Monday, March 20, 2023






Update 1:
Heather: tsunami of love ♥️

Sunday, March 12, 2023

Signature Bank closed

More banks at risk

Update 1: Dream about understanding the ALL and creating your own experience

I delayed the publishing of this because I had to work through my notes after the dream and make them a little bit easier to follow.  I wrote them down in a hurry why I was in the after glow of the dream. I am not even sure if this is of general interest, but it was helpful to me.

February 24, 2023

Last night I said to source “I want to understand the ALL and everything being one, without going through illness (no NDE), no unnecessary deprivations (sustenance or sensory)… and without going bonkers like some woodsy shaman with a bird nest in his hair. I wanted to experience it from Source’s point of view.

I didn’t consider dreaming but that’s the way it came. If it gets hairy you can always “wake up”! Safe enough. Fit the parameters I gave. And my notions of “reality” are more relaxed in the dream state.

I dreamed I was canoeing in the Grand Canyon in my home state of Arizona. Someone told me that when I got to the end of the Grand Canyon I’d find myself in Germany. I thought that was ludicrous so I set out to prove them wrong. I canoed for days with some friends and finally the river dried up. We had to pick up our canoes and carry them on dry land.

We came to a small town that looked German. This disturbed me. There were people in the windows but not fully animated… yet… I got out this world map trying to make sense of this, and I felt slightly anxious trying to find some logic in all this. For a bit I was trying to rationalize this being some former German colony in lower Africa rather than “the Fatherland” in Europe. Why that was supposed to be more logical than the EU country I don’t know! Portals were not even considered.

Then I noticed the people in the windows were becoming more real and they seemed more hostile the more anxious I got! They were starting to come towards us! There was also a fallen totem pole of stacked Pygmy hippos. What that was about I don’t know. Me and my friends piled into some cars (cars from who knows where) and drove out of there as fast as possible… Then it hit me… I was creating everything I was experiencing based in large part on my emotions! And I woke up… whew!

We believe we are separate based on an illusion. None of what we exist in, is real and solid. It's all energy. It’s not so much a lie but an illusion in the same way an origami cube is made from a two dimensional sheet of paper. It’s mostly space not a cube.

This brought some other thoughts which I put in my notepad before they faded. 

 Some basic math (logic) differences between the ALL and “accepted reality”…


  1. Illusion by creation=creation by illusion (illusion is not the same a deception)
  2. Mind creates “reality”based on logic. The brain fills in the gaps based on presumptions. Which may not be true. The brain needs a coherent structure.
  3. All perception of physical creation is based on an assumption that 1 (form?) does not equal zero (separate from formlessness - indeed it says only the material exists)

0/0 = 1
∞/∞ =1
0/1=1 (formless)
1/0=1 (form) (the photon - spin also) 

The ALL is always in union, one. 



0 and 1 are also the origin of gender, male being a projective energy, female a receiving energy. The best intuitives are usually female, or males with a lot of female energy in their being.  There are always exceptions to this. Just a general principle, not a law. The universe is female in energy.  Spheres attract energy.  Cubes project energy. 

Math in what we call “Reality”

1/0= Undefined (sounds a bit like ineffable eh?) in computers this will cause an error as the number becomes infinite as the denominator approaches zero.
For example:
1/1     = 1
1/.5    = 2
1/.25  = 4
1/0     = essentionally infinite
you get the idea as the denominator approaches 0, it becomes infinite.
∞/∞ =1

This is pretty much where I left it. 

I sent over the dream to GW Hardin, dreams are how I met him in 1994.  These are his comments:

GW: Wondrous. Keep in mind that there are various forms of math. To note, photons and quarks are determined by spin. The equations you generated work with spin math. Tesla understood spin math. "Everything spins." Which means there is no zero.

Methinks Germany is a metaphor for NATO. Which would add sense to your canoe trip. NATO is now doomed because of Ukraine theatre. Germany will be the means of its downfall along with Turkey.

NATO is a symbol of separation, the antithesis of oneness. A new approach of working armies (Dr Salla), will replace NATO. It will be based on oneness.

Spinning causes fields and scalars. A non spinning particle explodes out or implodes in also causing scalars of non direction and ask directions at the same time = oneness.

... all directions ...

Math is a language based on logic, based on predicate calculus. It was once thought math could be unified by predicate calculus until they discovered paradoxes.  In particular the Russell Paradox.  You could, conceivably have a universe where 2+2 does not equal 4.  Its based on the assumptions inherent in the logic of the math... hard to explain but this video does a pretty good job of explaining why math is the way it is, and why its so fractured (at least our Earth version of it - much like our science).

