Thursday, January 16, 2020

Update for January

Hi, its still fairly warm in Texas, although today is cooler than it has been.

My cat Sammy has gone missing.  What's really odd is I have an electronic cat door that reads his RFID tag, so I know when he comes and goes and there's no record of him leaving the house but he's clearly not in the house.   Checking local animal shelters and putting lost pet ads out. I hope he is found I miss the little guy.

I am in need of $600 this month. If you can help out this blog and its costs I'd be very grateful.  January is always tight given the Christmas holiday expenses people have and I get that.  Its a cycle I face every year in August and late December-January.  I have not been able to send Heather any money this month for commissary as I am not even making my own expenses.

There's a link at the top of the web where the two trees are for donations.

Love you all, and extremely grateful to all of you for this journey of 7 years now.


The Black Dahlia

Background Information: The Black Dahlia (also sometimes pronounced "Thalia") was a shadowy woman who was purported to make unannounced visits to the Queen of England.  Heather mentioned her to me privately on a couple of occasions.  The Black Dahlia's exact role on Earth was not known to me personally until last week. The Black Dahlia was not Queen Elizabeth but she did interact with the Queen.

Queen Elizabeth may emerge in history (based on things Heather and another person has mentioned to me) to be a being of great virtue who was in an extremely difficult situation in one of the most perilous times on Earth.   She is not a reptilian or a reptilian essence and she's not a shape shifter.  I won't comment as to her other relatives as I don't know.  Queen Elizabeth is a bloodline royal. There is a big difference.  While David Icke is correct on somethings, he's not correct on everything.

The Rothschild's financially captured the Monarchy when they cornered the financial markets in London after the Battle of Waterloo.  They owned all the Royal debt.  The "Crown Corporations" collaborations between the Crown and the Rothschilds (backed by Qing Dynasty 1634-1911 royal gold). The monarchy supplied the flag administration, HM Judiciary (contract enforcement), Royal Army and Navy and Marines.  From the Navy (and Vatican Canon law) we get the first introduction of contract law into the new world, what later became known as UCC law. The first settlers were indentured servants and convicts, "souls lost at sea".  The Rothschild's are from a Orion-Draco lineage.

So to summarize the background, two main lines of control existed (although many groups excerted pressure), one Draco (through the Orion-Draco lineage banking families), the other Royal Bloodlines from the days of Egypt who were influenced by various beings, like the Black Dahlia (Ra's intermediary/envoy to the Royals) and various secret societies with their hidden agendas.  It's been a fractious relationship as one lineage never liked the other but found themselves bound together by destiny of rule and there were intermarriages.

Ra lived in a realm they called "Paradise", we've called the beings living there "the divines" (lower case) as they are fond of speaking of "divine decrees" and the "will of heaven" but this heaven is not the one you were taught in Sunday school!  They best description I can give is to go watch the movie Jupiter Ascending, and how those beings managed planetary civilizations and "harvested" them.   Whenever you hear beings talk about a "harvest" of Earth, its a divine.  These harvests are analogous on a planetary scale to the localized "loosh" harvesting the Draco and their friends did of baser human emotions.   There will be no harvest this time.

Ra of Egypt interacted with the Galactics and had an inbodyment there, another in "paradise", among the Blue Avians and a human on Earth).  He also interacted with the Draco. I was told it Ra of Egypt perished in 2015 when he fled in a Draco ship and crew down an uncharted worm hole out of Hawaii which collapsed on the ship.  I have not recently re-verified that.  But that was the last data I had on that.  There were a number of Egyptian "deities" who met their demise in 2015. Set, Horus, Ra and others.  On the Draco side, Say-Tan (Satan/Shatan), Meeshak, Beelzebub, Mestopholes left form on Earth. These beings will come back in form at another time another place.  There's no reason to fear their influence on Earth anymore. What remains is a very human problem. Anyone who asserts they still control Earth is trying to introduce needless fear.

