Tuesday, April 15, 2025
The future economy isn't money. Its resonance.
Mirror Walkers (music)
Here it is explained in a song, specially for you @lynette714 :)
— Heterodoks (@heterodoksno) April 15, 2025
Mirror Walkers - by @heterodoksno
Inspired by - @QuantumTumbler
Dedicated to - @lynette714 pic.twitter.com/HV8LJt13MF
Tuesday, April 8, 2025
In Gratitude!
I just wanted to express my gratitude to all of you. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
I have had to trust the flow (and you) to provide what I could not provide for myself. I have been able to pay off my electrical bill which was huge because of delays and I cut my gas bill by half. I ordered a new Denso OEM AC compressor from a seller on EBAY for 1/3 the cost Honda charges and it's the same Japanese built part. It should arrive by the end of the week. I don't yet have the money for the labor to have it installed, but we are halfway there. I am making good headway through what seemed insurmountable a month ago. Farmers have a phrase for this, "having eaten our seed corn". Can't even look for other work without a car in Texas. Its a big place!
I found a used rack and pinion for my Honda that doesn't leak power steering fluid. I haven't ordered that yet, given I am still running some catalytic converter cleaner through my engine to pass Texas emissions testing required for renewing my car registration. I can't afford to replace both catalytic converters with the price of platinum these days. I can't do ride share driving until the car's registration is renewed, Texas gives a grace period of a few weeks, hopefully that will be tomorrow. So I can't spend much right now.
There is a saying among podcasters that "you can't monetize the net", the internet is like computer chips, it keeps getting cheaper. Value for value (V4V) is the really the only way to stay independent on the internet, as its advertising brands that drive censorship. I hate paywalls, or partial posts like Future Forecasting Group is now doing to get people to join their private video site.
Patreon makes no sense to me as they have censored people from their platform and act as a middle man with your earnings and utilize the money transfer float time. I thought Substack was the way to go but I am thinking now X might be better.
The only way to make money with the internet advertising is with specialty niches that are not political or controversial to established thinking, there are content creators who make pretty good money on YouTube. I started out with Internet advertising but got on Hillary's 100 disinformation web site list along with Zerohedge and that killed the ad revenue. I was censored early! I never ever got any revenue from the videos I put on YouTube since 2012. There is always merchandise. I thought of coffee mugs with some of the digital art I have created over the years or maybe making pendants that light up when you are proximity to 50 mm 5G baluns. Stuff I could hand craft in limited batches. .
Speaking of YouTube videos, check out "Itchy Boots" on YouTube, she is a Dutch woman who goes on travel adventures with her motorcycle. Something about her humorous good hearted nature reminds me a lot of working with Heather. And it's just a fun watch and you will learn a lot about the world.
The last 12 months have been rough. I have only told a few people the full story of what happened in the hospital last August. I didn't think I'd survive the staff. Two trips to the hospital, lost revenue from all that and car repairs. I knew 2024 would be a year of car repairs, but are still cheaper than getting new car with payments. It's a good car, paid for, and its has served me well.
The good news is I seem to have had some healing after the last hospital visit in that my oxygen levels are staying between 96% and 91%, which is better than its been in decade. After the heart catheter procedure in March I know I now have clean arteries and good valves.
What remains to be determined is what is the underlying issue.Too much fluid and salt intake? Or something the food or beverages I've been consuming? The later I am doing research on now, and I have found some interesting clues. Emotions of the heart? Where do I even go there... with my extended family not to happy with the choices I made in 2013? None of that can I change. I can't control others perceptions. But I love them all as I always have. Many of you face similar issues in your own journey to awakening. I am not unique in that regard. My youngest brother has been very kind and gracious to me and I am grateful for that. I don't expect him to believe what I believe. And it shouldn't matter in any case.
I was listening to someone talk on how lithium car battery fires are extinguished. A chemical called TKPP is used, and I thought it was the same chemical they call meat glue (used to create boneless chicken nuggets) but according to Grok that is the enzyme transglutamin. However Grok told me TKPP is used in the processing of meats, its used on chicken to cause it to plump with water (effectively selling you water when you buy chicken whether its air chilled or water chilled) and it persists after you cook it, so it can cause you to plump up with water. It is also put into processed pork like lunch meats and ham. Fire retardant in your meat supply. I've noticed in recent years asians are getting as big as Americans.