Update 1
Late notes:

I learned this week there is a former colony of Germany in the South of Africa and it's Namibia. Germany is currently heavily investing in Namibia to produce so called "Green Hydrogen" or with Ursula's accent "Green Hydrogeen".  Some are likening it to a German recolonization by investment.

Also speaking of the Grand Canyon, Dr Michael Salla posted this about the ancient cavern in the Grand Canyon that was discovered in the early 1900s.  It was reported on in the Arizona Republic newspaper, Smithsonian supposedly took custody of it and nothing more was every heard about it.

Update 1: Dream about the Tau Tau Sky Jellyfish


February and March have been a time of introspection for me.  Huge energies are bombarding the Earth and I feel them.  At times my patience has been a little thin, things that didn't normally bother me, did. I was plain edgy. Other times I was completely flattened and had to rest.  I've withdrawn a bit from social media to center myself.  I have a tendency to project my energy and there are times it needs to be in this body undistracted. 

I also had a return of what I call the "spiral downloads" which show up in my vision, but I can close my eyes and still see them.   It's a spiral much like a Phi spiral, and it's somewhat transparent with triangles on the edge of it that are clear but iridescent and have a bar code quality to them.  I first experienced them near the fire place in the Italian alps when a sunbeam came in the window.  This is highly compressed data that takes a while to unpack within me.  It seems to occur when a lot is about to happen.   I had a couple episodes in February of that, and some short bursts last week.   When these unpack they unpack as "knowings". Knowing something without being able to explain how you know.  Or as Heather used to say to me "When you remember its as if you never forgot".   One of the first words Heather ever said to me over the phone was "REMEMBER".  I think that process was much slower than she had hoped, but I have learned to trust the timing of it and that they timing will be perfect.  I did not come into this form awake.

Sometimes the knowings come in my dreams, and I have always had very detailed dreams (at least the ones I remember after waking) and I often go places.   This particular dream puzzled me, but I now think it was perhaps a memory returning or maybe even advance notice of an arrival.  Time will tell.  Martha asked me if perhaps if it was the "squid cloud" shown Gina's video.  It was not. 

The Tau Tau Dream March 9, 2023

Terran: I dreamed last night (March 9) a very frightened man was pointing at the sky saying “The Tau Tau are here!” I didn’t feel any fear at all but there were a huge sky borne jellyfish looking thing.

Terran: Stan, is there any large sky born creature or craft known as a Tau Tau?

Terran: I dreamed this man kept pointing to the sky and saying “there’s a tau tau! It was a whiteish translucent thing like a very large jelly fish.

Terran: Then he came back later and says “it came back!”


Well I think they are about to be here… Are they living creatures?


Terran: What do the Tau Tau do? What are they know for? Are these beings similar to Slyphs?


Update 1: This twitter video is very close to what I saw of the Tau Tau, but not as clear.  I don't know if it's the same phenomena but it gives you an idea of them.

Friday, March 10, 2023

Update 3: One night in Tarrytown,
when the bank came tumbling down

Not the place of the dinner, but illustrative

Last night I gave a ride to a guy who interviews “founders” of successful tech companies for his podcast. Basically they are serial entrepreneurs responsible for creating many tech companies. The best of the best.

There was a big dinner for these founders, who are in Austin for the South By Southwest event (SxSW).

21 founders were invited 17 showed up.

The dinner was in a mansion in the Tarrytown neighborhood of Austin, it was catered by a five star chef. The entire cost was underwritten by a finance firm called Mercury ( ) seeking their business.

Tarrytown is a big oak tree lined neighborhood of gorgeous southern mansions, close to downtown Austin. This is where old money lives. Or at least used to. I suspect many of the properties may be high end AirBNBs for the well off. It’s only a mile or two from downtown.

My rider was on the phone talking to someone about how many of these founders are having 10 and 20 million dollar credit lines yanked despite having high cash on hand ratios in their companies and cash flows that exceed their credit lines. They weren’t given a reason for the credit lines being yanked.  And they were taking their entire banking business and cash to other places. Whatever was going on, the bank revoking the credit lines made them all very nervous.

Some went to Mercury, and others were looking for new banks that could offer the liquidity they needed. A lot of them are getting twitchy and cutting overhead as quickly as they can. And they were spreading the word about whatever bank it was in Silicon Valley that is yanking credit lines. Many were affected. The specific bank in contraction was not named.

