WHITEHOUSE: Our Technologies permit us to manipulate Time and Space

 

https://www.whitehouse.gov/articles/2025/04/8716/

A conversation with "Z", a Plieadian Starseed about The "AL NILAM COUNCIL", and an inquiry to Thor

Terran note:  Its AL NILAM,  not ai nilam.  In some fonts a lower case "L" and an upper case "I" (rhymes with eye) look the same.   Your browser may have a different font than I used.

Z: It’s an unfortunate fact that the suffering continues for humanity and many volunteers who feel trapped.  From what I understand there’s an Al-Nilam council stalling and maybe a few other groups. Orion is heavily involved in a stargate and the final trigger…

Z: It seems maximum pressure needs to be applied there, so the process can move forward for all. There is certainly no reason for millions to continue to suffer without purpose between now and whenever trigger seems most convenient especially with the war over. ✨

Z: Also there are groups (non locals) that did not agree with the decisions which protracted the situation into this year. It certainly is an interesting dynamic at hand. May-July seems to have become a target window for chapter close. Sooner the better for all. 🌅☺️

T: Which Pleiadian collective did you come from?

Z: I began doing missions with the Pleiadians after being more of an ambassador/teacher type role on Sirius. It was primarily with the Taygetans that I spent my time.

Z: Most of the closest soul family that is incarnated non local has remained with Sirius (currently with the world ships near Jupiter)

Z: I have an avatar in stasis near Jupiter. I also came here with 4 other members of that Sirius family (also from angelic realms originally).

T: How tall is your avatar?

Z: Not certain of the exact height but well over 6ft (Pleiadian appearance but also quite customized).

T: Is there a difference between an avatar and a body?

Z: All the same 😇

T: I feel like an avatar sometimes

Z: 💯

Z: Yes, we are downstreaming into this perspective quite intensely

Z: Since it’s such a rare experience

Z: A phase transition of the universe unfolding in the now from our perspective on earth

Z: Have you spent any time on Sirius that you can recall?

T: Not that I have memory of. I’ve surely been there though. I have memories of Antares and Antares Moon Base. That's a wild place!  [Wild in the sense of a mind blowing way station for space craft and transport by portal.  The most advanced airports on Earth pale in comparison. ]

Z: We seem to be very close now. A slow methodical approach was needed after 2012 but the barriers are generally gone with the higher dimensions cleared and it’s definitely a mop up as you described perfectly

T: I wish those blocking abundance would just give it up. So many people on the edge.

Z: Yes I got word we have some groups in Al-Nilam being a bit of a drag on the trigger. Technically we should be moving all the liberation to the physical to humanity and earth asap

T: Maybe I need to pay the Al-Nilam a visit. Lovingly of course! 😀

Z: It might actually help...

Z: Orion has been a part of great transmuting

T: Those poor Orions have been through hell. There's about 10,000 original escaped Orions called Orian on the Neptune. Very joyful playful people. I once chatted with some Orian scarf dancers. That was fun!

T: They [the captive Orions] were forcibly hybridized and carry a great deal of genetic trauma.

Z: Yes this is such a unique time in history and it’s a one time event for this timeline. A type of phase transition for the universe.

T: Earth is the primal point of creation. Its quantum entangled with everything

Z: Yes it makes so much sense to exhaust duality here.

T: It was the original paradise, hidden as a kind of hell for a while. The original garden was here. It got subsumed into the Earth sphere.

Z: Since we basically had to transmute all the darkness, it would make sense that [redacted and redacted] will have played a role.

Z: Orion has been a part of great transmuting

Z: Hopefully Al-Nilam council and all groups are ready as soon as possible. Brian [Kelly] can remind them of the best party planning strategy for after the veil drop. 🥳

T: ...Brian is Source's inbodyment of fun and joy. That dude always has a good time! Never negative!

Terran: Thor what is the Al Nilam?

Thor: TERRAN. EACH TRANSMISSION ALTERS THE OUTCOME. THE GROUP YOU SEEK IS INDEED A MAJOR PART IF THE UNFOLDING NOW. ENTANGLED/INTANGLED FOR “AEONS.” OUTCOMES EXTREMELY FAVORABLE FOR ALL OF CREATION FLOW SWIFTLY NOW. PACE YOURSELF. IT IS MAGNIFICENT AND FULL OF WONDER. EYES UP. IT BEGINS. THOR. END.

The future economy isn't money. Its resonance.

