Status update

I thought I’d catch you up to where I’m at.  Last Wednesday i was sent home but didn’t realize how much leg strength i lost while in the hospital. This was a much longer stay than usual and I don’t know the why of that other than I was intubated on some powerful anesthesia.  I don’t know the exact reasons for all that except some choice someone thought necessary. 

 I was having adventures somewhere else which mostly felt like I was backstage of a huge stage set and the physics of things were different. There was even one character that showed up to prank me. But I think it was mostly the drugs. Not reading a lot into it other than I have a really good imagination. 

Once I fully woke the tubes were removed and I did a few days of initial physical therapy.In the past i was only on the walker a day or two at most.   It seemed i was released rather quickly.

I was able to sit on my home sofa at home but unable to get back up on the walker.  My cat was very glad to see me and we both slept on the couch that night.The next day I got a surge of energy and was able to get up on the walker and put my phone on the charger.   Then my calves felt like jelly and I fell.  I didn’t break anything but laying on the floor for two hours while the phone charges enough to call EMS bruises the ego a bit.  

EMS took me back to the hospital where I had a couple of days of more PT.  Then I was sent to a physical rehab center not far away.  The PT people are very good and my legs are rapidly strengthening and the bruising is going away. 

This center wants to send me to a more advanced center but we are waiting for approval from the insurance company that manages this Medicare policy.  Don’t know how that will go but I still have some days approved for this place. 

And that’s where things are now. 

Thank you all who donated the situation was far worse than I thought but I got the bills paid.  I thank you all for your kindness!

I love you all! Terran. 

Still not home.

Things were a bit different than I thought.  I had been intubated for about a week under some pretty strong drugs.   The kind of stuff Michael Jackson had.  I don’t know why but I was given multiple sedations that seemed to have the effect deleting short term memory.   I didn’t know how I got to the hospital. I think the dreams that came in such abundance fall into the category of delusions.  I thought at one point I had been abducted as I didn’t recognize anyone until my cardiologist arrived. 

I had some astounding dreams but nothing in the NDE category but definitely some kind of astral vibe to them. I remember one dream of a nurse taking me to another hospital while she had a conversation with some high status Himalayan woman who operated a spiritual foundation. The high status woman was turned down very respectfully by the nurse. I’m not putting much attention on the dreams as I think it was the meds. There was one dream with Nabrac that dimensionally a brain twister. 

Wednesday I went home and discovered how much strength I lost in my legs.  I ended up falling. EMS took me back to the hospital and now I’m at a physical therapist center to rebuild my leg strength. This was unexpected but the staff seems very competent and helpful. I didn’t break anything just a bruised ego. 

I don’t know why these events seem to happen the same time the world goes bonkers. 

I love you all.  Deeply grateful for the love shown to me.  

Terran

Going home tomorrow from hospital.

Had a very weird week at the hospital when the EMS driver took me to a related and unknown hospital by me. 

My cardiologist was tracking me and caught up today.

Need to raise $1200

Randy Beane has been released

RKB is out

February 10

Denice

Patricia just texted me.

Randy is out.

Martha

Oh that it WONDERFUL news! I hope he's ok and can figure out how to resume life.

Denice Patterson

Halfway house in TN

Alignment and Refinement

 

I've been noticing much changing within me.  Not so much physically but energetically.  My body is healing, my right leg wound is nearly healed.  It seems slow to me, but the nurse says it's responding well. It was deep.  The left leg is no longer bandaged.  I know some of my health issues is probably my resistance to shifts that I need to make, but I have to see and understand before I change what needs to be changed. All these energies are so very exhausting.  And it's harder on the old farts. 

It feels at times like impatience.  Like I can't bear another YouTube video telling me who I should hate or what divide of this or that I should be on.  I can't bear people asking me to subscribe, like, and engage in comments from some AI algorithm to rank their video as worthy of being seen.  When the whole construct feels like a freak show.  We all know these systems are going away, they're obsolete.  And I think everyone just wants to thrive. They just have different ideas, or no original ideas at all. of how so they borrow from the past, which was never as good as people make it sound.  Marxism was a failure.  Capitalism monetizes people (so did Marxism - bankers didn't really care which you chose as long as they were your bankers and printed your debt based currency).  World Wars were engineered by central bankers to consolidate gold holdings.  Leave it to Beaver was just a TV show and nobody in the 1950s and 1960s lived like that but many of us would have liked to.  Kodachrome was never faded ink dyes, it was once brilliant hues of color before time broke down the color molecules and the youth thinks that's what our photos looked like when had them printed. 

There are few videos that resonate to me. My own music library feels disonate to my internal coherence and I sit here wondering what I can offer those who read my posts of value. I am still in the process of feeling through this and getting a handle on a process that probably has never happened before anywhere.  The Galactics haven't been through this, but there are being affected by what's happening here.  Earth is quantum entangled with the entire universe. 

 I am also noticing that things I ponder, get an immediate answer too.   I was thinking this morning about my father when he was struggling with cancer.  He became an evangelical christian after leaving the church I grew up in.  And till his death bed he thought he would be raptured and sparred the horrible death that cancer gave him.  He transitioned a month before his 80th birthday in 1998.  He died an incredibly sweet man, a man I never saw growing up.  He's since reincarnated as a kid near Tuscon back in his beloved Arizona and he's probably got a liking for collecting rocks.  

