Simple healings

I've had two recent healings.  

The first one is this crease across the middle of my upper lip that was about an inch (25mm) long.  The damage came from the hospital during an intubation procedure. Like something heavy was resting on it.  Hidden by a nurse with surgical tape for a bit. Painless mostly.  Discovered by the nurse who worked with my cardiologist. 

There are two folds that run from the bottom of my nose to the middle of my upper lip.  Last week this scar shrunk a lot, the cartilage is reforming and realigning to its proper place.  It's only about 3/8 of an inch (10 mm) long now.  It will be unnoticeable soon.  I don't know if the whiskers in that area will return. But I usually am clean shaven so it won't matter.   I don't have much of a beard worth displaying, most of it is around my mouth and I have no sideburns at all. 

The second one was an experiment I did.  I read that the body sometimes moves toxins to the extremities of the body.  So I wondered if I had a parasite of some sort and perhaps the body was dealing with that by moving its toxins to my lower legs.  I took ivermectin for a week.   I didn't notice much change in my legs but something else did happen!   

I've had an intestinal reaction to coffee since about 1990.   I've classified it as an allergy before. It's gotten worse over the years to the point that I almost never drank coffee at all.   The only time I didn't have that reaction was when I was working with Heather overseas and I can't explain why I didn't, because we drank buckets of espresso coffee.  Maybe it was all the laughing?

I didn't see any obvious signs of parasites leaving my body from ivermectin, thought maybe the experiment was a waste of time.   I guess my mind was expecting exiting vermacelli with emphasis on "verm" but apparently they can be very tiny and not seen at all. 

But something did change!  I can drink coffee now!  No intestinal effect. Coffee is also slightly diuretic which helps with the water in the legs.   I coincidentally found some leg excercises on YouTube  that activate the fluid pumps in the calves and thighs and those work.  I was surprised how quickly my ankles shrank.  This is an ongoing issue that I think has to be addressed from multiple angles, salt consumption, exercise and cortisol control.   But I think it will eventually go away.

My current cardiologist determined I was having heart issues because of the legs, building up fluid and not having leg issues because of the heart as most medical staff are trained to see things.   The perspective makes a huge difference!  I like my cardiologist a lot, he describes himself as an overpaid plumber. 

A healing in April

In about mid April, the energies were so rough that it was nearly a guarantee I'd have to go down for a nap in the afternoon.  Something major shifted in my Cardio-pulmonary system.  Instead of having my oxygen saturation level hover around 90-91% which has been pretty standard for me for years, it's now staying in a band around 95-96%.   This is a hugely beneficial change and I don't expect I'll be going back to the hospital anytime soon.   Its dropped a few times to the 90% range but only briefly before bouncing up again. 

It feels to me we went through the worst of the Earth energy fluxes.  What I am experiencing now is less body reactions and more old emotions popping up from experiences a long time ago to be processed, felt and let go.  Sometimes the dreams are a little off the wall too. 

The Men Nobody Worries About

There is a solitude that is protective, where someone who cares very much saves you from trouble you are not at all prepared to deal with.  The trip you didn't get to take.  The mission you were not asked to participate in.  The encounters and conversations you ddin't have. This usually stems from a very deep sort of love, but you don't always know that in advance.   It can be misperceived, but time reveals its true nature. 

Solitude in moderation can be very spiritual.  But only in moderation. There is loneliness worse than solitude.   

The loneliness of a child punished for speaking the obvious truth.  Biblical injunctions to honor parents used as an excuse for anger and punishment against the truth from an innocent child.  The child believes its voice is invalid and not wanted. 

The loneliness within a group when misanthropes question your integrity to turn friends away from you.  Innuendo is more corrosive than nitric acid.  It is never done in your presence.  It is the cowards weapon of choice.  Bless their heart. 

The loneliness of a marriage where you can't express your feelings because your partner reverts to a defensive child.  Tears and drama strategy worked with their father to short-circuit  parent-child confrontations. Emotional truth can bring forth the old tactics, and nothing is resolved.   Better a person screaming in anger than one who silently punishes for every past mistake.  

We were given life, and set loose to find joy in it all, no matter what may come.  We make plans, the flow gives us what we need.  And it's usually better.   We are so very much loved by Source.  

Healthy humans need people.   We all have ways of expression love, our own internal language.  It took me years to realize for me it is a kind touch.  Seomething that can't be down over the internet.  For others it's words and emotional sharing. Why is it families are often meaner than friends are?  It shouldn't be that way.  When you are only loved when you comply, you demand that from others.  Siblings can mirror to each other what their parents did to them. 

Love your family even when they suck.  Your parents were just kids themselves trying to figure it all out. No dad hates their child.  Parenting child is one of the few things that mark our presence on the planet. Having kids is one of life's greatest joys.   

 

Ummm... that would be starting today...

 

July 25, 2026

I was made aware of this video this morning, and July 25th is today!  Buckle up buttercups!  

Use your inner discernment, with all the lies, half truths, third truths, 33 1/3 truths out there, it's the only compass you can trust!   

