I've noticed I am getting a whole new set of readers coming in from X, now that the censoring is off. This blog has been going on since 2012 (I changed the name of it in 2016). Most of the readers are fairly long term visitors to the blog but there is a whole new group coming in awakening from the experiences with COVID, the Biden administration, recently UFO/UAP activity and the general feeling that we are going somewhere new as humanity.
I thought I'd start with some basics, as best I understand them. These didn't come as a sudden revelation to me, they began in the mid 1990s but I didn't have answers to a lot of things. These are my views, they are not necessarily Heather's, or anyone else's. I speak for me only. So you use your discernment, use what is helpful, discard what is not. I don't want to be your cult leader or guru, it's enough to be responsible for myself, I don't want a huge crowd of people hanging on to my every word.
In short I sometimes fuck up, but I am generally pretty open about it when I do and self correct. I have a high embarrassment threshold. If you throw scripture at me I will ignore you. I grew up in that milieu and have seen church wars of the silliest things. So yeah, this human incarnation/avatar is fallible. But I do my best.
I'm going to paste some words from a friend the late Henry Hasse, a kinder soul few could encounter. His words mirror my words but I give him credit here:
Before we proceed any further, you should know five things from the start:
1) Since this is a blog, I do not feel the need to document references to source material. A little research of your own will uncover them soon enough.
2) I view the Old Testament and New Testament scriptures as interesting literature only, and certainly not as “holy” and “infallible” words “inspired” by God. You can find explanations for that based on scholarly work and archeology. In other words, I no longer idolize the Christian Bible for the reasons given.
3) I do not idolize the authority of the Church or its doctrines which have been designed to control people religiously and politically over the centuries.
4) I am not an Atheist by any stretch. The creation around us, life itself, and the wonders of the human body are proof enough for me that a Higher Existence is responsible for the same.
5) Finally, my acknowledgement of #4 is evidence that a consciousness of this Higher Existence resides within me as it does in all mankind, patiently waiting to be discovered and put to good use among humans. That it still remains hidden or undiscovered in so much of humanity indicates that it is above all else not a controlling influence and that freedom is its primary value and goal for all of humanity. It can be better defined as unconditional love.
The Cosmos
The Multiverse had a beginning but it's far "older" than you know. But old is meaningless in the Eternal now. Everything is happening simultaneously. On Earth that's really hard to wrap your head around. That's okay, put it on the shelf, it will make sense soon enough. I will lapse here and there into language that is time linear, for lack of suitable vocabulary. There were at least 4 advanced civilizations on Earth before the current one, and some of the were spacefaring and colonizing.
I have found that whenever I gag on information, I just put it on the shelf, and let it ripen a bit. Like cheese it gets better with a dash of pondering. So don't sweat the everything is happening at once and that future you is informing past you. I am not always the fastest learner either.
Science believes the cosmos has a refresh cycle (or in computer geek talk - clock speed) of 22 trillion times a second. They might be right. But if you blink you'll miss it. My watch doesn't go that fast, but what it's made of does. Some say the pixel size of this illusion of light is the Planck constant, at least in this part of the galaxy. And yes it's a hologram in the purest sense of the word, the information contained in it, is in all of it. But its got layers to it too.
The All and Creation
The ALL, expands though growing self complexity. A bit like the wrinkles on your brain. Essences (Souls) expand as well with experience. I am avoiding terms like oversoul, etc, but you are not the only "you" out there. The more lives you have had in the physical realms the more inbodyments will be out there on Earth and elsewhere, operating in independence, with their own memory pool of experiences but they can draw on greater whole of the Essence or even Source itself.
Within the ALL, are bands of sentient frequencies. Some frequencies are not found among inbodyments, it's not known why but perhaps they are reserved for later distribution. The multiverse is music. Solfeggio tones. The Creator of ALL, delegated bits of itself to different parts of its creation expansion. Some was directly created, some was bred, some was engineered, some of it evolved to fit a habitat. The methods vary, but in the end it was the Creator of ALL behind it. It is aware of everything, the good, the bad and the ugly and loves it all because it loves itself. Freedom of choice is what gives Source such a rich pool of novelty. That's not to say certain choices don't have energetic consequences for the one generating them, it does. What once was a generational delay, called karma, is now instant. Also compartmentalizing good people to do bad things no long protects the one who created destructive plans.
Source/The ALL doesn't need your worship, nor want it, there's no need to worship what is already inside you. Any being showing up claiming to be your "god" is by definition not the Creator of ALL. They are just some energy vampires wanting your attention or power over you. Humanity has been around a very long time, and the Anunaki did not create humanity. Humans are all over the galaxy. No "whistle blowers" ever seem to mention that, which means they are there to create fear and xenophobia for control purposes.