Every being has at least two inbodyments, some have several, a few with a lot of experience have hundreds. Each inbodyment is unique and original and is responsible for the choices its makes for its own experiences. What one inbodyment chooses is not necessarily indicative of another of the same essence frequency (soul).  The soul/soul group/essence does learn from all experiences.

A friend sent me this link:  a web site which discusses the Countess of Banbury, Somerset Belenoff who is purportedly the great granddaughter of Rasputin.  The purported account on the web site of the Countess taking on the acolytes of Alister Crowley and frightening them, kind of cracked me up. But I have no idea if that story is true. But it's an amusing read.

The alleged murder mentioned in the story did not happen.  I have a friend in the UK who lived that village at that time and you can't keep something like that unknown in a small community. Plus my friend is extremely energy sensitive. We believe this web site to be mostly bogative, but she was reminded, like I was, of the Black Dahlia as the profile fit.  But we think the web site contains a lot of disinformation. We had our questions...

Rasputin was the Siberian Vedic Russian (like Anastasia of the Ringing Cedar books) Monk who purportedly had "supernatural powers" and healed a Czar's son.  The truth about Rasputin is hard to determine because the history about him was written by the Russian Orthodox church which absolutely hated him and the power he had with the Czar. And anything, any church hates, is always ascribed to the devil.  It's a small toolbox they have.   But there was a profile there that could fit the being I had heard about known as the "Black Dahlia" (no connection to the woman in Hollywood of which a movie was made).

I'll start with data from 2015 which I didn't have until last week. I had oral accounts from Heather but I don't think I published much of that.  The Black Dahlia has not come up that often.  This was from the Data Collectors of the Sphere Alliance in 2015.  The Data Collector is anonymous, and the style of messaging was different in 2015, something we changed where Stan X and others sign their name to the data they present.

[redacted first person]: Please could you clarify who the Black Dahlia is? I have never heard that name before.



[redacted first person]: So ... just to get this right. I/[redacted first person] was wife of RA... also known as the Sun King and King of the Gods. Was this RA the Eternal Essence String of the [redacted 2nd person]? Please confirm?

[anonymous data collector] CONFIRMED. [redacted 2nd person]/WAS RA/SUN KING. END.

[redacted first person]: Then in the 1980's, the same [redacted 2nd person] Eternal Essence string, as RA, channelled the LAW OF ONE RA MATERIAL through Carla Rueckert. Is this correct?

[anonymous data collector] THAT IS INCORRECT. THE DIVINE/ASPECT/STRING OF [redacted 2nd person]  IN PARADISE CHANNELED THE RA. [redacted 2nd person] HAD FOUR STRINGS ACTIVE IN TWO REALMS AND TWO DIMENSIONS. [there is an inbodyment among the Blue Avians]

Recent Data (2020):

Terran: Dear Stan, Is the Countess of Banbury, Somerset Belenoff the Black Dahlia?


I scratched my head a bit as to why Stan would say "imitation".  Then it dawned on me that the Black Dahlia role may be no longer active.  This would seem to imply that the web site link I was given was a ruse, to make it appear the Black Dahlia was still in play.  Not the first time something like that has happened.

Terran; Dear Stan, Is the Black Dahlia still in form?


So what we have is direct link from Ra to the ruling families through the Black Dahlia.  I knew Ra (of Egyptian fame) had purportedly met his demise. The role of the Black Dahlia was an unknown.

You also have to wonder about light workers who promote Ra's Law of One (which speaks of harvesting) as to why they are aligned with a being who once was, but one of the beings who controlled this planet.

GAIA PORTAL:Cosmic Dances erupt in the Light BEings

Cosmic Dances erupt in the Light BEings
by ÉirePort

Cosmic Dances erupt in the Light BEings.

Central presence is embraced.

Inner Beats are heard and followed.

Resonance with the Galactics is felt.

