USA to Declassify ET files

Director of National

Intelligence Tulsi

Gabbard says the U.S. is ready to declassify files related to alien and

extraterrestrial life, UAPs, and UFOs.

Pushing through

I’m still in physical therapy.  No therapists are here on weekends, but I got a good work out today.  I did some short walks, got a very short haircut, shave and shower. All very much needed.  Legs and knees seem be gaining stability and the staff is very encouraging. 

I’m going to get through this. There are worse things.  But this was certainly unexpected.  I’ve not been in this situation since 2009.  

Food is something south of high school cuisine. I just try to get as much protein as I can and not question what can it came out of. 

I love you all! 

Terran 

Status update 1

Update 1: Insurance denied the upgrade to a more advanced and better staffed physical therapy place. I’ll have to make do with what I have for the time remaining.

I thought I’d catch you up to where I’m at.  Last Wednesday i was sent home but didn’t realize how much leg strength i lost while in the hospital. This was a much longer stay than usual and I don’t know the why of that other than I was intubated on some powerful anesthesia.  I don’t know the exact reasons for all that except some choice someone thought necessary. 

 I was having adventures somewhere else which mostly felt like I was backstage of a huge stage set and the physics of things were different. There was even one character that showed up to prank me. But I think it was mostly the drugs. Not reading a lot into it other than I have a really good imagination. 

Once I fully woke the tubes were removed and I did a few days of initial physical therapy.In the past i was only on the walker a day or two at most.   It seemed i was released rather quickly.

I was able to sit on my home sofa at home but unable to get back up on the walker.  My cat was very glad to see me and we both slept on the couch that night.The next day I got a surge of energy and was able to get up on the walker and put my phone on the charger.   Then my calves felt like jelly and I fell.  I didn’t break anything but laying on the floor for two hours while the phone charges enough to call EMS bruises the ego a bit.  

EMS took me back to the hospital where I had a couple of days of more PT.  Then I was sent to a physical rehab center not far away.  The PT people are very good and my legs are rapidly strengthening and the bruising is going away. 

This center wants to send me to a more advanced center but we are waiting for approval from the insurance company that manages this Medicare policy.  Don’t know how that will go but I still have some days approved for this place. 

And that’s where things are now. 

Thank you all who donated the situation was far worse than I thought but I got the bills paid.  I thank you all for your kindness!

I love you all! Terran. 

Still not home.

Things were a bit different than I thought.  I had been intubated for about a week under some pretty strong drugs.   The kind of stuff Michael Jackson had.  I don’t know why but I was given multiple sedations that seemed to have the effect deleting short term memory.   I didn’t know how I got to the hospital. I think the dreams that came in such abundance fall into the category of delusions.  I thought at one point I had been abducted as I didn’t recognize anyone until my cardiologist arrived. 

I had some astounding dreams but nothing in the NDE category but definitely some kind of astral vibe to them. I remember one dream of a nurse taking me to another hospital while she had a conversation with some high status Himalayan woman who operated a spiritual foundation. The high status woman was turned down very respectfully by the nurse. I’m not putting much attention on the dreams as I think it was the meds. There was one dream with Nabrac that dimensionally a brain twister. 

Wednesday I went home and discovered how much strength I lost in my legs.  I ended up falling. EMS took me back to the hospital and now I’m at a physical therapist center to rebuild my leg strength. This was unexpected but the staff seems very competent and helpful. I didn’t break anything just a bruised ego. 

I don’t know why these events seem to happen the same time the world goes bonkers. 

I love you all.  Deeply grateful for the love shown to me.  

Terran

Going home tomorrow from hospital.

Had a very weird week at the hospital when the EMS driver took me to a related and unknown hospital by me. 

My cardiologist was tracking me and caught up today.

Need to raise $1200

Randy Beane has been released

RKB is out

February 10

Denice

Patricia just texted me.

Randy is out.

Martha

Oh that it WONDERFUL news! I hope he's ok and can figure out how to resume life.

Denice Patterson

Halfway house in TN

Alignment and Refinement

 

I've been noticing much changing within me.  Not so much physically but energetically.  My body is healing, my right leg wound is nearly healed.  It seems slow to me, but the nurse says it's responding well. It was deep.  The left leg is no longer bandaged.  I know some of my health issues is probably my resistance to shifts that I need to make, but I have to see and understand before I change what needs to be changed. All these energies are so very exhausting.  And it's harder on the old farts. 

It feels at times like impatience.  Like I can't bear another YouTube video telling me who I should hate or what divide of this or that I should be on.  I can't bear people asking me to subscribe, like, and engage in comments from some AI algorithm to rank their video as worthy of being seen.  When the whole construct feels like a freak show.  We all know these systems are going away, they're obsolete.  And I think everyone just wants to thrive. They just have different ideas, or no original ideas at all. of how so they borrow from the past, which was never as good as people make it sound.  Marxism was a failure.  Capitalism monetizes people (so did Marxism - bankers didn't really care which you chose as long as they were your bankers and printed your debt based currency).  World Wars were engineered by central bankers to consolidate gold holdings.  Leave it to Beaver was just a TV show and nobody in the 1950s and 1960s lived like that but many of us would have liked to.  Kodachrome was never faded ink dyes, it was once brilliant hues of color before time broke down the color molecules and the youth thinks that's what our photos looked like when had them printed. 

There are few videos that resonate to me. My own music library feels disonate to my internal coherence and I sit here wondering what I can offer those who read my posts of value. I am still in the process of feeling through this and getting a handle on a process that probably has never happened before anywhere.  The Galactics haven't been through this, but there are being affected by what's happening here.  Earth is quantum entangled with the entire universe. 

 I am also noticing that things I ponder, get an immediate answer too.   I was thinking this morning about my father when he was struggling with cancer.  He became an evangelical christian after leaving the church I grew up in.  And till his death bed he thought he would be raptured and sparred the horrible death that cancer gave him.  He transitioned a month before his 80th birthday in 1998.  He died an incredibly sweet man, a man I never saw growing up.  He's since reincarnated as a kid near Tuscon back in his beloved Arizona and he's probably got a liking for collecting rocks.  

I was looking at the longing I have had to use the crystal healing chambers my contacts have on their ships, which some call med beds. I know of two special ones that were prepared long ago.  I've wanted to go into one since 2015, just to heal from the damage I had done to me in 2009.  And now it's 2025, and I ask myself has this become my rapture thing?  I dunno.  I really do want to see this planet flip its energy and be a place for every being to thrive.  And there's lots of people I would like to experience that with.   

I don't fear death, I did that  briefly once in 2009 and know there's nothing to fear, but I just don't want to do that just yet.  Then Bev sends me a video purportedly from Ashtar Sherran talking about how there's an energetic rapture occurring.  Which is a way of looking at it I suppose but I was gob smacked by the timing.   I try not to mix scripture with what is happening now, which really is putting new wine into old wineskins, but it was a perspective I hadn't thought of.  But it's the old energies that are departing. 

Likewise I saw a video purportedly from AA Michael, that said everything Heather has always said, including something she told me last week.  And while I was pondering the coherence of that message, Heather sends me an SMS message.   There's a lot of interesting moments popping up.  I don't know what it all means, I can only feel my way through.  And the only profound advice I can give all of you is to feel through it too.  Don't get mesmerized by the drama of the next six weeks.  Think of the drama as the squeaks coming from the rusty hinges of systems that should be put into that junk yard machine that makes old cars into cubes to be recycled. 

PS: Forgive any typos....  autocorrect has declared war on me today...