The Men Nobody Worries About

There is a solitude that is protective, where someone who cares very much saves you from trouble you are not at all prepared to deal with.  The trip you didn't get to take.  The mission you were not asked to participate in.  The encounters and conversations you ddin't have. This usually stems from a very deep sort of love, but you don't always know that in advance.   It can be misperceived, but time reveals its true nature. 

Solitude in moderation can be very spiritual.  But only in moderation. There is loneliness worse than solitude.   

The loneliness of a child punished for speaking the obvious truth.  Biblical injunctions to honor parents used as an excuse for anger and punishment against the truth from an innocent child.  The child believes its voice is invalid and not wanted. 

The loneliness within a group when misanthropes question your integrity to turn friends away from you.  Innuendo is more corrosive than nitric acid.  It is never done in your presence.  It is the cowards weapon of choice.  Bless their heart. 

The loneliness of a marriage where you can't express your feelings because your partner reverts to a defensive child.  Tears and drama strategy worked with their father to short-circuit  parent-child confrontations. Emotional truth can bring forth the old tactics, and nothing is resolved.   Better a person screaming in anger than one who silently punishes for every past mistake.  

We were given life, and set loose to find joy in it all, no matter what may come.  We make plans, the flow gives us what we need.  And it's usually better.   We are so very much loved by Source.  

Healthy humans need people.   We all have ways of expression love, our own internal language.  It took me years to realize for me it is a kind touch.  Seomething that can't be down over the internet.  For others it's words and emotional sharing. Why is it families are often meaner than friends are?  It shouldn't be that way.  When you are only loved when you comply, you demand that from others.  Siblings can mirror to each other what their parents did to them. 

Love your family even when they suck.  Your parents were just kids themselves trying to figure it all out. No dad hates their child.  Parenting child is one of the few things that mark our presence on the planet. Having kids is one of life's greatest joys.   

 

Ummm... that would be starting today...

 

July 25, 2026

I was made aware of this video this morning, and July 25th is today!  Buckle up buttercups!  

Use your inner discernment, with all the lies, half truths, third truths, 33 1/3 truths out there, it's the only compass you can trust!   

I've been feeling this for weeks, didn't know exactly how to encapsulate it... 

Update and the need for August

 

Hi everyone!  I am doing better, making progress.   Last week was tough I did not feel particularly great last week, had to sleep more than usual, but I think that's mostly the energies of those moments.   I am particularly conscious of my field at this moment. 

My oxygen levels are doing quite well.  I'm learning the body adapts to planetary energy shifts and this energy changes within my own field.  The trend overall is good, but sometimes it's 2 steps forward one step back.  what's important is the steps forward.  The usual "vitals" nurses take can vary greatly from hour to hour, which tells me it less my body having issues that it is losing its footing at moments in the energy fluxes.  Several times I have had a nurse come take my blood pressure and oxygen levels and then get another reading from the physical therapist an hour later.  It could poorly calibrated measuring tools too.  The old analog devices seem to be the most accurate.  Recent pulse oximeters seem to be less reliable than the ones produced 5 years ago. The important stats are the long term average of things. 

My younger brother broke his hip last fall,  he accidentally did the splits in the bathroom.  Hospital doctors titanium pinned his fractured hip and femur.  Then after a few weeks at home the titanium broke.  Then he had hip replacement surgery.  I can't imagine the pain of all that!  He is out of the wheelchair and completely on the walker.   He's has pain while walking with the walker, after all that trauma, but is moving forward.   He was fortunate in that he worked for a medical device company who had a really good insurance plan and he's on long term disability.  He's been an inspiration to me as I work through the same mobility issues.  

I know now what older people go through and how it feels.  Thank God I had some Judo training as a young man and had the muscle memory of how to land a fall. Life in the later quarter of one's century requires movement, purpose, love and joy.  My calves are much stronger now, that's one thing a wheel chair does strengthen. I'm  saving the wheelchair for when I am at the desk or when I need to cook and eat.  Otherwise it's the walker.  Mid August I may be able to ditch the walker.  We'll see.   

I want to thank all of you who read what I write.  I really appreciate it.   This blog started as a search for answers, and boy did I find them!  Along with some adventures on 3 continents. I didn't expect to deal with having answers and no way to prove some of them, although UFO disclosure is beginning to prove the truth of what I have been saying.  

Those of you who donate thank you so much for your generosity.  I am so grateful for your help in keeping this effort going.  It is much needed, as I can't drive at the moment.  I need to raise $1700 or better for the end of July and August.   I know not everyone can donate and I never want to use a paywall for accessing new posts.  

I love you all!

Terran

Tesla AI replaces Tesla Solar lease contract details with the Book of Enoch

 

🚨TESLA REPLACED A CUSTOMER SOLAR CONTRACT WITH THE BOOK OF ENOCH

This sounds completely made up, but Electrek says it verified the case.

