Friday, February 16, 2024

Update 1: Minding the Gap


Since the beginning of the new year I have been paying much closer attention to the flow of things.  I've been watching a lot of Bashar videos on creating your reality.  His information is for the most part sound (except his stuff on Atlantis).   Bashar consistently points out that the guideposts to what you want is marked by your joy and excitement.   Sometimes if the joy or excitement is not there, or you encounter a block, it means "not yet".   Everything has its timing.   He advises switching to what does bring your joy and watch how it brings you around to where you need to be.

Creating reality sounds funny to the average person, they think it just is the way it is.  But the truth is everyone creates every single instant.  You can create consciously or unconsciously. It's why billions upon billions is spent on manipulating your mind, usually with fear or greed, to agendas not your own for people who don't show you their faces.  The controllers have always known the fluid nature of reality and spent a lot of money and effort making sure you create the reality they want.  But the truth is a completely awakened humanity could create instant freedom from them. IF THEY KNEW AND ACTED ON IT.  

The controllers have humans who are supposed to be the faces of "the people's will" but in reality are usually chosen for their moral deficiencies and bribe-able tendencies to have that bridle of public revulsion so firmly planted in their mouths by their puppeteers that they never do what is right for planet Earth.  But they so enjoy the limelight of fame and prestige and the trappings of the appearance of power.   But they never sleep well.  The puppeteers are always watching. 

We are in a mind trap, the gap, is the missing HEART engine of it all.  Heart is your Source connection to  THE ALL.  Call it the Universe if that helps.  Call it God if you want. The mind is important but it was never meant to guide the heart, the mind was meant to be in service to the heart. 

My background was in logic. I trained originally as an Assembly Language (machine language) programmer and you get very skilled at logic when working that close to "the metal" of a computer.  Things were true or not true.  Black and white.   It worked or it didn't.  I wasn't the only techie in Morocco, but my friend (whom I can't name or he will ban me from his boat), knew quite a bit  about energies from working with Heather and others.  He taught me how to use a crystal to douse answers for questions I had.  There's nothing spooky about dousing, it's simply interacting with your body's energetic field, to produce answers your logical mind can't see or your senses can't detect.  Be warned that dousing questions about people's behavior is problematic, as people change constantly, what might be true in one moment, might not be true in some future moment.   But it's useful in the now on questions about yourself and things around you.  

In the early days of when I was in Morocco (2013), there was a moment when things got very tough for me. It seemed EVERYTHING I feared was happening to me.  Of the 100 or so in Morocco at that time I probably understood less about "subtle energies" (as Ingo Swann calls them) than most there did.  anguishing for weeks about my situation I came to the conclusion that I was somehow creating what I was experiencing.  And the only recourse I had was to show absolute love to all persons and situations no matter how they presented themselves.  I had few friends at that moment.   

Within 24 hours of that moment EVERYTHING CHANGED.   I was invited to peoples homes that wanted nothing to do with me prior (never knew exactly why that was), and in one very tense but funny (at least to me) moment I saw the energies move to see if I was serious with the most amusing cast of characters showing up in the same place. One poor guy got such a headache from it all, but he recovered. Aouchtam was very energetic, it sits on a massive Ley line coming out of the Mediterranean Sea and tends to amplify everything. 

In the run up to the first of February I worked an awful lot.  Early January was very slow and bills needed to be paid.  I came down with this cold that produces some awful sticky stuff in the lungs which Denice and Bev had experienced a few months ago.  It's been going around. But I needed to keep on working.  Then on February 3rd, my car stopped running but I did make it to my garage.   My thinking was to work on the car the next day but I just crashed for a few days, I needed to get over the cold and I really think the universe just shut me down so I would heal.   There was also a number of solar events impacting earth which I and others and probably you, feel very clearly in our energy fields.  

When I felt better physically I couldn't even look at the car.  So I looked at the shungite pendant I bought off of Etsy.  I drive a lot around 5G towers and it does seem to help.  I had added amethyst beads to it because just the shungite felt like I was wearing a black hole.  I needed some energies to offset that feel.  But it wasn't complete and didn't lay right on my chest and I had previous ordered some other stones for their color and feel. to complete it.   So I started working on that and I could feel the energies flowing within me.  I need to be creating.  Constantly.  It is what I was created to do.  Even if it's something small.  Then while working on my car all my flash lights would not hold a charge, the lithium batteries are about 3 or more years old.  They needed replacing. I enjoy electronics.  More flow.  I mentioned the flash light batteries to a friend:

Similar situation came up in a conversation with two others about nitric oxide and health and well being:

I'm coming to the opinion this might just be me in a more complete form producing this short messages.  It could be galactic too, that has happened to bother Denice and me.

I have a bad temperature sensor, I've been observing degrade for weeks,  I just didn't have time to replace it. I got that replaced after much difficulty, also replacing a leaking power steering reservoir hose on my Honda.   I don't enjoy working on cars like I did when I was a teenager, Honda's do make more sense than most cars do in their layout.  I'd rather work on computers.  But in this case I have to work on it. It's in my garage.   So hopefully today I get all the warning lights shut down and reset and there's not an alternator issue (changed that 6 months ago - so under warranty but still a pain to change if that is the case).   Very low on food so I must get back to work soon.  

During this time I had lots of quality time with my cat.  Which he likes.  He gets to go out more too. I am of firm belief the happiest cats are cats that free to roam and discover. Buster is an outdoor cat but when I moved Austin from the Hill Country, he wouldn't go outside much.  He didn't like the voices of other humans in the apartment complex.   It's really taken him a year to adapt to that.   Now he goes out a lot. 

I am not yet very good at telepathy so I've only had one conversation with him (sounded like a little kid to me) about why I left every day.  I explained to him I did that so I could bring food home for him.  He got the message and didn't get as antsy at my absence as he once did.  I've also learned some new ways about how he communicates.  

One morning my cat was more aggressive than normal.  He's was adopted as a feral kitten.  He's got some wild genes turned on.  He can bite if annoyed.  That morning he did, and he bit me twice on the same spot on the top of my left foot near my ankle and I was bleeding everywhere and it hurt! I was so angry I really thought somethings I am not proud of, but I restrained myself.  I taped up my foot, then examined the litter box and it needed cleaning.   He was pissed off at me and letting me know it. I cleaned it and then he was a very contented kitty.   A few days ago I woke up from my bed to get a drink of water, and my cat had pushed his heavy ceramic water bowl into the path to the kitchen. It needed refilling.  I may have been sick but he still needed to be taken care of.   My lungs are now clear. 

 Good lessons for me.  Stay in heart no matter what.  


Test drove the car, seemed good at first, drove to the mailboxes got my mail and then started the car, and it seemed lacking in charge.  I think I have a bad battery - I had fully charged it.  Got the power steering hose changed.  I still have some dash lights to reset, which is kind of like doing the Honda hokey pokey dance... put your right hand out... push this then that, wait for blinky light.. etc.  The battery light will go away on its own once that is replaced by a warranty unit. 

Interesting Synchronicity

Bev forwarded Sophia Love's latest newsletter, which she noticed said pretty much everything I said above but much more concisely without all the personal stuff.  I encourage everyone to get Sophia Love's newsletter and read the whole thing.  This is a small partial excerpt of her excellent article: 

... your body recognizes the feel of what occurs, and thus knows what to do for optimum performance. It is you, after all, and as your physiological functioning is enhanced, everything works better. 

...As you do, your confidence will increase, and you’ll believe you capability. As you do, you’ll practice more, and this will increase your “success” rate and encourage more of the same.  
This is how creation occurs...

The final step is manifest...ˮ