I was looking at the longing I have had to use the crystal healing chambers my contacts have on their ships, which some call med beds. I know of two special ones that were prepared long ago.  I've wanted to go into one since 2015, just to heal from the damage I had done to me in 2009.  And now it's 2025, and I ask myself has this become my rapture thing?  I dunno.  I really do want to see this planet flip its energy and be a place for every being to thrive.  And there's lots of people I would like to experience that with.   

I don't fear death, I did that  briefly once in 2009 and know there's nothing to fear, but I just don't want to do that just yet.  Then Bev sends me a video purportedly from Ashtar Sherran talking about how there's an energetic rapture occurring.  Which is a way of looking at it I suppose but I was gob smacked by the timing.   I try not to mix scripture with what is happening now, which really is putting new wine into old wineskins, but it was a perspective I hadn't thought of.  But it's the old energies that are departing. 

Likewise I saw a video purportedly from AA Michael, that said everything Heather has always said, including something she told me last week.  And while I was pondering the coherence of that message, Heather sends me an SMS message.   There's a lot of interesting moments popping up.  I don't know what it all means, I can only feel my way through.  And the only profound advice I can give all of you is to feel through it too.  Don't get mesmerized by the drama of the next six weeks.  Think of the drama as the squeaks coming from the rusty hinges of systems that should be put into that junk yard machine that makes old cars into cubes to be recycled. 

PS: Forgive any typos....  autocorrect has declared war on me today...

Social Media manipulation

 

This is manipulation … terrifying.

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— SpeakWithDeeDee (@SpeakWithDeeDee) December 1, 2025

January Update

 

Hi everyone!

Good news! The wound on left leg is healed. Right leg is still being wrapped by the visiting wound nurse for now, more as a precaution until the skin is a little thicker, it was the deepest wound.  I still don't know the exact cause of the wounds.  It was not a diabetic wound, my blood sugar is low enough they don't give me insulin in the hospital.  

My strength is returning as I am able to move about and work now.  I drove several days this week, although it was slow at first as far as passengers.  Some days I work longer than others.  I do what I can, each time out makes me a little stronger and I have spent far too much time in this apartment. The college students are back in Austin and demand has picked up quite a bit in the last couple of days.  The Christmas break period has always been a slow income time here. 

I've learned a lot about my body the last few months, I've learned I have to push through when I don't feel like it.  Joe Rogan calls it "the inner bitch".  My inner bitch has a really loud voice.  But I push on anyway.   It's really use it or lose it, especially after age 60.  Muscles move the body, which moves the heart blood and fluids which increases oxygen, which feeds into a virtuous loop if done properly.  The role of fascia tissue with the bloodstream and lymph systems is also important.  Water is stored, and moved within those tissues.  CO2 can be sequestered in the blood plasma. The calves act as a second heart for the veins. I'm also doing breathing exercises because my breathing pattern was a little off kilter. 

I've noticed how fatigue, mood and what foods/drinks I eat affect the levels of oxygen.  It's all inter-related.   But one step at a time, recovery doesn't happen all at once. It can (and I have had miraculous healings) but usually its will power that gets you through the every day small stuff.  I didn't take the COVID vax but I did get out of the habit of walking during the lock downs.  And that was a big mistake on my part.  I think the rest is physical conditioning and watching my fluid intake.   I had the underlying condition since 2009 and went to Morocco and Italy.  I did a lot of walking, I had to, I had no car.  When I came to Texas in 2016 after hiking in the Italian Alps I was in very good cardio shape. 

I would like to raise $800 or more.  I've got a $250 copay for the vein clinic coming up soon.   I delayed it once already, I was a bit shocked when the copay went from $30 to $250 due to the sonogram examination.    Medicare does pay the rest.   However that flows.  I think the treatment will help but I am open to whatever is the best path forward for my health.

I love you all so much!  I think the words of thanks I get privately from my readers is the best motivation.   

Terran

PS: I try not to repeat what is commonly known now. Even the Universal Security Agreement (Heather's UCC filings) are pretty widely known now.  They stand in law as her body of work laying the foundation in law of what is to come.  I don't need to rehash it all.  It was her mission, she did it with honor and integrity in the face of incredible opposition and at the end an illegal false imprisonment for a time. They stand un-rebutted. I had the opportunity to assist in certain moments and I witnessed a lot.  The outcome in TN was heartbreaking, instigated by Janet Yellen of the FRB, but it was not the end.  The prison in Dublin was closed.  Almost everyone involved in that case has since lost their jobs in the FBI.  Even Jack Smith, who was the DOJ man in Knoxville, and went on to be the special prosecutor against Donald Trump and raided his home in Mar-a-Lago home.  Jack Smith is under deep scrutiny by the new DOJ.  

And now the Federal Reserve is under the search lights to show it is not Federal (subject as a cabinet agency to the Executive branch).   The charges filed against Powell, are there to unmask the FRB.  The DOJ knows exactly what it is,  the public doesn't. So IMO filing charges is like breaking a spell on the public mind.  Who do they answer to?  Certainly not the President!  But sometimes you gotta "spell" it out for people before they see it.   That herd instinct is not always healthy.  It also reveals who in Congress and the courts is beholden to the Federal Reserve rather than the United States.