A Tesla solar customer logged into their account to check the terms of a decade long lease and discovered that the legally binding contract… pic.twitter.com/A8g5G5Z8Nt

— Skywatch Signal (@UAPWatchers) July 23, 2026

RIP John C Dvorak (April 5th, 1946 - July 20th, 2026

John C. Dvorak was a hugely prolific writer on technology in Silicon Valley.  My first encounter with John's writing was in 1982, was in an article in the large format magazine called Computer World that served the mainframe business world. He wrote for PC World, PC Magazine, Forbes, Infoworld, MacUser, PC Computing, Computer Shopper, Baron's Magazine, Barron's Magazine, Boardwatch, MicroTimes, Smart Business, DEC Professional, Market Watch, Newsweek, BUG Magazine (Croatia), Info Exame (Brazil), Ahoy, Computer Currents, Micro Scope.  

He also wrote articles for The New York Times, Los Angeles Times, San Francisco Examiner, Vancouver Sun, Philadelphia Inquirer, International Herald Tribune.  John had a very dry funny wit, with a tinge of curmudgeon.  One of my favorite quips from John was on the difference between a friend and an acquaintance, "a friend is someone you invite to dinner in your home, and acquaintance is someone you don't". 

He was not so much a a visionary but a pragmatist.   He spoke his mind clearly and made some very accurate predictions and some that were so spectacularly wrong that it haunted him for the rest of his life.  But we loved him anyway.  You always knew where he stood. 

As the Internet web overtook standard publish he reinvented himself as cohost with Adam Curry (aka "The Podfather" - the inventor of podcasting) on The No Agenda Show. They meticulously tore apart political narratives and fake news.  Some of their most beautiful work was during the COVID 19 plandemic where they bravely pointed out all the logical fallacies of that fear drenched time. 

No Agenda Show July 23, 2026

Trump orders agencies to waive NDAs for UFO witnesses cooperating with Feds

This is a much needed change!  Unfortunately (from what I can tell now) it does nothing for the non-government aerospace contractors where much of the tech is hidden and those commercial NDAs that that have contractual enforcement and possible monetary damages for disclosure. 

Finally! These people were under a death sentence if they said anything! This is such an important change! https://t.co/XsVjeyIJ33

— Terran Cognito (@terran_cognito) July 21, 2026

PsicoActivo: JD Vance's views ETs as demons....

 

Mexican Podcaster Pavel Ibarra Meda

I love Pavel.  He's a Mexican podcaster on YouTube who always asks the right questions when it comes to UFOs and ETs.   

In this video Pavel plays JD Vance's conversation with Joe Rogan about his belief ETs are demons.  No telling what JD Vance thinks of his wife's Hindu faith.  JD Vance portrays himself as a devout Catholic. 

JD Vance is a curious figure, he's said to be Skull & Bones from Yale. His campaign was heavily funded by Silicon Valley VC Capitalist Peter Thiel.   Thiel was one of the millionaires, like Elon Musk, to emerge from PayPal.   All of these Tech Bros would dearly like to get their hands on the tech the military has squirreled away and not have it shared widely. 

Peter Thiel is the financier behind Palantir, AirBNB, OpenAI, and other ventures. Thiel recently relocated to Argentina. Thiel is said to be worried about the anti-Christ (while doing everything you'd expect a good anti-Christ to do.  

JD Vance has changed his name multiple times in his life (both as a child and as an adult). Here is the documented progression based on public records and his own accounts:  Born: James Donald Bowman on August 2, 1984, in Middletown, Ohio (middle and last names from his biological father, Donald Bowman).

Childhood change (around age 6): After his parents divorced and his mother (Beverly) remarried Robert “Bob” Hamel (her third husband), who adopted him, his mother legally changed his name to James David Hamel. This was done in part to remove references to his biological father. He used this name through high school, his U.S. Marine Corps service (as Cpl. James D. Hamel), Ohio State University, and early years at Yale Law School (including blogging under J.D. Hamel). The only birth certificate currently on file with Ohio vital records lists James David Hamel.

Adult change (April 2013): He legally changed his surname to Vance (his mother’s maiden name and his grandmother “Mamaw” Bonnie Vance’s family name), becoming James David Vance. He has cited honoring his grandmother—who played a major role in raising him—as a key reason, along with connecting to his maternal family heritage. This occurred around the time he was finishing Yale Law School and beginning his professional career.

Stylistic/professional preference (2021 onward): When entering politics, he began using JD Vance (without periods) instead of J.D. Vance. This is not a legal name change but his preferred public styling (used on his Senate website, filings, and campaign materials). He published his 2016 memoir Hillbilly Elegy under J.D. Vance.