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Saturday, October 9, 2021

Xerxes - Part 5 - One last mischief before manhood


Terran note: As received by Denice from Xerxes. Denice thinks Xerxes is now in Afghanistan, he's not on a galactic ship to our knowledge.  Xerxes has not stated where he is at. Afghanistan was once part of the Persian Empire. The puzzle that is Afghanistan in this moment gets deeper.  

October 8, 2021

One Last Mischief Before Manhood


IT DEEMS IMPORTANT TO SHARE THE PERSPECTIVES OF YOUTH UNWASTED. IT WAS GLORIOUS. AND TO SPEAK OF THE WEALTH OF OPPORTUNITIES FOR GENTLE PLEASURES BEFORE THE ROUGHER DUTIES OF MANHOOD PRESENTED ITSELF TO US!  


AT THE AGE OF TEN OR ELEVEN WE PERSIAN BOYS WERE TREATED AS KINGS. IT WAS AS IF THE ADULTS KNEW OF OUR FUTURE NOT YET FORETOLD AND GATHERED UP EVERY MOMENT TO SPOIL AND TREAT US WITH MORE CARE THAN CAN BE IMAGINED. 


 IF WE DESIRED AND ADVENTURE IN THE WOODED FORESTS, IT WAS PERMITTED AND ENCOURAGED. WE WERE NOT AWARE THEN OF THE WATCHFUL EYES OF THE MEN KEPT HIDDEN FAR ENOUGH AWAY.


ON MORE THAN ONE OCCASSION IN THE HEAT AND STILLNESS OF LATE SUMMER, WE TRODGED THROUGH THE FORESTS TO THAT FAVORITE SPOT OPENED TO THE EXPANSE OF STARS. WE WOULD BATHE IN THE STREAM TO COOL OURSELVES. EAT FROM THE MANY BASKETS OF FRUITS, MEATS, AND BREADS THAT WERE CAREFULLY PACKED FOR US.  AND DRINK TO OUR FILL.  FLASKS OF WATERED WINE WERE NOT UNUSUAL IN THOSE LAST DAYS OF YOUTH


WE SHARED STORIES TOLD TO US BY OUR ELDERS, TOLD TO THEM BY ANCIENT ONES WE HAD NEVER MET.  AND IN THE FEW HOURS BEFORE THE ENTRY OF OUR SUN INTO THE MORNING SKY, WE WOULD SETTLE DOWN ON BLANKETS WOVEN WITH COLORFUL DESIGNS.  EMBLEMS OF OUR RICH UPBRINGING AND FORTUNATE YOUTH.


IT WAS AFTER ONE SUCH ADVENTURE THAT WE OLDER OF THE BOYS STAYED BEHIND TO TEND THE FIRE AND PLAY IN THE STREAM.  FOUR OF US. OR WAS IT FIVE?  WE FELT THE PULL TO MANHOOD THAT WELLS UP IN THE GUT OF EVERY BOY AT SOME POINT.  THE SWEETNESS OF OUR YOUTH AND FREEDOM FADING, WE WERE BECOMING AWARE OF THE WORK THAT APROACHED US.  THE TRAINING IN THE WAYS OF WAR. THE RIGID SCHEDULES OF PREPARATION FOR THE EXPANSION OF OUR BELOVED PERSIA.  IT WAS SPOKEN IN HUSHED TONES AROUND THE EVENING TABLES BY THE ADULTS.  AND THE YEARS AHEAD FOR US WERE PLANNED BY THE GENERALS AND THE COUNCILORS WHO STEERED OUR FATES.


NOW I REFLECT AND PONDER. WHAT FORCES UNSEEN WHISPERED INTO THE DREAMS OF OUR LEADERS TO CREATE SUCH A SAVAGE FUTURE FOR OUR PEOPLE?  THE PRINCIPLES UNDERLYING THE SPREAD OF WAR AND CONQUEST WERE NOT SEEN IN THE LIGHT OF DAY.  THE IDEA TO TAKE AND TAKE AND TAKE WAS SURELY SPARKED IN SOME UNKNOWN DARKNESS TO BE SPREAD OVER DECADES AND DEACADES OF GOVERNANCE?


THIS DIGRESSION HAS PAST AND I SHARE WARMTH AND APPRECIATION TO OUR KIND HOSTESS WHO KEEPS THESE MOMENTS FOCUSED.


TO THE LAST MISCHIEF BEFORE MY MANHOOD.


