Friday, August 2, 2019

Flashback to Autumn 2017

I found this while searching my notes for the "Lady in the Lake" (still haven't found what I was looking for).  I don't think I have ever published this conversation in its entirety.  This was shortly after the Jurisdiction hearing in TN which we really did think would be (and should have been) the end of the case, and just prior to Q's cryptic posts appearing.

It's a good example of internal codexes at work.

Autumn 2017 

Denice: Energy is interesting today feels like we are waiting for someone to flip the switch LOL

Terran: H is seeing everything done

Terran: Wants to do a road trip to Washington with me

Terran: We drop Judy off at lake Norman then see you when this is done

Terran: My car arrives Saturday

Terran: Don’t know how the case winds down exactly

Denice: πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“

Denice: Sounds wonderful!

Denice It feels done!

Terran: We stopped at Starbucks (Turkey Creek in West Knoxville) and she was kind of spacey... I asked her what she was feeling.., said “the perfection of it all”... she said new frequencies are coming in and they are beautiful.

Terran: She also said “they are new but also familiar”

Terran: The woman in front of us at Starbucks had written on her phone to her friend “what’s a Praecipe? I’ve never heard of it before!”  When she saw Heather and I behind her reading her phone (she was short) she quickly deleted the text. Obviously someone from the court or legal profession.

Terran: H had this song pop up on her phone and play while we were in Target 🎯 it’s not on her phone... she got a little spacey after that


Terran: She said it doesn’t happen often...

Terran: She calls it i-radio too

Denice: πŸ’“πŸ’“

Denice: KP phoned. He has been checking in a lot. He is really feeling the frequencies.

Denice: Gosh things feel amazing!!!!!!

Terran: I napped and was getting “I-Tweets” in my sleep.

Denice: Lol

Denice: Do tell🌞

Denice: Or private I tweets? Lol

Terran: “It ended in Tennessee”

Terran: “If you could see what I see”

Terran: “And see what Is”

Terran: “There is no truth”

Terran: “There is no lies”

Terran: “Only experience”

Denice: πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“ whoa!!! To paraphrase Shawn!πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“

Denice: Okay. . . here is something. . . right this very now I am

Denice: aware of the most amazing, pure, and precious love flowing. . .

Denice: Sweet, soft, gentle. . .

Denice: And hearing this on the i radio

Terran:  Wow!

Denice: 🌸

Terran: Heather said she was getting a few words from other streams of consciousness to describe what she’s feeling of the energies coming in

Terran:  Yes, this is certainly not for me

Terran: It is for ALL and by ALLπŸ’“

Denice: Whoa!!!

Denice: Ok, so this moment I would say these energies are "authentic infant"

Denice: If that makes sense. It feels to me like the moment I held my babies immediately after birth.

Denice: My eyes are watering. BeautifulπŸ’“

Denice: πŸ’«

Heather: “The energies are new here”

Heather: “But familiar in other streams of consciousness”

Heather: “and it’s permanent”

Terran: At Costco  [Knoville] there was a woman giving out cranberry walnut bread. The bread was dry.

Denice: πŸ’“Permanent feels exactly accurate πŸ’“

Terran: She had a big Pyrex bowl of whipped butter with one of those cake frosting spatulas

Terran: I reach for the handle to butter the bread. She looks in horror as I touch the handle . She says in great disdain “now I have the sterilize this!”

Denice: Lol!

Terran: She disappears with the bowl

Denice: Lol! Man germs! ;)

Terran: Ha ha!

Terran: While that’s going An older man (70s) says to Heather “I am Rex” [Rex has made various appearances since 2013]

Heather thinks to herself “of course you are!”

Denice: 😎

Denice: πŸ’“

Terran: And it’s like he so wants to chat with her and tells her about his grandmothers squash pie which he says is like pumpkin but better”

Terran: And it’s like he’s been dying to finally have this chat with her.

Terran: Then the sample lady returns with another bowl of whipped butter!

Denice: 😍🌞

Terran: A woman comes to the bread sample stand and starts to do the same I just did and the woman says “you can’t touch that I’ll have to throw it all out”

Denice: Ha ha!!!

Terran: It was as well if the saleswoman represented the commerce based government systems

Denice: Oooh

Terran: Then the check out lady had a name of Genevieve

Denice: Hmm

Terran: Heather comments on the name “of course your name is Genevieve!” 

Terran: And she was this really fun and lively checkout woman

Denice: Cute!!