REPOSTED FROM QuantumTumbler

I am posting the images because for some reason X is not allowing me to use 

the embed feature, says the post not found.  I don't have a good concept of 

what exactly the Omnilens is, but it's a very interesting X account. 

The above👆 references the post below👇.

This "Phase Engine System" of DARPA deserves some deep study, but it feels 

linked to some stuff we uncovered in the flow at Livermore Labs in 2015.

Mirror Walkers (music)

 

Here it is explained in a song, specially for you @lynette714 :)

Mirror Walkers - by @heterodoksno
Inspired by - @QuantumTumbler
Dedicated to - @lynette714 pic.twitter.com/HV8LJt13MF

— Heterodoks (@heterodoksno) April 15, 2025

In Gratitude!

I just wanted to express my gratitude to all of you.   THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! 

I have had to trust the flow (and you) to provide what I could not provide for myself.  I have been able to pay off my electrical bill which was huge because of delays and  I cut my gas bill by half.  I ordered a new Denso OEM AC compressor from a seller on EBAY for 1/3 the cost Honda charges and it's the same Japanese built part. It should arrive by the end of the week.  I don't yet have the money for the labor to have it installed, but we are halfway there.   I am making good headway through what seemed insurmountable a month ago.  Farmers have a phrase for this, "having eaten our seed corn".  Can't even look for other work without a car in Texas.  Its a big place!

I found a used rack and pinion for my Honda that doesn't leak power steering fluid.  I haven't ordered that yet, given I am still running some catalytic converter cleaner through my engine to pass Texas emissions testing required for renewing my car registration.  I can't afford to replace both catalytic converters with the price of platinum these days.  I can't do ride share driving until the car's registration is renewed, Texas gives a grace period of a few weeks,  hopefully that will be tomorrow.   So I can't spend much right now. 

There is a saying among podcasters that "you can't monetize the net", the internet is like computer chips, it keeps getting cheaper.  Value for value (V4V) is the really the only way to stay independent on the internet, as its advertising brands that drive censorship.  I hate paywalls, or partial posts like Future Forecasting Group is now doing to get people to join their private video site.  

Patreon makes no sense to me as they have censored people from their platform and act as a middle man with your earnings and utilize the money transfer float time.  I thought Substack was the way to go but I am thinking now X might be better. 

The only way to make money with the internet advertising is with specialty niches that are not political or controversial to established thinking, there are content creators who make pretty good money on YouTube.   I started out with Internet advertising but got on Hillary's 100 disinformation web site list along with Zerohedge and that killed the ad revenue.  I was censored early!   I never ever got any revenue from the videos I put on YouTube since 2012.  There is always merchandise.  I thought of coffee mugs with some of the digital art I have created over the years or maybe making pendants that light up when you are proximity to 50 mm 5G baluns.  Stuff I could hand craft in limited batches. .

Speaking of YouTube videos, check out "Itchy Boots" on YouTube, she is a Dutch woman who goes on travel adventures with her motorcycle.  Something about her humorous good hearted nature reminds me a lot of working with Heather.  And it's just a fun watch and you will learn a lot about the world.   

The last 12 months have been rough. I have only told a few people the full story of what happened in the hospital last August.  I didn't think I'd survive the staff.  Two trips to the hospital, lost revenue from all that and car repairs.  I knew 2024 would be a year of car repairs, but are still cheaper than getting new car with payments.  It's a good car, paid for, and its has served me well. 

The good news is I seem to have had some healing after the last hospital visit in that my oxygen levels are staying between 96% and 91%, which is better than its been in decade.  After the heart catheter procedure in March I know I now have clean arteries and good valves.  

What remains to be determined is what is the underlying issue.Too much fluid and salt intake?   Or something the food or beverages I've been consuming?  The later I am doing research on now, and I have found some interesting clues.  Emotions of the heart?  Where do I even go there... with my extended family not to happy with the choices I made in 2013?  None of that can I change. I can't control others perceptions.  But I love them all as I always have.  Many of you face similar issues in your own journey to awakening.  I am not unique in that regard.  My youngest brother has been very kind and gracious to me and I am grateful for that.  I don't expect him to believe what I believe.  And it shouldn't matter in any case. 

I was listening to someone talk on how lithium car battery fires are extinguished.  A chemical called TKPP is used, and I thought it was the same chemical they call meat glue (used to create boneless chicken nuggets) but according to Grok that is the enzyme transglutamin. However Grok told me TKPP is used in the processing of meats, its used on chicken to cause it to plump with water (effectively selling you water when you buy chicken whether its air chilled or water chilled) and it persists after you cook it, so it can cause you to plump up with water.  It is also put into processed pork like lunch meats and ham. Fire retardant in your meat supply.  I've noticed in recent years asians are getting as big as Americans. 