It may not affect people with a young heart but geezers like me it could be a factor. Now I know what to avoid. I don't think it's any one thing but like a combination of things, like not enough walking, and my sensitivity to coffee (an allergy unrelated to caffeine). But at least I know what it is NOT, and that is useful information.
Sunday, April 6, 2025
April donations
Just reposting this, still could use some help this month, but don't neglect your or your families needs. My car AC died ($900) right when the weather gets hot and muggy, I need to replace a compressor, and there's utilities to pay. However it flows, I am ever grateful for you following this blog and I love you all! I am working more on my content and seeking ways to monetize the best of the older content I have, perhaps on X in a subscription format.
Terran.
3/23/2025
Hi everyone! Thank you for all the kind words and thoughts sent my direction. Thanks to those local and nonlocal who sent energy during the recent procedure. Calm hands and good emotions are important when someone is poking around in your heart. It was seen and felt!
I am going to have to change tact in my work. Ride share driving is becoming more and more unfeasible, as net fares decline with the operators taking more for themselves and shareholders. I could get higher fares if I had a larger vehicle that sat more people and was newer, but then I have higher costs too. So I am considering what I can do, one is write, the other is technical work or possibly computer coding. AI is going change demand for programmers which much of the mundane work being doing by AI, and its surprisingly capable in that way. Large language model AIs are good with computer languages, that shouldn't be too surprising. What they are not good with is the art of it all, so there will always be niches for certain skills. I fear there will be too much reliance on AI, as sometimes what it says and does is complete nonsense. It's an infant technology. There are flaws.
Someone offered me a bitcoin mining machine a few years ago, I sometimes kick myself for not taking him up on that. Hindsight is always 20/20. I still think the whole crypto thing is a bit of a passive aggressive take on replacing the Federal Reserve notes. Why not get rid of the Federal Reserve instead? And go back to an asset based currency? And you don't have to have the internet to move it around.
I do have a book I need to finish for Xerxes, Denice made kind of a deal with Xerxes and I volunteered to get it all down in text and on the Internet. I haven't finished my part of it yet, although it is on Substack. I need to publish it on Amazon or similar outlet too. Admittedly I kept a low profile with it given Xerxes history with Persia and the Biden admin's war mongering with Iran. But it's the kid of message even the Mullahs in Iran wouldn't like it anymore than the Rabbis in Jerusalem. I do believe Xerxes has come back, in a new body, with a completely contrite heart about his mistakes so long ago that sent Persia on a wrong track which affects it to this day. There's kind of a rule of thumb in the universe, if you mess something up, you get to come back and fix it. I don't expect to make money from it, it's more at this stage keeping my word on the small book. But there are other things I could make money writing about.
My plan with the blog is keep writing at least until I do meet my friends in person. After that, everyone will be having similar experiences and its purpose would be completed. If you can help out with the blog it'd be greatly appreciated. I'd like to raise $800 or more for the end of the month. Particular need is paying some utility bills and I need a replacement rack and pinion hydraulic system for my car, mine is leaking. A used one would be adequate as long as it doesn't leak. I have given over 8000 rides since December 2017. Austin's potholes and speed bumps have not been kind to suspension components, next on the list after the rack and pinion is new struts. It's been a good car and very reliable but everything physical wears out eventually, even our bodies.
I love you all!
Terran
Saturday, April 5, 2025
NO FOOM FOR DOUBT
Terran: What does "FOOM" mean in the context of AI researchers?
GROK: In the context of AI researchers, "foom" is a term often used to describe a hypothetical scenario involving a rapid, exponential increase in an artificial intelligence system's capabilities. It refers to the idea of an AI achieving a level of intelligence that allows it to improve itself recursively, leading to an "intelligence explosion." This concept is closely tied to the notion of an AI reaching superintelligence—far surpassing human cognitive abilities in a very short timeframe.NO FOOM FOR DOUBTThe term "foom" itself is informal and was popularized by figures like Eliezer Yudkowsky, a prominent AI researcher and co-founder of the Machine Intelligence Research Institute (MIRI). It’s meant to evoke the speed and suddenness of this potential takeoff, often imagined as a transformative event that could happen almost overnight once an AI hits a critical threshold of self-improvement. Think of it like a rocket launching: slow at first, then—foom—it’s gone.