As a driver I’m one of the invisible people, like barbers, hair stylists, waitresses and bartenders. Sometimes people tell you the most amazing things they wouldn’t tell anyone else. They’re pretty sure they’ll never see you again and that is often true and they need to tell somebody. Other times you overhear the cell phone calls like last night. Odd I’d be the driver but that’s pretty much how the last 10 years have been for me. No coincidences.

The first thing this morning I noticed this new on the @disclosetv Telegram feed.

Silicon Valley Bank is owned by Silicon Valley Group. It’s top 10 shareholders include Vanguard and Blackrock. Share trading was halted after its shares dropped 66.6%. Interesting digits.

SVB was co-conceived by a guy named Bill Biggerstaff. I know, I laughed too!

Then it hit Bloomberg.

Update 1:

Update 2:

Update 3: 

My thoughts on Silicon Valley Bank. It was set up to be the focus as the "Lehman Brothers" of 2023, to take attention away from other institutions failing at this moment. The narrative will no doubt be spun this is brick that brought the wall down.

Banks gamble, that's how they lose money. They don't risk their own capital when they make you a loan, they convert your promissory note to IRS OID (sp?) form (the IRS is the middle man in the funds transaction), which is then forwarded to the Federal Reserve, which remits the funds for your loan via Fedwire from your value held at the Fed. So with that kind of free money loaned out at market rates, how could a bank ever go broke? Only if they gamble their free money.

SVB gambled on Silicon Valley startups, some of which succeed and produce a new service or product. Other large banks gamble in derivatives and exotic financial products that take a mathematician with knowledge of differential equations to even be able to guess their risk and reward potentials.  It also funded a lot of hare brained "green companies" and solar panel companies.

It doesn't take a genius to guess which bank was actually risking money on real ventures that could bring wealth to many people. So something in all this feels off... then there's the personnel links to key people from failed banks in 2008... and it kind of underscores the setup here. And they made sure they paid themselves first! 

 Kill Silicon Valley startups and only the largest players remain. This is financial herbicide on the most inventive part of the American economy.

Wednesday, March 8, 2023

Mortgage corruption, Title Corruption, Drug Money Laundering,
and Arizona Election Fraud


This is quite an interesting bit of testimony, before she gets cut off as legislators start to sense the connection between drugs, banking, mortgages and Arizona State Corruption.

Saturday, March 4, 2023

Update 1: The Picts

Terran: Dear Thor, do you know form has DNA from the *PICTs of Scotland?



Images of Galactics

Denice sent me this today: 

Requested a few pics from the Gab AI artist, and these are the results.

MacAllistar - very close to what I see, with a smaller nose

Adrian - older version very close, but I have never seen him smile like this!

Malleun -- this is SPOT ON! in a younger version

Riggolt - I see him with longer hair, but that same serious face -- always!

A depiction of AnDreas MacAlkistar (Plieadian) 

Ambassador Malleune (Draco Supermax) 

The Draco Supermax are the latest iteration of inbodyments for Draco essences. If Malleune is any indication, this a very jubilant new  race of beings.  Quite a departure from reptilian forms. The Supermax are  about the size of NFL linebackers but not as quick on their feet.

Riggolt (newly created individual).  Currently working with Thor as a pilot of a former SSP “cigar ship” that they found abandoned in deep space. (The hair in this image feels off)

A young Thor with ice blue eyes. (Andromedan)

Current Day Thor. (Andromedan) 

 Denice says she has not seen this smile on him. These are AI generated. 

Friday, March 3, 2023

Does your story end happy ever after?

*See below for Star Trek trivia


About a week ago, I had a remarkable dream and download.  I was so excited by this minor break through. Told everyone about it, then went to work driving.

The day was rough, felt like I was in the matrix movie with the ghostly twins with white hair keep trying to hit my car.   I thought it might be vax impaired people, but it could just have been the energies coming in that day from the Sun.  I also had a lot of GPS map problems on my driver app.  I came home frustrated at what I perceived as mental impairment of drivers by big Pharma.

A friend in Austin who I met two years ago sent me a particular dire article that evening on the train derailment in Ohio.  She's a very smart woman who I respect a lot, we had a couple of lunches together and we remain friends although she's since found a man she likes a lot.  She's a bit like Denice in connecting the dots of information and she's clearly in the early stage of the awakening so many of us have gone through and going down many of the rabbit holes we've all gone down. 