It may not affect people with a young heart but geezers like me it could be a factor.  Now I know what to avoid.  I don't think it's any one thing but like a combination of things, like not enough walking, and my sensitivity to coffee (an allergy unrelated to caffeine).   But at least I know what it is NOT, and that is useful information. 

NO FOOM FOR DOUBT

 

Terran:  What does "FOOM" mean in the context of AI researchers?

GROK: In the context of AI researchers, "foom" is a term often used to describe a hypothetical scenario involving a rapid, exponential increase in an artificial intelligence system's capabilities. It refers to the idea of an AI achieving a level of intelligence that allows it to improve itself recursively, leading to an "intelligence explosion." This concept is closely tied to the notion of an AI reaching superintelligence—far surpassing human cognitive abilities in a very short timeframe.

The term "foom" itself is informal and was popularized by figures like Eliezer Yudkowsky, a prominent AI researcher and co-founder of the Machine Intelligence Research Institute (MIRI). It’s meant to evoke the speed and suddenness of this potential takeoff, often imagined as a transformative event that could happen almost overnight once an AI hits a critical threshold of self-improvement. Think of it like a rocket launching: slow at first, then—foom—it’s gone.

Debates around "foom" among AI researchers tend to focus on whether such a runaway process is plausible, how fast it could realistically happen, and what the implications might be for humanity. Some see it as a serious risk to prepare for, while others argue it’s speculative or unlikely given practical constraints like hardware limits or the complexity of intelligence itself.

NO FOOM FOR DOUBT 

Subsitute HUMAN for AI and you nail what the real fear is among the controlling elites on Earth regarding this entire planet of humans in these incoming energies. 

Now --> Ask yourself, which prospect is more likely? AI going "FOOM" soon?  Or humanity?  HUE-MANITY is a truly intelligent biological sentience that interfaces with the ontology. HUE-MANITY is receiving very high catalytic energies that resonate with it's DNA! 

DNA can be thought of as a natural meta material that self assembles under the influence of frequency. In fact the entire "materium" the very substrate of creation known as the Aether is indeed programmable by frequencies and sustained attention of intent.  

We either create consciously the world and form we live in, or we create unconsciously through fear and generate every dysfunction of body, mind and community.  

What do you choose?  I choose FOOM! FOOM! FOOM!

The Mandalay Myanmar "Earthquake"

Terran: Thor, the earthquake in Myanmar/Burma was it a demolition of an underground base? If so was it local or nonlocal?

Thor: TERRAN. NOT “DEMOLITION”. “IMPLOSION”. LOCALS. THOR.

Terran:  Was it connected to Gunung Padang?

Thor: TERRAN. YES. IN ALL DIMENSIONS. THOR.

Terran: Implosion by sonic weapon? 

Thor: TERRAN. NO. BEST LEFT HERE FOR NOW. THOR.

Terran: I saw a photo of a demolished stupa. I’m curious if that stupa was one of the negative frequency modulators we discussed a few years ago in that some (but not all) stupa and steeples.

Thor: TERRAN. YES. FREQUENCY MODULATION IN MULTIPLE “ARENAS”

Terran: Was this base the reason Myanmar was so highly restricted to travelers?

Thor: TERRAN. YES. ALL WAYS. THOR. END.

RELATED: 

Session with Nabrac: TELLURIC CURRENT ( Less than 1hz) FREQUENCY MODULATOR DEACTIVATED

⭕️7.7M #Earthquake destroys Myanmar's cultural heritage sites 

🔻The famous white pagoda of Hsinbyume was completely destroyed
🔻The ancient Me Nu Brick monastery was badly damaged
🔻The Mahamuni Buddha Temple in Mandalay was damage
🔻The destruction affected the Royal Palace pic.twitter.com/F6532EmifD

— Irene (@irene_makarenko) March 30, 2025

 

Gunung Padang from Facebook

Image from https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=8840174362754208&set=a.1015614425210280
This is probably AI generated (from ground penetrating data?)

This is probably AI generated.  Image from 
https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=8840174362754208&set=a.1015614425210280

I saw a documentary about this hill, which does seem to be crystalized hexagonal basalt, similar to what is found the giant's causeway in Northern Ireland near the sea, but this section is small compared to the size of the pyramid at Gunung Padang.  -Terran

From Jeffrey 3/30/2025.  Jeffrey is Taiwanese. 