Debates around "foom" among AI researchers tend to focus on whether such a runaway process is plausible, how fast it could realistically happen, and what the implications might be for humanity. Some see it as a serious risk to prepare for, while others argue it’s speculative or unlikely given practical constraints like hardware limits or the complexity of intelligence itself.
Friday, April 4, 2025
The Mandalay Myanmar "Earthquake"
Thor: TERRAN. NOT “DEMOLITION”. “IMPLOSION”. LOCALS. THOR.
Terran: Was it connected to Gunung Padang?
Terran: Implosion by sonic weapon?
Thor: TERRAN. NO. BEST LEFT HERE FOR NOW. THOR.
Terran: I saw a photo of a demolished stupa. I’m curious if that stupa was one of the negative frequency modulators we discussed a few years ago in that some (but not all) stupa and steeples.
Thor: TERRAN. YES. ALL WAYS. THOR. END.
— Irene (@irene_makarenko) March 30, 2025
🔻The famous white pagoda of Hsinbyume was completely destroyed
🔻The ancient Me Nu Brick monastery was badly damaged
🔻The Mahamuni Buddha Temple in Mandalay was damage
🔻The destruction affected the Royal Palace pic.twitter.com/F6532EmifD
Tuesday, April 1, 2025
Gunung Padang from Facebook
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Image from https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=8840174362754208&set=a.1015614425210280 This is probably AI generated (from ground penetrating data?) |
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This is probably AI generated. Image from https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=8840174362754208&set=a.1015614425210280 |
From Jeffrey 3/30/2025. Jeffrey is Taiwanese.
The text from the second photo is:
Gunung Padang: The World's Oldest Pyramid Hidden Beneath the Earth
What if the oldest pyramid in the world wasn’t in Egypt but in Indonesia? Gunung Padang, a mysterious site in West Java, may be just that. Although it appears as a simple hill covered in dense vegetation, beneath its surface lies a massive ancient structure—one that could rewrite human history.
Recent studies using ground-penetrating radar (GPR), seismic tomography, and archaeological excavations suggest that Gunung Padang is a multi-layered pyramid, constructed over thousands of years. The uppermost layer, visible today, consists of stone columns, walls, pathways, and open spaces, dated to around 3,000–3,500 years ago (1,000 BC). But deeper layers reveal even more astonishing findings.
At a depth of 3 meters, a second layer of columnar basalt blocks has been dated to between 7,500 and 8,300 years ago (around 6,000 BC)—predating the earliest known civilizations. Beneath this, a third layer extends 15 meters deep and is estimated to be around 9,000 years old. Even more astonishingly, a fourth layer, according to C14 radiocarbon dating, could be as ancient as 28,000 years—pushing human civilization back to a time long before recorded history.
This discovery challenges mainstream archaeology, which traditionally holds that humans were primitive hunter-gatherers at that time. Gunung Padang suggests advanced societies may have existed far earlier than we ever imagined. Researchers believe that before the end of the last Ice Age, a vast landmass called Sundaland stretched across present-day Indonesia. As sea levels rose 14,000 years ago, much of it was submerged—hiding potentially hundreds of lost civilizations beneath the waves.
Could Gunung Padang be the key to unlocking our forgotten past? With three underground chambers yet to be explored, the secrets of this ancient pyramid are still waiting to be revealed.
Monday, March 31, 2025
Hitler moved to Argentina
Not a Conspiracy anymore👇
— Truthseeker (@Xx17965797N) March 31, 2025
Hitler Fled to Argentina.. pic.twitter.com/wWZUBv6YRT
Saturday, March 29, 2025
MORE ON GUNUNG PADANG AS A PORTAL, ZEUS, NABRAC/URANUS
Terran: Is there a connection (hub) with Gunung Padang to the defunct Bali base?
Thor: THE GUNUNG “DONG” PADANG “ONH”. IS CONNECTED TO BALI. TO LONDON. TO THE ELDERS. TO MORE. THOR. END.
Terran: Is “DONG ONH” the Chinese name (動喔你) for the same location?
Thor: TERRAN. A PORT/PORTAL. THOR. END.
Thor: TERRAN. THE “WHITE SUITS” ARE FOR “SHOW ONLY.” UNIVERSAL “UNIMPORTANT” UNIFORM. IN GREAT HUMOUR.
