but that was a projected illusion. Seems he made an encore last night, Bev traced it in the manner I taught her and it was a Texas Camp-er [Halliburton complex] in Florida she once knew.

Thor: DEAR ONE/TERRAN. ALL ACCELERATES ONCE AGAIN. THOSE WHO "FIGHT" THE NEW ARE "GIVING EVERYTHING THEY HAVE" TO RESIST THE NEW ENERGIES. ALL KNOW AT SOME POINT THERE WILL BE NO RESISTANCE. ALL WILL BE ONE THE "SAME" PAGE. WE DO DESIRE THE "NUISANCES" TO END. ASSUREDLY IT WILL END BEFORE WE UNITE ON THE COMPLETE EARTH. THOR. END.

Terran: The being I traced looked Mediterranean

Terran: But had to bust thru the magic shielding [psychic camouflage] to see him.

Terran: He is an adept of those dying arts

Terran note: These “psychic defenses” are usually goofy illusions to hide the originating being, which are easily subverted with light and a little creativity. The “witch doctor” look is quite common, as is adopting a false misleading gender, but I once saw one who disguised himself as a large pile of candy ice cream sprinkles. I created an etheric chain saw to cut through the sprinkles and off it came!. Creativity is key.  Those from the various "magi schools" are not very creative. They work to templates and recipes created by others, which is also how they run their minions in governments.

Thor: TERRAN. YES. THE "ARTS" AS YOU SAY ARE DYING. THE DEATH IS PAINFUL FOR THOSE WHO USE. THEM. THEY ARE SEEN. HERE AND THERE. THOR. END.

The AnDreas conversation took place later.