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Wednesday, September 2, 2026

Its exhausting to pretend you are not all that is!








I have been thinking about the last 4 years going back to summer of 2022.  hospital stays. All the strange things I have seen and experienced while in the hospital. Experiencing being treated as number and seeing and feeling much more of me coming through to keep me alive.  The long slow exploration of what the causes are.  Because it turned out not to be the standard explanation and a much more nuanced thing.  The years of things, that are hard to explain to others, but which were very real to me.  

I was pondering all that, and this thought came in, from perhaps the larger part of me,  "It's exhausting to pretend you are not all that is!"   It wasn't a judgement. It was a statement of fact.   And I laughed at that and thought of all the programmed limitations that are within me.  In the California Sierra mountains, you will find cattle guard rails that are not metal, there's no pit below, it's just painted on the pavement.  Cows will not cross it.    They still think their feet will get trapped and if you are a cow, that's probably one of their top fears after mountain lions and wolves. 

Who am I to think I must become decrepit as I age?  Who am I to think I have to age at all with each birthday?  Who am I to think of myself unworthy of complete love from ALL THAT IS?  Who am I to think I cannot heal unless I get access to the healing chamber I was promised 10 years ago?  Who am I to feel lonely when I am surrounded by loving hearts and minds?

I don't have a nice essay on how to be fully embrace being all that is to place before you right now.  I am still working through that.  I do know someone that embraced that journey more than a decade ago.  

I suspect it's a personal journey, with a lot of self examining of what I say and what I do, and the restrictions come off the more I express the love that is ALL that IS.   I suspect like any creation there's an interactive side to it, the more we learn the more we refine our technique.

I have no use for terms of separation, whether is religious, political, and find myself cringing when I hear it. 

All this will sound like word salad some new to this blog.  And that's okay.  We all start somewhere from some state of conscious.  I am quite used to being thought of as a bit kooky.  I don't care if I get to where I want to be. 

This post will be updated a number of times I am sure.  There are thoughts that are not fully formed within me yet, working their way through to the surface.   

Early this morning I ran into this video clip from Bashar.   The audio quality is not great so I am including the transcript here, and this link to the video clip.  It fits very well with what I was trying to express above.

Bashar Transcript 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQEgK4EL_aE

There are only four absolute laws in creation.

Just four. That’s it. Just four.
1, 2, 3, 4. That’s it. There are no more laws.

Now, when we say law, we are not talking about rules.
We’re talking about laws that cannot be broken.
Cannot be broken. Impossible to break. That’s why they’re laws.

Anything else — anything that can be broken — is not a law.
It’s an agreement, a rule, a convenience, whatever you wish to call it. It’s not a law.
Even some of what you call your laws of physics are not laws, because they don’t apply everywhere in every dimension of experience. Only perhaps to your dimension, your reality.

But the four laws, briefly, before we continue, are this.

Law Number One: YOU EXIST.
 
You will never change that.
You will never, ever not exist.
You will change. You will never not exist.
Existence only has one quality: TO BE.

That which does not exist is different — is the other side of the coin. And both sides must be present to create the coin, or neither side can be. So if there is existence, the other side of the coin is non-existence, and that which does exist will always be one side of the coin. 

There is no room in non-existence for things that exist, because non-existence is already completely full with everything that will never exist. There is no room for existence in non-existence. One will never become the other, but both come from the one.
So that’s law number one. You exist, and you always will, and you always have.

Law Number Two: The One is the ALL. The all are The One.

Every piece is not only a part of the whole, but every piece is the whole expressing itself as a part of the whole.

That’s the holographic paradox. 
 
And THE ALL is all the pieces together, but knows itself as The One and all the pieces that it is.
There is nothing outside the one. All the pieces are the one. There is no outside.

Law Number Three: What you put out is what you get back.

I think most of you are familiar with that to some degree.

Law Number Four: Everything changes except the first three laws.

Everything changes except the first three laws — which means even the fourth law changes.



Monday, August 31, 2026

Donations for September

 

I need $1800 or better in donations for  bills coming due.  I am planning to get the car inspected and a current registration around the first of September depending on finances. The car has not run since January so I need to put some fuel stabilizer in it and recharge the battery. 

I will also be publishing the Xerxes material into book form sometime in September.  Sophia Love gave me some good advice on how to self publish.  Sophia advised me to get my own ISBN number ($125) so that I am not exclusively tied to Amazon.  I am the editor/publisher for the Xerxes book as it is really Denice's work in transcribing Xerxes thoughts on Persia.  He spent years trying to get her to take that conversation into written form.  It's not what she usually does.  This is a promise I made to Denice that I need to finish.  Denice prefers to stay in the background given her unique situation.  It's also Denice's way of donating to the blog.  

 I have delayed publishing for two reasons, one was the copyright issues with the images I had, which I can now alleviate with AI created images that fit the descriptions of ancient Persia from Xerxes.  The other reason I delayed publishing was the information came during the Biden administration and I didn't want to play into the politics of Iran at that time.   We are in a different moment now and I think the book would be helpful to the situation in Iran, to remind them of the wonder that region was long ago contrasted to what it is now.  

I plan to publish my own original writing later so this will be good practice on the procedure of it all.