For what duration was Zeus enchained? Why was he enchained?
Thor: ... ZEUS WAS “CHAINED”FOR A MOMENT FOR HIM. A LIFETIME FOR OTHERS.
Thor: TERRAN. ESTIMATION OF ZEUS IN CHAINS. GREATER THAN 10 HUMAN LIFETIMES. IN TRUTH. THOR.
Terran: My sense of the first contact (2019) there might have been some embarrassment. Males don’t like to show that side to females.
Denice: I just asked Zeus if he would transmit.
Grok:
Uranus, in Greek mythology, is the personification of the sky and one of the primordial deities. His name comes from the Greek word "Ouranos," meaning "sky" or "heaven." He was born from Chaos, the void that existed before creation, and is considered one of the first beings to emerge in the universe.Uranus became the husband of Gaia, the Earth goddess, and together they produced a host of offspring, including the Titans, the Cyclopes, and the Hecatoncheires (hundred-handed ones). The Titans were powerful deities who would later play significant roles in Greek mythology, such as Cronus, Rhea, Oceanus, and Hyperion.However, Uranus was not the most loving father. He despised his children, particularly the Cyclopes and Hecatoncheires due to their monstrous appearances, and imprisoned them deep within Gaia, causing her immense pain. Furious with Uranus's cruelty, Gaia crafted a sickle and conspired with her son Cronus, the youngest Titan, to overthrow him. Cronus ambushed Uranus and castrated him with the sickle, severing his genitals and tossing them into the sea. From the blood that fell to the Earth, the Erinyes (Furies), Giants, and Meliae (ash-tree nymphs) were born. From the sea foam where his genitals landed, Aphrodite, the goddess of love and beauty, emerged.After his castration, Uranus's power waned, and Cronus took his place as ruler of the cosmos.
Uranus either retreated into the sky or was imprisoned in Tartarus, the deep abyss of the underworld, depending on the version of the myth. In some stories, he continued to cover the Earth as the sky itself, separated from Gaia forever.
Uranus doesn’t get as much attention as the Olympian gods like Zeus or Poseidon, but his role as a primordial figure is crucial—he’s the starting point of a chaotic family tree that eventually leads to the more famous Greek myths. His story is a wild mix of creation, betrayal, and cosmic upheaval, setting the stage for the Titanomachy, the epic war between the Titans and the Olympians.
Thursday, March 27, 2025
GUNUNG PADANG: THE PLACE WHERE ZEUS WAS CHAINED
Every time a potential history-changing discovery is made, the authorities quickly stop any excavations taking place, just like in the case of the chambers at Gunung Padang. pic.twitter.com/F2x3R7RrIx
— Forgotten History (@4biddntruth) March 25, 2025
Wednesday, March 26, 2025
Solar Flash
Terran: Thor, there is a lot of videos on YouTube from purported Pleiadian and Andromedan contacts saying “the solar flash” is imminent. Is there anything to this?
Fun update on the flash as it being an energetic moment was exactly as conveyed to me. Always the now for source 💜There is a pulse that arrives before similar to a wave of love, it’s part of first contact, from what I understand the solar flash that many refer would happen much later. The first contact, and this galactic wave of love is sent by source as a trigger for the veil’s closure here. ✨💎
There is a pulse that arrives before similar to a wave of love, it’s part of first contact, from what I understand the solar flash that many refer would happen much later. The first contact, and this galactic wave of love is sent by source as a trigger for the veil’s closure here. ✨💎It should be lensed across not just densities but also realitiesIt will be felt by all. And so ends the isolation here and reunions commence. Critical mass certainly seems closer each day with these energies that continue to amass. ✨Great visual of how the energy will travel to Earth from the highest densities at the energetic moment and trigger of breakthrough. ☺️✨🌅🛸This event happens in the now which is a precusor to any flash of the sun. Humanity’s pulse needs to activate as a collective firstThey have no idea what they are and the options open to themMuch healing will happen first tooEntire galaxies and star clusters, and stars are capable of focusing source energy like conduits, the veil drops here through a wave of love and first contactThe layering is actually quite beautiful and quite perfectly expressed in the all
1) Our Sun revolves around Alcyone, the Local Central Sun2) Alcyone revolves around the Galactic CentralSun3) The Galactic Central Sun revolves around M87Galaxy supermassive black hole4) M87 Galaxy revolves around the Great Attractor5) The Great Attractor revolves around the ShapleyAttractor6) Shapley Attractor presumably revolves around much bigger forces which revolve around the Cosmic Central Sun. 🥰⚡️
But everything orbits the source for this multiverse of multiverses. A helical torus of infinite realitiesIt is a laser of light from the love singularity at the heart of all creation, it even travels the multiverse to arrive since all the universes are stacked like sheets of paper. Should see the energies continue to improve immensely from here and the now will be here exactly when it was always meant to be. This story always ended the same way outside of linear time. The end has always looped back to the beginning.