The first to start playing with matter (or as Clif calls it the matterium) where eleven primary frequencies. You can think of these as notes in different octaves on the solfeggio scale. The galactics refer to this as the first wave of creation. One of these eleven chose to play a dark role from the beginning smashing up creations of others as they made them. It's said this darkness came from jealousy, but its been so long ago probably nobody knows exactly why. The darkness when right to the beginning, and created what is called "The What If?" experiment, for that one believed he could create with low frequencies other than pure love. That notion had to run its course to exhaustion. Which it has, and the being who took on that role has been reconciled to Source. Some of his former minions are still out there, but they're being rounded up one by one. What becomes of them is up to Source, I am not the judge of that.
There were also mix of another 100 Essence frequencies that began playing in matter later. This was known as the 2nd wave of creation. Some of the beings that the myths of old on Earth call 'gods', come from the 2nd wave of creation. Some were the reckless teenagers of creation. Others were very thought full and inventive. Think of these as chords of frequencies, attributes of whatever mix solfeggio base tones they are. I'm not a musician so I won't go deeper into that. But they were all from the Eternal now. They always existed, none are higher in Source than another, but not all came out to play at once. The 2nd wave got so busy they forgot there was a first wave of beings watching it all. We are approaching the moment of the 3rd wave of creation and what exactly that looks like is not known but all of creation experiences the result. It begins on Earth, as Earth is the primal point of creation and everything is energetically entangled with Earth. Earth began as a realm, called the original garden, but it wasn't so much a planet. The planet part came later and came to subsume the original garden, the Earth is constantly growing. The original garden exists in various verdant areas of the planet like the Alps, Hawaii, Polynesia, New Zealand etc. Abundance plant and animal life is typical of the fragments of that realm.
The first experiences were playful, formless joy moving and whisking about like gaseous comets building shapes from light itself. Not so different from early CAD design software and shapes but more immediate and interactive. It was found that with some magnetics, love, geometry, etc. all kinds of wonderful creations could be made in the ultimate play dough, the unpotentiated void which reacted to the creative impulse of consciousness is readily. The fun enjoyed in these endeavors took a while to catch on, as in the spectators saying "I don't see the point of it all really..." but it was fun creating worlds, stars and crude life and even more complexity could be brought forward. Eventually it became beautiful and compelling in the variety of creations and life. And they got really good at it.
The Matterium
The next desire for these instances of Source sententience, was to experience it all from the perspective of the physical. They could build a wall but not know how a wall felt like. There was a need for vehicles for essences (what some call souls) that was physical but could latch onto an essence for at limited duration. Efforts were made in various life forms, each in its own unique location and conditions. It was possible then to experience how the physical realms feel. But another conundrum reared its head for once one is in form, there is a sense of being separated. But once into the illusion of the matterium (which is a hologram of various energies and information) the separation felt a lot more real.
They had their memories so they knew the truth of their situation regardless what happened to their form in physicality. T Rex steps on you, no problem come back later. They created all kinds of forms of being to experience some human some not, including giants to move really big things around. Before Earth the choice to experience other situations after leaving form here and being born elsewhere or going back to body in stasis aboard a galactic space ship was completely the choice of the Essence.
My point here that contrary to what government and the church has told you, your body is essentially a vehicle with a brain that can filter the sensory inputs down to what is perceived in a physical world. You actually perceive more as a young child until your parents tell you what you are seeing isn't real, and of course the filter that the brain is begins filter out "what is not real". This is the very reasons governments spend so much money on propaganda, "education", revisionist history, and 3 letter agencies.
Your ESSENCE (or soul), is of Source, it cannot be destroyed. Not in Dante's hellish imagination or in the best fire and brimstone preacher's sermon. Fear is the tool of the professional intermediary, whose grift is to convince you that you need them. Because God really hates your weaknesses, even while saying he's the perfect creator! Government pretty much does the same thing as no government is needed if people aren't invading and shooting each other. But humanity is not quite there yet, but it will be some day.
Your body loves you. If you show love to your body no matter the condition it's in or whether it's pretty or not, it will serve you well like a loyal puppy dog.
If you got a lot of programming looping round your head about some parts of your body being evil, it can manifest itself as various illnesses in the body. Religion is very good at that, because most of its sins involve sex it seems, and reproduction is hardwired into the body. When one dies there are certain regrets that fade away instantly with the body. They seem to be stored in the body, rather than the essence. Since the 1980s there have been an enormous amount of people surviving dying and coming back.
1/28/2025 TO be continued..... and probably edited a lot! This will be a continuing work for a few days....