IT WAS AT THE EXPENSE OF A GROUP OF YOUNG SOLDIERS. CAMPED NOT FAR FROM THE EDGE OF THE FOREST THAT INTERSECTED WITH THE LAST FIELDS OF OUR GREAT HORSES.  TRAINING FOR THE CALVARY MEANT A LIFE OF DILIGENCE AND COMPASSION FOR THE LARGE ANIMALS IN THEIR CARE.  EACH ONE GIVEN CARE OF TWO TO THREE HORSES, THESE SOLDIERS ATTENDED TO THEIR DUTIES WITH GREAT HONOR.  IT WAS TIME CONSUMING TO FEED. WASH. BRUSH. TEND TO THE HOOVES. WORK THROUGH THE RIGORS OF TRAINING AND GALLOPING AND CHARGING. AND WHEN COMPLETED WITH ONE STALLION, TO BEGIN WITH THE NEXT.  SO FROM DAYBREAK TO DAYS END, THE YOUNG SOLDIERS AND THEIR HORSES WERE ENGAGED.


IT WAS AFTER DARK ONE HOT SUMMER NIGHT THAT THE OLDEST OF US BOYS SPARKED THE IDEA. WHY NOT SNEAK INTO THE FIELD AND LURE AWAY A DOZEN OR SO OF THE HORSES? TAKE THEM THROUGH THE WOODS TO OUR FAVORITE SPOT? AT THAT MOMENT WE FIVE AGREED AND CAREFULLY WORKED OUR WAY OUT TO THE HORSES.  IT WAS AS EASY AS THAT. OR SO WE THOUGHT.  AGAIN UNKNOWN TO US WAS THE WATCHFUL EYE OF THE ADULTS THAT FOLLOWED OUR EVERY MOVE. HIDDEN.


IT WAS ONLY EIGHT HORSES. OR WAS IT TEN? THAT WE WERE ABLE TO POFFER AWAY QUIETLY.  UNTYING ONE FROM THE NEXT PROVED THE HARDEST TASKS BECAUSE ONE MOVE COULD SPARK A HORSE TO BAY UP AND ALERT ALL TO OUR AGENDA.


WE EACH RODE ONE HORSE. TWO OF US HAD THE TETHER OF ANOTHER HORSE IN OUR HAND. ANOTHER HORSE OR TWO THAT WERE LOOSENED FROM THE REST FOLLOWED IN CURIOSITY.  IT WAS NOT A LONG TRIP. WE EASILY MADE IT TO THE EDGE OF OUR CAMP WHERE WE. ALLOWED THE HORSES TO DRINK THEIR FILL OF THE WATER.  THE SIMPLE PLAN WAS TO KEEP THE HORSES HIDDEN HERE UNTIL DAWN WHEN THE SOLDIERS WOULD BE ALERTED TO THE MISSING ONES.  


IT DID NOT GO AS PLANNED.  THE CARE OF THE HORSES WAS TAKEN VERY SERIOUSLY.  IF ONE WAS INJURED IN THE FOLLY OF A YOUTHFUL PRANK IT COULD MEAN THAT THE HORSE WAS KILLED BY ITS CARETAKER. AND THAT POTENTIAL LOSS WAS UNTHINKABLE TO ALL WHO TRAINED AND SERVED FOR SO LONG.


IT SEEMS WATCHFUL EYES ALERTED THE SOLDIERS. THEY FOLLOWED FAR ENOUGH BEHIND US TO AVOID BEING SEEN OR HEARD.  WHEN WE WERE FINALLY RESTING AND NEARING SLEEP, THE SOLDIERS POUNCED.  IT WAS A BEATING UNMATCHED BY ANY PREVIOUS TUSSLE. THE TWENTY YEAR OLDS WERE TWICE OUR SIZE WITH EVEN MORE POWERFUL FISTS FROM THE DAYS AND MONTHS OF HARD TRAINING.


WELL BRUISED AND BLOODY. WE BOYS WERE RESCUED FROM NEAR DEATH BY THE WATCHFUL EYES. BUT NOT BEFORE BEING TROUNCED. SEVERLY.  WELL DESERVED? IT WAS NOT UNTIL THE END OF OUR PUNISHMENT THAT WE HAD THE LUXURY OF PONDERING THAT SWIFT AND FIERCE BEATING.


IT WAS A FULL MONTH OF SERVITUDE TO THE SOLDIERS THAT WE WERE SENTENCED. SIDE BY SIDE WASHING. FEEDING. TRAINING. AND FALLING INTO EXHAUSTION EACH NIGHT WITHOUT THE SOFT BLANKETS AND COOL BEDS OF OUR HOMES.  THE HOT AND DUSTY TENTS AND LIVING QUARTERS SMELLED OF BITTER SWEAT AND HORSE MANURE.