My health is mostly good.  I had about 5 days where I was not feeling great, which got really bad Sunday night.  I had a head of iceberg lettuce that I bought just as people started getting ill from containmained lettuce.  My intuition screamed "don't eat it".  I listened and I didn't eat it, but it had gone off in my fridge. Sunday night  I decided to slice the produce up so it could go down the garbage disposal more readily.  I may not have washed my hands thoroughly enough or perhaps had a contaminated knife and I had some pretty bad stomach cramps that night. Luckily I didn't eat any of it.   It passed without too much drama.  I mostly lost sleep because of the cramps. 

Thank you all for supporting this blog, I love you all dearly!  More blog post later today...

Terran


PS: I received an offer for an X money account on X.COM including a $15 deposit. Elon Musk has long wanted to make a payment system with the ideas he was not allowed to implement with PayPal.  It looks intriguing and I am putting the QR code for the X money account below if you happen to have one of those accounts.  I don't expect many people do yet.  I think it will be a better PayPal if it all goes well.  







X.COM







Time is speeding up




I have had this sense for a number of years that linear time as we perceive it has been speeding up.  This moment of rising awareness is also called "The Quickening" by some. 

Its hard thing to prove being that any physical device (mechanical clock) or energy reference device (atomic clock) one could use is by definition also speeding up as it's all within this illusion of light we call physicality.  

Yet we can sense it because our minds are outside of time.  We feel it. It's why we do things in advance of something happening/manifesting in the present now.  And sometimes when were are really focused on a creation, time doesn't move at all. 

I found this short video on how to prove it via a completely analog means and it makes sense.   I used this technique as a kid to determine how far away a lightening strike was, which is about a mile per second in the time delay of the thunder from the flash.  

I thought I'd drop this short video here if you are interested in how to prove time is speeding up.   This is nothing earth changing in itself but it's so simple to do.   I don't agree with many things Dick Algire says about the future of money, but this test of his on time speeding up is pure brilliance. 



Thursday, August 27, 2026

Was the LOC moon base attacked by rogue Nazi spaceships?



As most of my readers know, there have been human bases on the moon since, and likely prior to WWII.   The Russians were the first to develop antigravity aircraft, but the Bolshevik Revolution seemed to have shifted Russian priorities.  

The Germans also developed antigravity craft during WWII, my dad saw a few pf them when he flew P38 missions over Germany.  They couldn't catch them.  The Germans also had supersonic aircraft long before Chuck Yeager.  US pilots couldn't catch those either.  

I grew up knowing UFOs were real because my dad would tell me about them when I worked for him during the summer months off from school. Dad was in military intelligence, a secret he took to his grave and the was a man that liked to gab.  Mom told after the funeral service that he was in military intelligence.  My brothers and I looked at each other in disbelief.  Men in WWII kept their secrecy oaths to their graves. 

After WWII the USA confiscated scientific research and scientists as they occupied Germany, as did the Russians.  Both countries continued to develop their own programs, sometimes sharing information.  During the cold ware there was cooperation with Russia in space matters.  

A rogue faction of Nazis managed to escape to South America and Antartica.   Admiral Byrd encountered them during his excursions in Antartica.  US aircraft and men were killed during those attacks.  The US reached some sort of agreement with the rogue Nazis to keep their whereabouts secret in exchange for not being attacked.  We simply didn't have the technology to deal with that problem during Admiral Byrd's time. 

Recently there has been reported attacks on the LOC lunar base as well as the abandoned Antarctic Nazi UFO base.  These Nazis were driven off Earth around 2022-2023.   I decided to reach out to Thor for a bit more clarity on that.  
NONLOCALS is a term Heather has used since I met her for beings not native to Earth. There are some non-human beings "LOCALS" on Earth living in the crust and undersea that have been here a very long time.  They don't usually interact with the surface humans (LOCALS).  Some of them have very advanced technology. 


Moon base attack?

8/27/2026

Terran: Thor, can you confirm the moon bases were attacked by the rogue Nazis? Seems a pretty open secret if it’s on the Internet.

Thor: TERRAN. YES. NOT “NAZIS”.  ROGUES.  THOR.  END.  UNTIL IT IS NOT.  IN HUMOUR.

Terran: Earth faction?

Thor: TERRAN.  NONLOCAL. THOR.  
END.
 


This is an interesting video from Dr Michale Salla and Jorge Papon.

 

Wednesday, August 26, 2026

Ushtogai Khazakistan




Terran: Dear Stan X, what is or was the pyramid type structure at Ushtogai Khazakistan?

https://youtu.be/A55JQnWiqLg?is=-w9st9BXmCRzf-kN

https://youtu.be/lmBE9RoZi4Q?is=tDgsdn1ZYc51_SOR


Stan X: TERRAN. THE STRUCTURE WAS USED FOR CUSTOMS AND RITUALS. THAT IS THE CURRENT DATA. DATA COLLECTORS. STAN X END.

Thursday, August 13, 2026

Empath Resurgence

 

Friday, August 7, 2026

Dream 8/05/2026



Terran: I had a dream I was on a water planet with a space port.  I was to meet up with a woman (engineer?) named La-tee-shee-tah.


Terran: Denice, Can you ask Stan X if I know someone in a prior incarnation named LA-TEE-SHEE-TA?  WAS THIS SOME NIGHT TIME ADVENTURE OF MINE IN ANOTHER PLACE/STREAM?


Terran: Real Star Wars new republic vibes to the water world. Semi tropical.  Not heavily populated, felt more like an outpost of something else.


Stan X: TERRAN. NOT DATA. REAL. NOW. MOMENT. ALTERNATE “REALITY”. ORIGINAL EARTH RECORDS ARE COMPLETE. THIS IS NEW DATA. DATA COLLECTORS STAN X END.