ÉirePort | January 16, 2020 at 07:07 | Categories: Uncategorized | URL:

Monday, January 13, 2020

Heather is unable to receive certified mail

Heather: "Ohhhhh, that reminds me, forgot to tell the teams that I am not able to get any certified mail because the Unit Secretary refuses to give me any certified mail unless I sign my signature the exact way she tells me to...however, I do receive regular mail ❤️"

Saturday, January 11, 2020

GAIA PORTAL: Entrance to the Higher Realms is sought and realized.

Entrance to the Higher Realms is sought and realized

by ÉirePort

Entrance to the Higher Realms is sought and realized.

Significance of the Light Paths is recognized by the hu-man.

New paths are embraced.

Sparrows become Eagles.

ÉirePort | January 11, 2020 at 11:11 | Categories: Uncategorized | URL:

Thursday, January 9, 2020

Denice’s Fireworks Dream 1/9/2020

Denice: What an experience this morning! Just as I was waking up, before 6, Thor whispered to me in his thick accent, that it is all over and the BIG is about to begin/be seen.  

Denice: I closed my eyes, and was suddenly in a new dream. 

Denice: Still in the sleeping position that I was in upon waking, but now, I was in a dark area, my dad was sitting at the head of my bed, and two strangers were singing me this song (a man dressed in a security guard uniform and an unseen woman).

Denice: suddenly, we heard fireworks and we were in a small silver airstream camper. We looked out the window and we were in an unfamiliar place along the river that I grew up on.  The fireworks were HUGE and very close.

Denice: We went outside to see who was doing it, and there was a group of young men across the river on a dock, having a great time.  They would shoot one off and run, then go back and do it again.

Denice: Suddenly one had a short wick and it exploded too low, dropping back into the river and each spark exploding like gunfire.

Skye: wow... someone was talking to me yesterday about seeing an amazing firework display a few years ago (time doesn't matter)

Denice: Then the boys ran and one went into a cave.  There were rocks that started falling and closing the entrance and I was shouting that it was closing up.  

Denice: When the rocks stopping falling, the opening was clear and the young man was laughing.  

Denice: He suddenly teleported to our side of the river and it was a young version of Ashtar SherrAn.  I asked him if he expected the fireworks to backfire and he laughed and said, "No, that was unexpected!".

Denice: I woke up and only a minute or two had passed, and I heard Thor whisper again, "See, it is all going to be ok!"

Martha: Wow!  Sounds like we teleport ourselves out of this sticky wicket. 

Denice: that song was so beautiful as the couple was singing it. Male and female duo :)

Martha: What’s the name of the song?  The video link says unavailable. 

Skye: great words! I could see the video Martha

Skye: Shower the People by James Taylor

"Shower The People"
James Taylor

You can play the game and you can act out the part, even though you know it wasn't written for you.

Tell me, how can you stand there with your broken heart ashamed of playing the fool?

One thing can lead to another; it doesn't take any sacrifice.

Oh, father and mother, sister and brother, if it feels nice, don't think twice, just shower the people you love with love, show them the way that you feel.

Things are gonna work out fine if you only will do as I say, just shower the people you love with love, show them the way you feel.

Things are gonna be much better if you only will.

You can run but you cannot hide, this is widely known.

Tell me, what you plan to do with your foolish pride when you're all by yourself, alone.

Once you tell somebody the way that you feel, you can feel it beginning to ease.

I think it's true what they say about the squeaky wheel always getting the grease.

Better to shower the people you love with love, show them the way that you feel.

Things are gonna be just fine if you only will what I'd like to do to you.

Shower the people you love with love, show them the way that you feel.

Things are gonna be much better if you only will.

Shower the people you love with love, show them the way that you feel.

You'll feel better right away.
Don't take much to do, sell you pride.

They say in every life, they say the rain must fall, just like pouring rain, make it rain.

Make it rain, love, love, love is sunshine, oh yes, Make it rain, love, love, love is sunshine. Everybody, everybody.

Happy 2020!

A very happy 2020 to all of you!  Its been very warm in Texas, temps averaging in the 60-70F (20-24C) which means basically not much of a winter this year!  I am okay with that given what I experienced the year before!