AND FROM THAT MOMENT ON MY OWN YOUTH WAS ENDED PERMANENTLY.


GRATITUDE TO OUR HOSTESS AND ALL WHOSE WATCHFUL EYES READ THESE WORDS.


I AM XERXES.

Ivermectin, Anti-heminths and Viral Disease



Chemical Structure


I thought I'd relate my experience with Ivermectin. I came down with the COVID virus in January 2020, before anyone knew what it was.  I picked up a lot of ride share passengers at the airport so I was probably exposed to it earlier than most people.  I was sick for a week with what I thought at the time a really bad flu.  103.5 F fever for 5 days and a long slow recovery and tiredness for nearly a month. The strain I had I did not lose my sense of taste or smell.  There were many symptoms common to COVID.  The only thing I had to fight it was colloidal silver (which helped with the lung infection). I had no medical coverage at that time so I had to make due with what remedies I could find that offered relief.

I haven't really feared COVID or the variants, but in late August I did come down with a new strain.  My body kind of half recognized it, I didn't really have a fever this time, but my back was out of place, before I got sick and it seemed to settle into those joints in excruciating pain, Quite unlike what I experienced 18 months earlier.  I also lost my sense of taste and smell.

Last week in Austin I gave a ride to the US vs Jamaica World Cup playoff soccer game which determines which team will go on to the World Cup games.  They were a very nice couple in their 20s.  As the conversation continued we discovered we had both taken Ivermectin for COVID.   The young lady was so happy to meet someone who wasn't spouting the party line on Ivermectin.  They got their Ivermectin from a doctor and a compounding pharmacy.  

Austin is very liberal politically. Its referred to some as the blueberry in the tomato soup of Texas. The rest of Texas just thinks Austin is crazy. Sometimes it can feel like you are the only one around who is analyzing the actual data and seeing the lies from the mainstream media.  The news will tell you there's no studies proving Ivermectin is effective when there's over a 100 such studies and doctor testimonials. TV News depends on pharmaceutical ads for their income.  They never challenge an advertiser.  Unfortunately COVID has been used very politically, first against Trump, then against anyone on the right. 

But we've been through this before with Gulf wars and the pattern of propaganda is much the same.  Gin up the fear to hysteria levels and then heard the crowd fearing for their lives.  Same old stuff all over again.  Remember what they did to the Dixie Chicks for challenging the Gulf war narrative?  

I got my Ivermectin through veterinary supply but using dosage given by local doctors. The news media has been trying to discredit "Joe Rogan with ate horse paste".  He didn't, it was prescription for the human packaging. I didn't use the "horse paste". I used a topically applied bovine liquid (which I think contains DMSO to drive it through the skin).  Local doctors are circulating the dosage at 5ml on day 1,  day 3, and day 7.  Ivermectin is very safe. Zinc and either "Z-pack" or doxcycline is also recommended by doctors for the secondary lung infections common with this virus. A chemical is a chemical, makes no difference as to how it's marketed.  The important thing is it works and saves lives!  I didn't have any antibiotics, a friend sent some in the mail but the post office must have intercepted it.  I never got them. A friend recommended 18 drops of oregano essential oil in a glass of water - and that cleared my lungs. I also took Quercertin.  I tried taking NAC but it gave me heartburn.  I also had several individuals doing energetic healing on me and its entirely possible my healing was do to their work.  I don't want to discount that at all.  I am grateful to them.  I called on all resources I could muster.

I'm not a doctor and you shouldn't take my words as medical advice.  I am just relating what I did personally and what worked for me.  See a doctor for Ivermectin if you can find one.  America's Front Line Doctors can direct you to one if there isn't one nearby.  There are brave and honest doctors out there that really do care about saving lives.

The awful pain from the so called "variant" went away within an hour of the first dose of Ivermectin and my sense of taste returned within 2 hours.  My sense of smell took a couple of weeks to return.  My recommendation is to see a doctor who will prescribe ivermectin, but you probably won't get it at a hospital without a fight given the current politics.

In my situation, I'm eligible for Medicare, but if I had gone into hospital I could have been thrown onto a ventilator and probably killed by their do nothing protocol.  Sometimes having a good medical plan is more dangerous than having no insurance. If you have no insurance they will kick you out right away.  