Denice: You guys are having so much fun!!!!

Hits on my "Internal Codex"

I've been have snippets of memories returning.  It's funny what triggers them, a movie scene, art, music, but the emotional wallop they pack is astounding.

When I was living in Portland last summer I had a big one hit while watching the Chinese TV series called "The Disguiser" on Netflix.  I love foreign movies and don't mind the English subtitles.  It's like watching a movie on Skype I suppose.

There is a character called Ming Tai, who was in the Chinese resistance against the Japanese Imperial invasion of Hong Kong and Shanghai during WWII. 

One scene had the wealthy protagonist driving with a young lady in an open top 1930s coupe with big headlights down a road lined with large timber bamboo.   It was like getting slapped in the face as I knew that image and I realized I knew the entire story because it was either my, or Nabrac's story prior to this American incarnation.   Stan X confirmed it was from the Nabrac experiences, he had the experience of being Ming Tai and explains his familiarity with the Chinese culture. I knew the entire plot as it was my story!   I was gob smacked.

I had a couple more of those moments this week.   The 2nd one came while watching a Canadian film about Chinese Americans in Seattle, called "Dim Sum Funeral".   The matriarch of the family (spoiler alert) fakes her death to unite her squabbling children (who do not speak Chinese) before she really does die of liver cancer.   The children don't like each other all that much, mostly because the mother was mean and pitted them against each other as they were growing up.   The movie is about reconciliation. 

In one scene a famous Chinese Pianist comes to the funeral from China to pay his respects, he's a past secret lover of the mother and a secret father to one of the children.  While he's outside by the pool doing the ancient art of Tai Chi, the siblings quietly join in the Tai Chi exercises.  The scene was sweet but emotionally it was devastating for me.  Huge lump in my throat like I have lived a moment like that. I don't know where or when but it was sooooo familar.  Its likely from the Ming Tai inbodyment of Nabrac.

The third incident has been building for sometime.  It started with this song which was published the week Heather and I left the Italian Alps, the timing is most interesting to me (another codex hit):

For me the song is a deeply haunting tune, but I didn't exactly know why.   It speaks to emotions most men have about women we love.

Yesterday I was watching a documentary on NHK (in English) about the anime director Miyazaki and his creative process while developing the movie Ponyo.  Miyazaki takes a trip to the Tate Museum in London (another internal codex point, as I used to deliver limited edition art prints for a printing company as a teenager to the Tate Museum in Scottsdale Arizona).  Miyazaki is deeply moved by the painting "Ophelia" by Sir John Everett Millais. 

It's a remarkable painting (shown below in part) for its detail.  A woman in elegant gown floating blissfully alive in water.   Which pinged another internal codex item in me, the Lady in the Lake of King Arthur legends, which if memory serves me was Heather (I need to check my notes).  Not that I know what that was all about, legends often diverge in amazing ways from the original story.  The "Tree of Life" is a good example of this stuff of myths, what was done as a cosmic joke became a religious icon.  The Humor gets lost in religion.  More on that later.  BTW, KP was Merlin of that time, and now he's a Hawaiian "Merlin" opening and closing star gates and energy vortices. 

Which led me to ask this of Stan X:

Did Heather ever have an incarnation where she was known as Orphelia?


WIKIPEDIA: Unlike virtually all Hamlet characters, Ophelia's name is not Danish. It first appeared in Jacopo Sannazaro's 1504 poem Arcadia (as Ofelia), probably derived from Ancient Greek ὠφέλΡια (ōphΓ©leia, "help").

I thought I'd share how this internal codex thing works, its not just about memory retrieval, its also works as a data verifier. 

For example, Heather (who taught me about internal codices) had a crush on some TV actor named "Parker" as a young girl.   When ever the name Parker comes up in her experiences, it generally points to either someone who is not what they claim, or someone playing or acting a role, as is "Parker" who was the FBI agent in the TN trial. 

Since all reality is specific to the person experiencing it, everyone has their own unique internal codex.  To make use of it, you first have to be aware that you control your reality and experience and are NOT a victim of circumstance (that's a hard one to learn), and that the ALL is constantly communicating to you while you are experiencing in myriads of ways.  Jung called this "synchronicity".  Messages can come from art, frequently in music, and strangers you met once.   You can always ignore the messages, but its there to make your journey more pleasant.  It's all choice.   

Since the ALL is everything, it communicates through everything.

"Ophelia" by Sir John Everett Millais