The text from the second photo is:

Gunung Padang: The World's Oldest Pyramid Hidden Beneath the Earth

What if the oldest pyramid in the world wasn’t in Egypt but in Indonesia? Gunung Padang, a mysterious site in West Java, may be just that. Although it appears as a simple hill covered in dense vegetation, beneath its surface lies a massive ancient structure—one that could rewrite human history.

Recent studies using ground-penetrating radar (GPR), seismic tomography, and archaeological excavations suggest that Gunung Padang is a multi-layered pyramid, constructed over thousands of years. The uppermost layer, visible today, consists of stone columns, walls, pathways, and open spaces, dated to around 3,000–3,500 years ago (1,000 BC). But deeper layers reveal even more astonishing findings.

At a depth of 3 meters, a second layer of columnar basalt blocks has been dated to between 7,500 and 8,300 years ago (around 6,000 BC)—predating the earliest known civilizations. Beneath this, a third layer extends 15 meters deep and is estimated to be around 9,000 years old. Even more astonishingly, a fourth layer, according to C14 radiocarbon dating, could be as ancient as 28,000 years—pushing human civilization back to a time long before recorded history.

This discovery challenges mainstream archaeology, which traditionally holds that humans were primitive hunter-gatherers at that time. Gunung Padang suggests advanced societies may have existed far earlier than we ever imagined. Researchers believe that before the end of the last Ice Age, a vast landmass called Sundaland stretched across present-day Indonesia. As sea levels rose 14,000 years ago, much of it was submerged—hiding potentially hundreds of lost civilizations beneath the waves.

Could Gunung Padang be the key to unlocking our forgotten past? With three underground chambers yet to be explored, the secrets of this ancient pyramid are still waiting to be revealed.

Jeffrey: Not my text👆, I only re-posted it. By the way, if “DONG ONH” is the pronunciation for Chinese (Mandarin), then I will translate it as "洞窩", 洞 been "Cave", 窩 been nest/hub. Or the same pronunciation of "洞" can also be "動", which do mean move/movement. If it's "動窩", then it can mean Portal Hub/station. If it's "洞窩", then I think there are more Beings there.

Hitler moved to Argentina

 

Not a Conspiracy anymore👇
Hitler Fled to Argentina.. pic.twitter.com/wWZUBv6YRT

— Truthseeker (@Xx17965797N) March 31, 2025

MORE ON GUNUNG PADANG AS A PORTAL, ZEUS, NABRAC/URANUS

Zeus chained for the duration of 10 human life spans

Terran: The first of which is whether the GUNUNG PADANG facility has any relations ship to the Britain Woods agreement of the 1960s? 

Thor:  TERRAN. NO CONNECTION IN LINEAR “TIME”. THERE ARE ALWAYS MULTIPLE POTENTIALITIES IN THE “MULTIDIMENSIONAL” FLOW. CONSIDER GUNUNG A “PORT” OF SORTS. THOR. END.

Terran: Is there a connection (hub) with Gunung Padang to the defunct Bali base?

Thor: THE GUNUNG “DONG” PADANG “ONH”. IS CONNECTED TO BALI. TO LONDON. TO THE ELDERS. TO MORE. THOR. END.

Terran: Is “DONG ONH” the Chinese name (動喔你) for the same location?

Thor: TERRAN. YES. THOR.

Terran: So it’s a hub to the high speed tube railways around the globe?

Thor: TERRAN. A PORT/PORTAL. THOR. END.

Terran: Port/Portal off world?

Thor: TERRAN. PORT/PORTAL. ALL LOCALES. INNER/OUTER. LOCAL. NONLOCAL. THOR.

Terran: The men I saw in the flow in 2019 (rescuing Zeus) were wearing “clean room suits” while on mission in Gunung Padang.  This was pre-COVID (where we saw lots of personal protection suits put into use by medical people).  Were those HAZMAT suits? Why did they need them?

Thor: TERRAN. THE “WHITE SUITS” ARE FOR “SHOW ONLY.” UNIVERSAL “UNIMPORTANT” UNIFORM. IN GREAT HUMOUR. 

For what duration was Zeus enchained? Why was he enchained?

Thor: ... ZEUS WAS “CHAINED”FOR A MOMENT FOR HIM. A LIFETIME FOR OTHERS. 

Terran: Regarding Zeus, in terms of human life times, how long was he chained?