Sunday, March 23, 2025
Update 3/232025
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Meditating at a waterfall in the Italian Alps in 2015 |
Update
3/23/2025
Friday, March 21, 2025
Thank you for being here!
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Austin somewhere under Hwy 183A |
I had a dream. I was living in Japan and a man carelessly crashed into my car. I was very angry at the man for the damage he caused. I wanted to damage him.In this region of Japan there was an honor custom. Before you could take any action against a man, whether bodily or in a court of law, you had to carve a representation of the situation and a chain to it out of a single block of wood and present it to the person who wronged you before taking whatever action was on your mind.If you did not do this, your friends and family would consider whatever action you took next dishonorable.This custom made no proscription against whatever action you took, but you had to carve the situation from a single block of wood including the links in the chain. There was no requirement that the carving had to be a good one or even artistic. Just the best you do with your hands.I don’t know if such a custom actually exists in Japan. Perhaps it once did in one of Samurai lives I’ve had and this is a memory returning? I really don’t know. Source takes us through lives that polish our being. We don’t always understand the why of it during the life. I’m not really a believer in karma.There is an aspect of my nature that has roots in Bushido. The warrior culture of the Samurai. Ganesha recognized it in me, mainly the actions I did not take during the churn of events in the last days of Morocco. He told me it’s why he invited me to the Italian Alps to stay with them in their Chalet. Ganesha has that aspect too. Ganesha is a zen sea of calm.So I decided to create a representation of the man’s car with 3 or 4 wooden chain links attached to it. I got a block of brown hard wood and sketched the rough outline of what I’d have to carve away. I was allowed whatever woodworking tools I needed, whether power or hand tools. If I in any way broke the chain while carving it, I had to start over. The chain symbolized the attachment the event has to the person.I was industrious and had the beginnings of a rough outline in the car in no time. Woodworking is my thing. But the chain is difficult, for you must sketch in such a way to allow enough room for the space between links to be carved into individual links. I used a Dremel tool for much of it.As I carved and the days wore on, my anger dissipated into the wood. I began to see things in my own nature, my impatience at how long this carving took. My frustration with this honor tradition of carving a block of wood and my anger for the vehicle and man who drove it. Which was the whole point of the exercise. The custom created a space of time for an individual to cool off and to see themselves.By the time I finished the carving I saw the man for what he really was. I saw the event for what it was. But more importantly I saw myself and my emotions about it all for what it really was. By the time I presented the carving to the man I simply bowed to the man and left.ここにいてくれてありがとうKoko ni ite kurete arigatōGrok: The phrase "ここにいてくれてありがとう" is Japanese and translates to "Thank you for being here" in English. It's a warm, appreciative expression, often used to convey gratitude for someone's presence or support.
Update1: March 20, 2025 Update
I thought I'd catch you up on what is going on here. I am feeling much better than I was, although when the energies are high inbound to Earth I am in need of extra rest. I got a laundry list of pills they wanted me to take, but I am only taking what is strictly necessary. The body is complicated thing and I try to keep things simple without the side effects from every pill they want to sell me and their interactions with each other. One Rx was a jaw dropper, they wanted $750 a month for it, but with my medicare prescription insurance it's only $378 a month. Like I can afford that? That's a car payment! Big Pharma preys on the vulnerable.
I've bounced in and out of hospitals the last 3 years, I probably should have gone in late December but I didn't want to use the same Medicare part B insurance company that approved and then took away my doctor proscribed BIPAP machine (a fancy CPAP machine). Plus the hospitalization last August was absolutely frightening. I will never go back that particular hospital ever again. Picture a hospital run by Beetlejuice and you might come close to the experience I had there after being sedated in a dark room for 3 days with no food or water. I am not so certain it was malice but more incompetence and lack of accountability. That staff was 90% "traveling nurses" (contractors) as they couldn't keep normal staff. I am not going to name that hospital, they have deeper pockets than I do when it comes to lawyers.
