Its exhausting to pretend you are not all that is!

I have been thinking about the last 4 years going back to summer of 2022.  hospital stays. All the strange things I have seen and experienced while in the hospital. Experiencing being treated as number and seeing and feeling much more of me coming through to keep me alive.  The long slow exploration of what the causes are.  Because it turned out not to be the standard explanation and a much more nuanced thing.  The years of things, that are hard to explain to others, but which were very real to me.  

I was pondering all that, and this thought came in, from perhaps the larger part of me,  "It's exhausting to pretend you are not all that is!"   It wasn't a judgement. It was a statement of fact.   And I laughed at that and thought of all the programmed limitations that are within me.  In the California Sierra mountains, you will find cattle guard rails that are not metal, there's no pit below, it's just painted on the pavement.  Cows will not cross it.    They still think their feet will get trapped and if you are a cow, that's probably one of their top fears after mountain lions and wolves. 

Who am I to think I must become decrepit as I age?  Who am I to think I have to age at all with each birthday?  Who am I to think of myself unworthy of complete love from ALL THAT IS?  Who am I to think I cannot heal unless I get access to the healing chamber I was promised 10 years ago?  Who am I to feel lonely when I am surrounded by loving hearts and minds?

I don't have a nice essay on how to be fully embrace being all that is to place before you right now.  I am still working through that.  I do know someone that embraced that journey more than a decade ago.  

I suspect it's a personal journey, with a lot of self examining of what I say and what I do, and the restrictions come off the more I express the love that is ALL that IS.   I suspect like any creation there's an interactive side to it, the more we learn the more we refine our technique.

I have no use for terms of separation, whether is religious, political, and find myself cringing when I hear it. 

All this will sound like word salad some new to this blog.  And that's okay.  We all start somewhere from some state of conscious.  I am quite used to being thought of as a bit kooky.  I don't care if I get to where I want to be. 

This post will be updated a number of times I am sure.  There are thoughts that are not fully formed within me yet, working their way through to the surface.   

Early this morning I ran into this video clip from Bashar.   The audio quality is not great so I am including the transcript here, and this link to the video clip.  It fits very well with what I was trying to express above.

Bashar Transcript 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQEgK4EL_aE

There are only four absolute laws in creation.

Just four. That’s it. Just four.
1, 2, 3, 4. That’s it. There are no more laws.

Now, when we say law, we are not talking about rules.
We’re talking about laws that cannot be broken.
Cannot be broken. Impossible to break. That’s why they’re laws.

Anything else — anything that can be broken — is not a law.
It’s an agreement, a rule, a convenience, whatever you wish to call it. It’s not a law.
Even some of what you call your laws of physics are not laws, because they don’t apply everywhere in every dimension of experience. Only perhaps to your dimension, your reality.

But the four laws, briefly, before we continue, are this.

Law Number One: YOU EXIST.

 

You will never change that.
You will never, ever not exist.
You will change. You will never not exist.
Existence only has one quality: TO BE.

That which does not exist is different — is the other side of the coin. And both sides must be present to create the coin, or neither side can be. So if there is existence, the other side of the coin is non-existence, and that which does exist will always be one side of the coin. 

There is no room in non-existence for things that exist, because non-existence is already completely full with everything that will never exist. There is no room for existence in non-existence. One will never become the other, but both come from the one.

So that’s law number one. You exist, and you always will, and you always have.

Law Number Two: The One is the ALL. The all are The One.

Every piece is not only a part of the whole, but every piece is the whole expressing itself as a part of the whole.

That’s the holographic paradox. 

 

And THE ALL is all the pieces together, but knows itself as The One and all the pieces that it is.

There is nothing outside the one. All the pieces are the one. There is no outside.

Law Number Three: What you put out is what you get back.

I think most of you are familiar with that to some degree.

Law Number Four: Everything changes except the first three laws.

Everything changes except the first three laws — which means even the fourth law changes.