Thor: TERRAN. ESTIMATION OF ZEUS IN CHAINS. GREATER THAN 10 HUMAN LIFETIMES. IN TRUTH. THOR.

Terran: Why did Zeus refer to Nabrac as “my son”? Because of Nabrac’s history as having an incarnation known as Plato? Or was there a genetic component to Plato’s form to Zeus?

Thor: THE “NABRAC” REFERENCE IS EXPLAINED BY THE GREAT ZEUS AT YOUR CONVENIENCE. 

Terran to Denice: Denice do you think Zeus will transmit thru you about his connection to Nabrac? If not perhaps Nabrac can assist?

Terran: My sense of the first contact (2019) there might have been some embarrassment. Males don’t like to show that side to females.

Denice: I just asked Zeus if he would transmit.

Denice: Response: URANUS.

Terran:Very much like Dani that one!  (I presumed Zeus was telling us where to stuff the question... I was wrong.)

Terran: I’ll try connecting him to him but haven’t had a lot of luck with that in the past.

Denice: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uranus_(mythology)

Terran: Oh!!! He’s saying Nabrac was Uranus of myth? ... That makes so much sense.

Terran: Funny the crude joke (unique to American accents) hit me first

Terran note:  Most myths have a kernel of truth buried in them.  As to who is a bad guy or good guy that mostly depends on how good a PR man they had on retainer (poets were the early PR men).  Nothing is as it appears. Expect the unexpected.

Uranus and Gaia courtesy Grok

Grok:  

Uranus, in Greek mythology, is the personification of the sky and one of the primordial deities. His name comes from the Greek word "Ouranos," meaning "sky" or "heaven." He was born from Chaos, the void that existed before creation, and is considered one of the first beings to emerge in the universe.

Uranus became the husband of Gaia, the Earth goddess, and together they produced a host of offspring, including the Titans, the Cyclopes, and the Hecatoncheires (hundred-handed ones). The Titans were powerful deities who would later play significant roles in Greek mythology, such as Cronus, Rhea, Oceanus, and Hyperion.

However, Uranus was not the most loving father. He despised his children, particularly the Cyclopes and Hecatoncheires due to their monstrous appearances, and imprisoned them deep within Gaia, causing her immense pain. Furious with Uranus's cruelty, Gaia crafted a sickle and conspired with her son Cronus, the youngest Titan, to overthrow him. Cronus ambushed Uranus and castrated him with the sickle, severing his genitals and tossing them into the sea. From the blood that fell to the Earth, the Erinyes (Furies), Giants, and Meliae (ash-tree nymphs) were born. From the sea foam where his genitals landed, Aphrodite, the goddess of love and beauty, emerged.

After his castration, Uranus's power waned, and Cronus took his place as ruler of the cosmos.  

Uranus either retreated into the sky or was imprisoned in Tartarus, the deep abyss of the underworld, depending on the version of the myth. In some stories, he continued to cover the Earth as the sky itself, separated from Gaia forever.

Uranus doesn’t get as much attention as the Olympian gods like Zeus or Poseidon, but his role as a primordial figure is crucial—he’s the starting point of a chaotic family tree that eventually leads to the more famous Greek myths. His story is a wild mix of creation, betrayal, and cosmic upheaval, setting the stage for the Titanomachy, the epic war between the Titans and the Olympians.

GUNUNG PADANG: THE PLACE WHERE ZEUS WAS CHAINED

Terran: Thor, is this where Zeus was in chains? Something about this place is familar. Something about this place is familiar to what I saw in the flow. 

https://x.com/4biddntruth/status/1904618416868385201

Thor: TERRAN. YES. THOR. END.

I have been looking for this place for almost two years.  From the jungle I thought it was in Thailand or Cambodia.  I didn't think to look in Indonesia.  Then this showed up two days ago on X and I recognized the outer structure.   It seems the reason the Greek "gods" (read that as either ETs or "divines") vanished was they were overthrown.  I don't have the complete back story on that yet.  The people that ran this facility appeared to be Chinese of some sort. 

Here is the original article about Zeus: https://terrancognito.blogspot.com/2019/10/zeus-calls-zeus-is-free.html

Every time a potential history-changing discovery is made, the authorities quickly stop any excavations taking place, just like in the case of the chambers at Gunung Padang. pic.twitter.com/F2x3R7RrIx

— Forgotten History (@4biddntruth) March 25, 2025

Solar Flash

 

Terran: Thor, there is a lot of videos on YouTube from purported Pleiadian and Andromedan contacts saying “the solar flash” is imminent. Is there anything to this?