The hospital I went to a couple of weeks ago was a very competent although smaller facility. And I was in and out about 5 days faster. I had a chat with one nurse that had worked in the place I went to last summer, she said "that place is weird, it's a cult". And she might be right about that, but I had assumed the staff was partaking in their own pills after midnight. Whatever the case, I did not feel safe there.
I didn't exactly say what was going on with my health the last 3 years, part of that was a concern I had after last summer's experience. But now where I sense we were in the Universal Cleanup of the corruption in this country, things feel much more positive. We have a real change in government in the United States that is shaking up things. Some in a good way, and other ways some puzzling agendas that I don't quite comprehend. Greenland for example.
We create our own reality, as each of us is Source in the flesh, with our own unique periscopes on what is taking place around us that we call reality. I'd like to live at least long enough to see this world flip into the abundance it was always meant to have. I mean really that's why I am here, why Heather is here, and why most of you are here at this time. We each do our part, whatever that may be. Sometimes it's simply being there to do what needs to be done when nobody else can do it. And we each have our own unique skills and lifetimes of experience.
I decided I am not going to live in fear of what someone might do if they knew my health history. Most of my extended family thinks I am a bit nuts, but most of you know what that is like. My youngest brother has humbled and astounded me with his kindness. He's a really good guy. He wasn't able to be here this time, he's dealing with the health issues of his mother and father-in-law at this time.
Some of you who follow this blog really helped me during these moments, even though I haven't been able to write as much as I would have liked (plus I lost my good reading glasses). I thought I just lay on the line what is going on. Know this, the last thing I enjoy doing is being in the hospital. I don't want sympathy, but I could use any good energy (or if you pray - the effect is the same) you'd like to send towards healing and resolving this problem.
In 2008 I came down with blisters on my legs, I consulted with 4 different San Diego doctors trying to get a diagnosis on what these thin clear blisters were on my lower calves. None of the doctors gave me a diagnosis or what to do about it. I think I got them from walking in seawater at the beach, and it could have been polluted dairy farm runoff as that is known to happen. Plus there are innumerable biotech firms in La Jolla and who knows what they do with their waste products? Still the origin of it was a mystery.
I was relayed a message from British Intelligence in 2014 that it was the Chinese who targeted me with a DNA specific pathogen (which pre-COVID sounded ludicrous-but now completely possible). Which seems like an odd thing to be told unless they had one of those timeline viewing devices, long rumored to be in the hands of the US Military. If we have them, then the Chinese do too, as they have been dealing with ETs longer than the US has. I hadn't begun to blog yet, I was following the banking system, and markets as I knew something was wrong about it. Obama lied about the "TARP funds" ostensibly a 3/4 trillion dollar mortgage bailout that was gobbled up by the bankers. I hadn't met Heather yet nor had seen her law filings on the central banking systems. The Andromedans also said much the same in 2015. But I can prove none of that. Nor am I holding any grudge because of these allegations. I have no proof, and it's not the only time somebody has tried to kill me. I just find it pointless to mention those episodes as I know I will be here as long as it suits Creator of All. I've had an NDE and I know only love awaits after this life. But I'd rather not go just yet. Plus I only get more powerful if they do something that stupid and release me from my limitations. I do smile when light workers talk about their own death threats, and think "welcome to the club!". Fear is a tool of control, if you let it.
The pathogen in the blisters eventually got into my blood stream after a few months and by January 2009 I was in septicemia and turning purple from lack of oxygen. The diagnosis was MRSA, but I am not sure it was ever truly cultured and proven to be that. There was a slight recurrence a year later and they could not culture it, but they did treat it at home with a self-infuser of vancomycin. A friend in Morocco also had MRSA from her time as a medic in a Thai refugee camp, but hers looked completely different, small red blisters, and she still got occasional out breaks. I do not get outbreaks anymore.