My chest cold has cleared, feeling much better!   Thanks to all of you who asked!  This is the time of year the cedar pollen becomes an issue for many.  So far I have no sensitivity to that pollen which I am grateful for.  This week they measured the highest cedar pollen counts ever for the Austin area.

I don't usually make New Year resolutions, but this year I am setting some new priorities.  Last couple of years I felt like I experienced PTSD, a lot of things happened I never expected to happen, but in hindsight I suppose they needed to play out the way they did.  It was a time for recovery. The rubber band had snapped back hard and much to sort out and process. So for 2020 I am going back to a few basics. A little more discipline in my life, more writing,  more discipline in my life and what I eat, how I exercise, and what I focus on.   There's been a lot of distractions and that will only increase.  But there are things that are important and things that are not and things that are not mine to address.  Please don't ask me what I think of someone else's ideas or writing because I am not going to do that anymore.  I have no brand to protect from opposing views. Use your discernment.  Even getting something "wrong" teaches! I do trust the flow its all going to work out and we're clearly on the downside slope of much change!

I have a good many questions answered, others that will be answered in their own time,  There is data that is important for me to know, but maybe not for others to know.  Just as your own history is for you to know. And that's probably the most perplexing thing facing me at this time.

How do I present information to people that is simply outside their frame of reference, especially when you lack (for the moment) actual memories of it all?  How do translate that data into understanding and awareness?  How do you deal with all the disinformation out there about how this planet formed and it's history?  How do you inform without disempowering?  And what the heck do I do with family that reads this blog and has their own memories of me?  Ha!  Well maybe its good they are reading right?  These are not easy questions. And it's all beginning anew, so how much of all that even matters?

I remember expressing my frustration to Heather about what could have been in 2014 with all that talent in one place (and that was actually part of the problem it was too centralized),  I started this blog and its predecessor with a kind of investigative journalist approach.  Then I began living in close proximity to people I wrote about.  People who had families that I grew to care very much about.  It was impossible to be completely "impartial" for I, although I didn't know it when I started, was also always a part of their stories.  I can only express my views as fairly and as lovingly as I can.  I don't pretend to be some outside observer.  I am a participant.

In the spring of 2013,  it was as if 10 pieces of Uranium came into close proximity and we all went "critical" in energy. WE FELT IT.  I still feel it. We are all humans, just very experienced humans.  From the beginning of form itself.  We felt it in our heads and body, and even our eye colors changed. We were changed.  I have no doubt that meeting was planned before we incarnated as a kind of energetic jump start.  Under the old rules, you could only wake up through deprivation and hardship (awakening via joy and bliss was not allowed by those who ran this place) and we all experienced that!  There was a frequency combination that occurred that I think only Heather anticipated.  The only one who didn't show up was KP and maybe he didn't need to.  He is so energy sensitive as it is. I wasn't.

Then in 2013-2014 we all moved to the same place. And oh the experiences we had!  Heather teleporting in the villa and beach and in the souk,  The dolphin that beached itself trying to see Heather when she was practicing, which she dragged back into the sea.  Do you know how heavy a dolphin is?  The golden rainbows Dani and Heather saw in Martil where everything turned golden colored including the people on the street who were marveling.  The apache helicopters that zoomed our houses, and unknown men were stomping on our roofs (that still happens to me but I know they are Yetis). The frequency trucks and their antenna arrays trying discombulate us and makes have headaches.  So we played with their frequency trucks toys in our own special way. They left.

The conversation with Swissindo (Caleb and I witnessed) with Heather, in which they were begging Heather to sign off, but she was not signing off on anything short of complete unfettered access to value.  And oh they claimed to be a "benevolent monarchy" when it was clear from they said they wanted complete control.