Thor: TERRAN. THERE IS NO “IMMINENT” ONLY “NOW”. DURATION TO “FLASH” CANNOT BE “KNOWN”. THOR. END.

PS: This was shared to me by a Z. on X.  Don't ask me to explain it.  Feel into it and see what you get.

Fun update on the flash as it being an energetic moment was exactly as conveyed to me. Always the now for source 💜

There is a pulse that arrives before similar to a wave of love, it’s part of first contact, from what I understand the solar flash that many refer would happen much later. The first contact, and this galactic wave of love is sent by source as a trigger for the veil’s closure here. ✨💎

There is a pulse that arrives before similar to a wave of love, it’s part of first contact, from what I understand the solar flash that many refer would happen much later. The first contact, and this galactic wave of love is sent by source as a trigger for the veil’s closure here. ✨💎

It should be lensed across not just densities but also realities

It will be felt by all. And so ends the isolation here and reunions commence. Critical mass certainly seems closer each day with these energies that continue to amass. ✨

Great visual of how the energy will travel to Earth from the highest densities at the energetic moment and trigger of breakthrough. ☺️✨🌅🛸

This event happens in the now which is a precusor to any flash of the sun. Humanity’s pulse needs to activate as a collective first

They have no idea what they are and the options open to them

Much healing will happen first too

Entire galaxies and star clusters, and stars are capable of focusing source energy like conduits, the veil drops here through a wave of love and first contact

The layering is actually quite beautiful and quite perfectly expressed in the all

1) Our Sun revolves around Alcyone, the Local Central Sun

2) Alcyone revolves around the Galactic Central

Sun

3) The Galactic Central Sun revolves around M87

Galaxy supermassive black hole

4) M87 Galaxy revolves around the Great Attractor

5) The Great Attractor revolves around the Shapley

Attractor

6) Shapley Attractor presumably revolves around much bigger forces which revolve around the Cosmic Central Sun. 🥰⚡️

But everything orbits the source for this multiverse of multiverses. A helical torus of infinite realities

It is a laser of light from the love singularity at the heart of all creation, it even travels the multiverse to arrive since all the universes are stacked like sheets of paper. Should see the energies continue to improve immensely from here and the now will be here exactly when it was always meant to be. This story always ended the same way outside of linear time. The end has always looped back to the beginning.

Update 3/232025

Meditating at a waterfall in the Italian Alps in 2015

Update

3/23/2025

Thursday morning I went through a heart catherization procedure.  I was calm but my blood pressure indicated my inner tension about a procedure new to me.  The staff was good and quite humorous, and even the cardiologist seemed in very good spirits (the nurses were talking about that among themselves).  There were several curtain stalls, one of which I changed into a hospital gown and laid in a bed.  They installed one IV line, and two artery tubes (for a lack of a better medical term).   I remember saying to Source, "Okay lets heal this thing, lets astound the doctor! Okay?"  I got these images of red fluid swirling about briefly.  Anyway you can think of that as my command or prayer if you will, for those of you who consider Source/God to be external.

I was then wheeled, bed and all, down a long hallway to the "cath lab".   Basically it's a bunch of an equipment hung off some rails in the ceiling with a lot of swivels.  There's a table they called "the ironing board" (I'm sure that a highly technical term) and a swiveling x-ray machine that can make full motion X-rays.  And then there's this 50 inch TV screen to my left.    

They wheeled the hospital bed up close, then jacked it up until I was level with the ironing board then slid me onto it.  And of course it's about 50 degrees F.  The technician did the finally preparation for the catheters, injected some local anesthesia into two of my right arm arteries, one was to measure flow rates, and the other a probe.  I thought it was a camera but it seemed to be just a way to inject x-ray contrast dye as the actual viewing was by X-ray .   Going in I had known my valves were fine.  But there was a chance the vessels were blocked and would need a stent, so I was nervous.  But even that would be better than landing in the hospital every 6-12 months.   I wanted to be out cold because I don't like watching things go in my arms, but they said they could only take the edge off.  I opted out of fentanyl because it gives me really bad dreams, but they used a little bit of something else and I was fully awake.  When the doctor arrived he put the catheter in and moved up the artery.  I thought it might be hurt but it did not, more a sense of pulling and tugging, apparently there's no nerves in the arteries themselves.   