In my case they stood to make lots of money even if I died. I am told hospitals get $35,000 from the US Government per COVID patient (dead or alive). Its not outcome based. I am not ignorant of the current medical politics, pharmaceutical greed and threats made against physicians licenses for straying from the vaccine industry party line. I don't know anyone of medicare age who trust the medical system after what the governors of Washington and New York did to the people in nursing homes, killing thousands of people by sending active cases of COVID into those homes among the most vulnerable populations.

Everything unconstitutional is enforced through the commerce systems through revocation of licenses to work or sell. Politicians are cowards and want other people to be the brunt of public anger.

Ivermectin is an anti-helminth (anti-parasitic).  About 15 years ago at the height of the AIDS scare a South African friend of mine who works at the CSIR research center in Capetown told me that doctors there we having great success against HIV by deworming South Africans.  The theory then was it was lessening the immune system load on the body (3/5 of the immune system in the gut)  and freed the immune system to fight HIV.  I suspect now the anti-parasitics we actually killing the virus, now that we know Ivermectin and hydroxchloriquine both have strong antiviral properties as well some evidence of anti-cancer properties (another high profit medical industry). Ivermectin was discovered by a Japanese researcher in soil from a Japanese farm, he won a Nobel Prize for finding a cure to a river blindness parasite. 

The fact that Ivermectin is used to kill parasites, seems to put people off on its use for COVID. Why else would media attach the "horse dewormer" label to it?  Nobody wants to admit they have worms much less consider the possibility.  It's a bit how we don't want to believe there are corrupt politicians and doctors and the media is working for the CIA. 

Dogs, cats, horses, cows, sheep get worms but somehow we want to believe we humans get them. Animals close the ground or grazing are exposed more directly. We associate parasites with 3rd world countries and poverty, while we eat our undercooked meats and raw sushi.  But maybe, just maybe, you do need to be dewormed!  Hey its a bonus! No extra charge!

I had 2 sets of parasites come out of me.  One looked like flukes, and a day later something that looked like ramen noodles.  Horrible thing to look at it! I once joked with Heather that I have a low threshold for self embarrassment, because I am quite open about many things. Mostly because I think this form I live in kind of funny. But it serves for now.  If what I share helps someone else its worth it. I noticed a huge change in my digestion and also a lessened appetite as my body was feeling full sooner.  

What follows is pure speculation on my part, just musings on my own.  I don't claim this to be scientific.  Why is it anti-parasitic drugs are also effective antivirals?  Why do they also have anti-cancer properties? The most notable one is the dog wormer Fenbendazole which is not used on humans (yet - mostly because there's no studies on humans - but many people use it for cancer cases and you can buy it on Amazon).  Why do many of these drugs have similar chemical structures in them?  

Here's my thoughts below... these are only speculations... I do not say they are scientific fact....

Humans originally didn't have all these diseases, until the debt slave system arrived on this planet 6000+ years ago.  Enslavement requires oppression,  Stan X of the data collectors once told me all human seasonal viral diseases (and some bacterial ones) came out of covert labs, and this predates modern science and the age of "germ science" and Louis Pasteur.  

Were the first diseases inflicted on humans parasites like malaria?  We know the controllers work to templates.  Were the mechanisms used by parasites to attach to humans engineered?  Were those templates biochemically modified over time to new organisms? Were those same biochemical channels miniaturized into bacteria and viruses?  Is cancer a result of an organism such as a virus or other biological microorganism that is also susceptible to the chemical pathways disabled by anti-parasitic drugs?  

Recently I watched a video on the Vril parasite, which is purported to be what causes the elites to become part of the "Black Eye Club".  It's purported that a being injects the parasite in the eye of the victim and it burrows into the brain of the host via the optic nerve cavity.  This is said to give the being remote control over the inbodyment.  Stan X confirmed this parasite does indeed exist.

SO...  we have several anti-parasitic drugs that they don't want you to take for COVID... its safe to assume they have their reasons for their propaganda... could it be....

  1. It really does kill viruses - thereby delay a depopulation agenda
  2. It has real anti-cancer properties which threatens another big medical industry... cancer treatment
  3. It safer than vaccines for COVID, and the vaccine industry profits are threatened by a cheap alternative therapy.
  4. It really does kill worms in humans which weaken humans and is a bigger problem than people know
  5. We will get way out in the woo woo with these... It kills the Vril parasite freeing enslaved puppetized elites?
  6. Since all chemicals are a frequency - does it have an affect on etheric parasites?
This is a deep rabbit hole to be sure, but when anyone wants to deny you information and access to something, you can be sure it threatens a really big and powerful vested interest.