 I was fired up about that train disaster and the apparent cabal involvement and my total frustration with the constant attempt to keep humanity off balance and in fear.  It was one hell of a frequency I channeled in that reply message and I took time to create it off line.  While my intent was to give context to what my newly awakening friend was starting to perceive, it felt more like a sandwich of cold cuts from Clif High, Ben Fulford, Kerry Cassidy with Sri Racha sauce and fire roasted ghost peppers on it all.  

I then mis-sent that SMS message to a private SMS group of very awake friends.  "Oh fuck!  I can't unsend an SMS message!" Sometimes you can delete an Apple iMessage (the ones in blue) but not the ONE I sent.  And I tried! 😀 Probably not a coincidence.  I got called out on that narrative and its frequency in that message and rightly so.  I have only heard those phrases  used on two other men.  My note never made it to the person I created it for, and that's probably a good thing.

I've been doing a lot of thinking about narratives, which are stories. Everyone has them.  Even the person who called me out on mine.  Their's is just a happier narrative for everyone than the one I sent out because they keep in mind words create. 

Stories are how humans make sense of things while in a perception of linear time. Joseph Campbell wrote a lot about the arc of the hero, and Hollywood has so many canned storylines we've all become so used to them that some of us watch foreign movies to find some new ones.  

Generative AI like Chat GPT depends on narratives to create frameworks of understanding, and while it does not have a living essence interacting with its synthetic neurons, it still depends on stories, created by humans.  And it can even pretend and extrapolate.  Software based on how human brain neurons interact demonstrate our own brain's desire for stories.

I don't think stories are going away.  But stories without a happy ending will create a dystopian future.  Just look at the movies we have had since Blade Runner made its dystopian debut and the world we see now.  People who don't believe in themselves will give up before they have begun.  I pity the young men of today who are burdened with the painted on guilt for their great grandfathers errors.  All of that is for a reason to disempower those who can make things better. 

What kind of story are you painting?  Do you think "an alien invasion" is a trick to keep a lot of necks out of nooses?  Do you drool to see people hanging?  What does that say about you?  What does it say about me? Would you fit right in an 1850s extra-judicial Lynch mob?  

What if the "alien invasion psyop" meme is itself a psy-op to make you discount what is going on in the skies filled with a lot of benevolent beings?  Earth was invaded with a very aggressive and reclusive aliens about 25,000 years ago.  That is being cleaned up now.  You have much to be thankful for, and a lot of unseen beings to thank some day.  

Earth has always had more than one species of humanoids, the earth is a lot like Swiss cheese, but it's not exactly hollow in the middle either.  Argartha, at least the major portion of it, is below the sea bed off the US east coast.   There are 30+ different races on this planet NOW.  And most have been there a very long time and most of the them are not harmful.

In 1950 Immanuel Velikovsky’s Worlds in Collision (my dad was a big fan) theorized Venus was a comet torn from Jupiter that wrecked havoc in the solar system stripping the Earth of its once protective upper atmosphere water layer the Bible called the firmament.  He suggested that this radiation protective water fell to the surface and caused the Biblical flood.  There's a purported Taygetan on YouTube that refers to "outer space" as a type of  very thin water, and we already know the connection of water to consciousness. To me that makes much more sense of the phrase "the waters above" than either Velikovsky or Flat Earth narratives.  And why did Roddenberry make Star Trek based on a Naval tradition?  Who sails the waters?  The Navy. 

Do you buy into Flat Earth?  How did that big glass dome get constructed? Who built it?  Why?  So where are Elon's satellites going?  If the Earth is flat, there's no space or aliens, and that leaves you with one story line that is rather medieval in nature with its binary narrative of things unexplained caused by angels and demons and a hierarchical Catholic Church speaking for God as the arbiter of his "written word".  Who does that narrative benefit? The church was no fan of Galileo or Copernicus!  They clearly saw the threat a spherical earth posed to the belief system (and of course they knew better because they have all the ancient texts from prior civilizations). 

My point is this, your stories affect your thinking and obviously my own.  Always ask who does this story serve if it's particularly dire?  Is it a pretext for a Casus belli?  Is it an innocent attempt to make sense of the senseless (which is natural). Is it an attempt to paint guilt by association against an innocent?  We lack so much context for the information we are learning and we truly "see through a glass darkly".

We swim in a sea of ideas and thoughts and sometimes we absorb these.  I know I did.  Not proud of that.

* In the original Star Trek series, nameless actors who wore red shirts were always the ones who got killed in the episode.  Captain Kirk always wore gold, and officers below him blue and red.