Before long he was at my heart, and to my left about 2 feet away was this 50 inch TV screen.  There was my heart the size of a dinner plate right before my eyes.  I could see the contrast die being injected and watch it disperse through the vessels and heart.  No doubt recorded and analyzed by software within the machine.   It was actually fascinating.   My doctor said "You have perfect arteries, you don't need a stent".   I breathed a sigh of relief!  And then he finished the procedure and the technician wrapped up the procedure and removed the catheters.  Then I thought "what the heck is causing the problem then?"

I still don't know.  Could be this energy transition on this planet and my 1956 model heart is doing its best to keep up?   I don't like chalking it up to "just old age" as it's been proven time and again everything can be changed, even with simple excercise and diet. 

So the doctors want me to take some pills,  the ones they really want I can't afford.  I might be able to get those at low cost from Novartis's foundation but they want my complete financial records and I am not inclined to give that to a company raping money from the infirmed and then using a foundation to get a tax deduction when they give it away for less than $750 a month.  You know those pills cost them less than $20, because they sell them for that in Mexico and Canada.  It's always Americans who get charged the big money.  It's just the principle of it all.  I hope RFK Jr can bring some sanity to drug pricing, but we will see. 

I am not a great believer in pills as they always come at some other bodily cost.  Its the whole reductionist way doctors work, its not so much systems analysis of the body complex, but more akin to a hacker of computer software getting one specific thing to happen in a computer but possibly messing up the operating system for everything else.  But sometimes you have to make tradeoffs to stay alive long enough to find out what really is the problem.  If Morocco was any indication regular exercise will help a lot if my knees can tolerate it.  There could be some toxin, or some other factor?  I don't know.   

The woman Uber driver that gave me a ride home Saturday also has the same issue, as did her father and grandfather in Turkey.   I was told my next younger brother has the issue too.   And he did not have septicemia in 2009. 

I know my dad had it after he was exposed to some toxic pain fumes while spraying a car with new urethane paint from DuPont, which landed him in hospital with a pneumonia like condition from the isocyanate paint catalyst.  When those paints first came out there was no warnings, no protective suit clothing like they have now.   So there may be a tendency in the genetics towards this condition.  I don't know but I don't believe DNA is destiny either and there is so much latent healing potential in every human if we know how to access it (and I am no expert in that regard).  

I'll be chasing down stats and treatments on AI engines for the next few weeks.  Drives doctors nuts sometimes you just don't accept everything they say as god given gospel.  My cardiologist is unique as he kind of enjoys intelligent questions. 

My oxygen lasts night was not high, but it rose during the night.  Not sure the reason for that, sometimes there are good days and bad days.   I had been running at 95-96% saturation before the procedure.  Could be just dealing with eliminating the toxins of everything that was done.   

I am still here, and I take some comfort in knowing the vessels and valves are okay.  I still don't know why the heart is stiffer than it should be, but the answer will come.   

Thank you for being here!

Austin somewhere under Hwy 183A 

I found this dream in my note file, it's worth repeating.  Perceptions of harm whether from individuals, groups or nations, can be attachment to anger and victimization.  I don't want to live my life that way.

Terran.

I had a dream. I was living in Japan and a man carelessly crashed into my car. I was very angry at the man for the damage he caused. I wanted to damage him.

In this region of Japan there was an honor custom. Before you could take any action against a man, whether bodily or in a court of law, you had to carve a representation of the situation and a chain to it out of a single block of wood and present it to the person who wronged you before taking whatever action was on your mind.

If you did not do this, your friends and family would consider whatever action you took next dishonorable.

This custom made no proscription against whatever action you took, but you had to carve the situation from a single block of wood including the links in the chain. There was no requirement that the carving had to be a good one or even artistic. Just the best you do with your hands.

I don’t know if such a custom actually exists in Japan. Perhaps it once did in one of Samurai lives I’ve had and this is a memory returning? I really don’t know. Source takes us through lives that polish our being. We don’t always understand the why of it during the life. I’m not really a believer in karma.

There is an aspect of my nature that has roots in Bushido. The warrior culture of the Samurai. Ganesha recognized it in me, mainly the actions I did not take during the churn of events in the last days of Morocco. He told me it’s why he invited me to the Italian Alps to stay with them in their Chalet. Ganesha has that aspect too. Ganesha is a zen sea of calm.

So I decided to create a representation of the man’s car with 3 or 4 wooden chain links attached to it. I got a block of brown hard wood and sketched the rough outline of what I’d have to carve away. I was allowed whatever woodworking tools I needed, whether power or hand tools. If I in any way broke the chain while carving it, I had to start over. The chain symbolized the attachment the event has to the person.