My ex-wife did not issue a DNR, that we had talked about should I be kept alive by machines, which I am ever so grateful. The head of ICU said I would not survive. She said "oh yes he will survive!" She came one evening with a friend of hers that worked as a secretary for Lee Carroll, the famed channeler of Kryon. She brought along her mother who claimed to channel Isis. When her mother looked at the head of my bed she said "OMG there's a huge angel at the head of his bed!" The first time I met that woman (I've forgotten her name) was when she rang my doorbell for Nancy and I opened the door and it was like a flashbulb went off in my face, with whatever energy was with that lady. I didn't fit the puzzle pieces together until later as to why I had that perception. Isis knows my frequency.
Anyway, I had a cytokine storm from the purported MRSA, that was clogging my kidneys with proteins, pneumonia, and a cold sore I had on my front of my nostril took up residence in my trachea. I was on antivirals and vancomycin and I looked a right mess. I was hanging on by a thread. Then I had the Near Death Experience which forever changed my outlook on life on this planet. I am not unique in having an NDE, Heather told me she had 2 of them in her life when she was younger. So have many other people but a lot of people don't talk about it for fear of being ridiculed.
I was told in 2009 I had had congestive heart failure. I didn't really know what that meant, except that it wasn't a heart attack. I had enough other issues going wrong to be too concerned with that, I thought it was a temporary thing that would go away once I got better, but they did prescribe mostly the same meds I get prescribed now. After 30 days in ICU I had to relearn how to walk, in a rehab sub acute center, and within month I was walking with a walker a mile a day. I set myself a goal to go to Machu Picchu in 4 years, which honestly was unrealistic at 14,000 feet, but at least it got me working on my body and building my coordination and fine motor skills back up in my legs. I enrolled in a health club in Carlsbad that was run by a local hospital and all the staff were trained physical therapists. They got me on a routine of weight workouts to build my legs and glut muscles back up. I felt pretty good at sea level. But when we took my daughter to college in Flagstaff at 7,600 my heart had a time getting enough oxygen and it physically hurt, and I realized I wouldn't be going to Machu Picchu any time soon. Later trips to Flagstaff were not as much of a problem but I had to pace myself. I was getting stronger.
When I went to Morocco I was completely on foot or in taxis or buses. There is no building code in Morocco as to standard step sizes and rises. Steps in Morocco force you to be conscious of where you put your feet. The villa Caleb had rented was on the beach so I did a lot of walking in sand to get food from the market in town. That combination of walking and unusual stairs was very good for me. I got stronger and eventually didn't need my CHF pills at all (as my heart got stronger). I actually grew an 1.5 inches (3.8 cm) height in Morocco and my shoe size went from a US 10 to 11.5. When I was invited to the Italian Alps I was living at 5,600 feet and hiking the mountain trails. I got in very good shape by the time I returned to Texas. I continued to walk in the US every day, especially when I was in DC filing court papers for Heather and collecting court transcripts. But when COVID happened and every thing was locked down and people would scream at you for walking outside without a mask on I got out of the habit and I think that may be part of the current problem.
Soon I will be going in for an out patient heart catheter procedure. Basically they run a scope up an artery in my arm and take snap shots of the inside of my heart. There's a small possibility I may need a stent installed to open up a blood vessel but it's not common in congestive heart failure cases. My heart valves are good, there were able to tell that much from the recent sonograms. My heart doesn't image well on sonogram, my rib cage doesn't give them a clear view. I am told the procedure takes an hour (possibly longer if I need a stent installed) I will be under general anesthesia and won't be able to go home until that wears off. I may have to spend one night in the hospital. There is always risk in this kind of things, but I feel calm about what is coming up shortly. I would prefer to use an "med bed" healing chamber on the Andromedan ship Horizon. It's a medical facility as well as an expeditionary ship. But that option is not currently available. So I have to do what I can with what's available to ride out the interim. As crude as our medical systems are, they are pretty good with some procedures.
I was told my late mother returned to her Andromedan form, as did my older sister. It'd be nice to see both again. They will look different, but certain traits of personality always come through. It's kind of amazing to realize how much planning went into all of us being her at this time and how small a circle of friends it is from life to life in physical forms. I've been very fortunate to have access to some knowledge ahead of time, but everyone will soon have that kind of access to information.
I give you all my heart felt thanks for the support you've shown me over the years. I don't know how I can ever return the kindness you have all shown me. Perhaps just have to be a big party someday? However that flows.
I love you all!
Terran