A few were angry for a time (not so much now), and through self restraint I said nothing at all to some of the accusations (directed more at Heather than me) as emotions were created, manipulated by outsiders and vented.  Heather didn't respond much either. I knew I'd see them all again. I love all of them. They were and are extremely old friends.  Friends that predate time itself.  Faced all that again in TN court when some of their videos (out of context) were on the prosecutions "discovery" CDROMs.  Nobody anticipated that! Sheesh.  They were not played in court as Heather did an excellent job of shooting down those prosecution misconceptions in cross examination.  Still the echoes of it all bounced around for a while.

Heather  told me at the time "they have to go out and do what they came to do, they will be helping people around the world.   Send them love".  I said "I think they all just went nuts!  I don't feel love for them at that moment", I truly didn't (not proud of that) ... I was angry and disappointed.  You've all have had similar moments with family or friends. She said "then send me love and I will send it on them, its important that love energy be sent to them and important for you to do so".

That was an important moment for me.  First through Heather then direct (sometimes you need training wheels).  I learned how to send love energy to people as an energy from my heart center. Even when I didn't have it within my body to do so, I could access that endless supply from Source. I learned how to feel (and prior to 2012 I felt so little of anything) that flow from Source (which is always available) to others. I experienced love not  merely as a "sentiment" but as a frequency and power that does not require a quid pro quo or conformance to my or others expectations.  Whether they felt it I don't know.` I just know what was done. All done in pure love with an eye towards a future moment and reunion. And sure enough they people went on to their own magnificent and unique experiences,  They traveled, built audiences, teams and doings that would have never happened at all otherwise. They were always old friends with bigger than life personalities and histories of such unimaginable proportions and magnificent.

But in many ways it felt my journey was just starting late 2014.  I did my I-AM Declaration as a Youtube video in December 2014, and it all seemed to flow from that moment.   My blog readership declined very badly in late 2014 from all the adverse publicity. I was supported then by Google ads and I could see I wasn't going to survive in Morocco. And I could see Google was already playing games with its ads.  I was all alone in Morocco, except for Levon the very inventive Russian engineer from Yandex, who I'd see occasionally the M'Diq markets.  Some friends in Italy invited me to stay with them in Italy.  I was given a refuge of sort, and some new and curious experiences in Italy.  So I flew from Casablanca to Rome and onto Torino (Turin) and was driven to the Alps.  Heather and her family left Casablanca and moved to Florence a few months later.

In June 2015 Denice contacted me with a message from Thor and the Sphere Alliance, in particular the Plieadians, Andromedans, and Orian (pre-draco invasion Orions).  Corey Goode had already  begun his own revelations on the Sphere Alliance Beings (his was a different group of Blue Avians) but at the time I was a skeptic.  Heather had told me in the summer of 2014 she was "going on the road".  I thought she meant Europe.  She meant to the Galactics via the Atlas Mountains.   According to the Galactics she parked her body in the hotel, created a new body there and moved into it (moving back between the two forms at will), and organized what we now call the Sphere Alliance. They had never seen a human being do such a thing!  I didn't know that until much later.  She doesn't tell me everything. After Thor contacted me on June 21, 2014 Heather and her children came to the Alps for the next 8 months.

In the alps I saw a number of unusual things, including a mini tornado that came down the narrow valley between the peaks and tried to come at the chalet.  I said "just try it" and I stood on the balcony and watched it and I wasn't budging.  The mini tornado moved forward and it was as if it hit a glass wall.  Then like something out of a corney scifi movie, the tornado sprouted arms and flipped me off with both vapor hands!  LOL!    Tell me that was JUST weather! The area was known to be highly magnetic, and one night we had this lightening storm so severe there were actually two stories of an arcing corona of plasma encircling the stone chalet we were living in. It fried my WIFI router!  We routinely shut down the DSL connection during storms, but I neglected the isolated WIFI router.

As Texas Public radio just put it "these are stories from Texas, some of them are true..." LOL...  Oh Texas is a state of mind indeed!   You don't move to Texas, it moves into you!  I have truly grown to love this place!  But you have to treat it as its own unique country!

Love Y'all!

Terran (somewhere in Texas Y'all!)