I've been feeling this for weeks, didn't know exactly how to encapsulate it... 

Update and the need for August

 

Hi everyone!  I am doing better, making progress.   Last week was tough I did not feel particularly great last week, had to sleep more than usual, but I think that's mostly the energies of those moments.   I am particularly conscious of my field at this moment. 

My oxygen levels are doing quite well.  I'm learning the body adapts to planetary energy shifts and this energy changes within my own field.  The trend overall is good, but sometimes it's 2 steps forward one step back.  what's important is the steps forward.  The usual "vitals" nurses take can vary greatly from hour to hour, which tells me it less my body having issues that it is losing its footing at moments in the energy fluxes.  Several times I have had a nurse come take my blood pressure and oxygen levels and then get another reading from the physical therapist an hour later.  It could poorly calibrated measuring tools too.  The old analog devices seem to be the most accurate.  Recent pulse oximeters seem to be less reliable than the ones produced 5 years ago. The important stats are the long term average of things. 

My younger brother broke his hip last fall,  he accidentally did the splits in the bathroom.  Hospital doctors titanium pinned his fractured hip and femur.  Then after a few weeks at home the titanium broke.  Then he had hip replacement surgery.  I can't imagine the pain of all that!  He is out of the wheelchair and completely on the walker.   He's has pain while walking with the walker, after all that trauma, but is moving forward.   He was fortunate in that he worked for a medical device company who had a really good insurance plan and he's on long term disability.  He's been an inspiration to me as I work through the same mobility issues.  

I know now what older people go through and how it feels.  Thank God I had some Judo training as a young man and had the muscle memory of how to land a fall. Life in the later quarter of one's century requires movement, purpose, love and joy.  My calves are much stronger now, that's one thing a wheel chair does strengthen. I'm  saving the wheelchair for when I am at the desk or when I need to cook and eat.  Otherwise it's the walker.  Mid August I may be able to ditch the walker.  We'll see.   

I want to thank all of you who read what I write.  I really appreciate it.   This blog started as a search for answers, and boy did I find them!  Along with some adventures on 3 continents. I didn't expect to deal with having answers and no way to prove some of them, although UFO disclosure is beginning to prove the truth of what I have been saying.  

Those of you who donate thank you so much for your generosity.  I am so grateful for your help in keeping this effort going.  It is much needed, as I can't drive at the moment.  I need to raise $1700 or better for the end of July and August.   I know not everyone can donate and I never want to use a paywall for accessing new posts.  

I love you all!

Terran

Tesla AI replaces Tesla Solar lease contract details with the Book of Enoch

 

🚨TESLA REPLACED A CUSTOMER SOLAR CONTRACT WITH THE BOOK OF ENOCH

This sounds completely made up, but Electrek says it verified the case.

A Tesla solar customer logged into their account to check the terms of a decade long lease and discovered that the legally binding contract… pic.twitter.com/A8g5G5Z8Nt

— Skywatch Signal (@UAPWatchers) July 23, 2026

RIP John C Dvorak (April 5th, 1946 - July 20th, 2026

John C. Dvorak was a hugely prolific writer on technology in Silicon Valley.  My first encounter with John's writing was in 1982, was in an article in the large format magazine called Computer World that served the mainframe business world. He wrote for PC World, PC Magazine, Forbes, Infoworld, MacUser, PC Computing, Computer Shopper, Baron's Magazine, Barron's Magazine, Boardwatch, MicroTimes, Smart Business, DEC Professional, Market Watch, Newsweek, BUG Magazine (Croatia), Info Exame (Brazil), Ahoy, Computer Currents, Micro Scope.  

He also wrote articles for The New York Times, Los Angeles Times, San Francisco Examiner, Vancouver Sun, Philadelphia Inquirer, International Herald Tribune.  John had a very dry funny wit, with a tinge of curmudgeon.  One of my favorite quips from John was on the difference between a friend and an acquaintance, "a friend is someone you invite to dinner in your home, and acquaintance is someone you don't". 

He was not so much a a visionary but a pragmatist.   He spoke his mind clearly and made some very accurate predictions and some that were so spectacularly wrong that it haunted him for the rest of his life.  But we loved him anyway.  You always knew where he stood. 

As the Internet web overtook standard publish he reinvented himself as cohost with Adam Curry (aka "The Podfather" - the inventor of podcasting) on The No Agenda Show. They meticulously tore apart political narratives and fake news.  Some of their most beautiful work was during the COVID 19 plandemic where they bravely pointed out all the logical fallacies of that fear drenched time. 

No Agenda Show July 23, 2026

Trump orders agencies to waive NDAs for UFO witnesses cooperating with Feds

This is a much needed change!  Unfortunately (from what I can tell now) it does nothing for the non-government aerospace contractors where much of the tech is hidden and those commercial NDAs that that have contractual enforcement and possible monetary damages for disclosure. 

Finally! These people were under a death sentence if they said anything! This is such an important change! https://t.co/XsVjeyIJ33

— Terran Cognito (@terran_cognito) July 21, 2026