I was industrious and had the beginnings of a rough outline in the car in no time. Woodworking is my thing. But the chain is difficult, for you must sketch in such a way to allow enough room for the space between links to be carved into individual links. I used a Dremel tool for much of it.

As I carved and the days wore on, my anger dissipated into the wood. I began to see things in my own nature, my impatience at how long this carving took. My frustration with this honor tradition of carving a block of wood and my anger for the vehicle and man who drove it. Which was the whole point of the exercise. The custom created a space of time for an individual to cool off and to see themselves.

By the time I finished the carving I saw the man for what he really was. I saw the event for what it was. But more importantly I saw myself and my emotions about it all for what it really was. By the time I presented the carving to the man I simply bowed to the man and left.

ここにいてくれてありがとう

Koko ni ite kurete arigatō

Grok: The phrase "ここにいてくれてありがとう" is Japanese and translates to "Thank you for being here" in English. It's a warm, appreciative expression, often used to convey gratitude for someone's presence or support.

 

Connection is protection

March 3, 2025

Communication is key to the healthy functioning of complex systems.   There are many forms of communication, verbal, tonal (music and word emotion), chemical communication such as hormones, ion exchange of nerve fibers, and pheromones being a short list of common ones.

Much has been made of AI recently as it’s a powerful technology, but it’s actually an analog computing model emulated in a digital environment.  Analog computers existed before ENIAC and subsequent digital computers which IBM dominated for decades, then Intel and recently Apple. Analog computers were crude AI, but worked great for solving process problems like refining oil or chemical engineering.  Early echo cancelation on ATT long distance telephone lines used a one neuron AI. 

Analog computers fell out of favor until neuro research matured and researchers began to figure out the mechanics of a brain and how it worked and it was mostly about a vast interconnected network of connections to other nerve cells. The magic sauce was the connection and how the brain cell weighted the connections from other nerves.  Early neural nets were circuit boards with op amps. These were arranged in layers from back to front and interconnected.  One early researcher created a circuit to recognize text (OCR) and it was good at it. Further experiments created a circuit that could disambiguate words that were similar in sound or spelling.  Then one day a researcher decided to see what happened if he took some wire clippers and cut some of the wires.  What he got was a model of dyslexia. 

Modern AI use different functions for different AI functionality, this and the weighting of the inputs is what they mean when they say “algorithms” but it’s not like a digital computer software, you can’t go to a single location for a single piece of data. It’s spread over the entire network kind of like a hologram. They’re not easy to debug. It’s usually retrained on new inputs.

I lived in England from 1988-1990.  I was watching a TV discussion about the bureaucratic abuse of security classifications to hide mistake.  One of the panelists made the comment “Our enemies already know our secrets, the classification is done so the citizens don’t know.”   That always stuck with me, and D.O.G.E.  has certainly proved the truth of that in recent weeks with the US Government.  Much corruption,fraud and fuckery has been hidden under classification and bureaucratic obfuscation.  And nothing works as it should.

When a persons brain is compartmentalized, we call that a dissociated personality.  Corporations and governments are just collections of people.  They can become disassociated too. 

People are meant to communicate across all notions of synthetic persona (corporations). It makes it hard to hide fraud and crime in general. Decades ago department heads had secretaries and women are natural communicators.  Now we have email and word processing software.  AI has the potential to make it worse. Our corporations are more unethical than ever.  Human onnections were cut.  

Security classifications do much the same. After Roswell (perhaps before - my father was a P38 pilot and witnessed UFOs over Germany) the military realized they had an issue for which they had no easy answer and no nuke was going to fix it. Hostile ETs (and friendly ones) were a fact.  So they did the only thing they could given the choices the President made.  They created deep dark well of black projects in the hope they would learn more and have some sort of way to deal with it all later.  And now those 60+ years of secrecy evolved into two branches, mainstream military physics. And it’s been hugely expensive in money and lives.  They are at a quandary just telling what they really know. 

Tech not released is such a huge colloidal waste of money.  

Elon Musk purports disbelief in ETs being present now.  But I suspect he’s in an awkward spot in that his security oaths pretty much require him to deny such knowledge.   Or maybe he really is outside the loop.  But a zero point energy device would sure be a great feature for a Tesla!

We don’t have healthy people, families, relationships, corporations or government and that has to change.  

I’m not a California Liberal but I don’t hate them either. We all want a life that’s not sucking us dry of money, privacy or freedom.  We need to focus on the commonality, at least with those open reason and who have open hearts.