Alignment and Refinement

 

I've been noticing much changing within me.  Not so much physically but energetically.  My body is healing, my right leg wound is nearly healed.  It seems slow to me, but the nurse says it's responding well. It was deep.  The left leg is no longer bandaged.  I know some of my health issues is probably my resistance to shifts that I need to make, but I have to see and understand before I change what needs to be changed. All these energies are so very exhausting.  And it's harder on the old farts. 

It feels at times like impatience.  Like I can't bear another YouTube video telling me who I should hate or what divide of this or that I should be on.  I can't bear people asking me to subscribe, like, and engage in comments from some AI algorithm to rank their video as worthy of being seen.  When the whole construct feels like a freak show.  We all know these systems are going away, they're obsolete.  And I think everyone just wants to thrive. They just have different ideas, or no original ideas at all. of how so they borrow from the past, which was never as good as people make it sound.  Marxism was a failure.  Capitalism monetizes people (so did Marxism - bankers didn't really care which you chose as long as they were your bankers and printed your debt based currency).  World Wars were engineered by central bankers to consolidate gold holdings.  Leave it to Beaver was just a TV show and nobody in the 1950s and 1960s lived like that but many of us would have liked to.  Kodachrome was never faded ink dyes, it was once brilliant hues of color before time broke down the color molecules and the youth thinks that's what our photos looked like when had them printed. 

There are few videos that resonate to me. My own music library feels disonate to my internal coherence and I sit here wondering what I can offer those who read my posts of value. I am still in the process of feeling through this and getting a handle on a process that probably has never happened before anywhere.  The Galactics haven't been through this, but there are being affected by what's happening here.  Earth is quantum entangled with the entire universe. 

 I am also noticing that things I ponder, get an immediate answer too.   I was thinking this morning about my father when he was struggling with cancer.  He became an evangelical christian after leaving the church I grew up in.  And till his death bed he thought he would be raptured and sparred the horrible death that cancer gave him.  He transitioned a month before his 80th birthday in 1998.  He died an incredibly sweet man, a man I never saw growing up.  He's since reincarnated as a kid near Tuscon back in his beloved Arizona and he's probably got a liking for collecting rocks.  

I was looking at the longing I have had to use the crystal healing chambers my contacts have on their ships, which some call med beds. I know of two special ones that were prepared long ago.  I've wanted to go into one since 2015, just to heal from the damage I had done to me in 2009.  And now it's 2025, and I ask myself has this become my rapture thing?  I dunno.  I really do want to see this planet flip its energy and be a place for every being to thrive.  And there's lots of people I would like to experience that with.   

I don't fear death, I did that  briefly once in 2009 and know there's nothing to fear, but I just don't want to do that just yet.  Then Bev sends me a video purportedly from Ashtar Sherran talking about how there's an energetic rapture occurring.  Which is a way of looking at it I suppose but I was gob smacked by the timing.   I try not to mix scripture with what is happening now, which really is putting new wine into old wineskins, but it was a perspective I hadn't thought of.  But it's the old energies that are departing. 

Likewise I saw a video purportedly from AA Michael, that said everything Heather has always said, including something she told me last week.  And while I was pondering the coherence of that message, Heather sends me an SMS message.   There's a lot of interesting moments popping up.  I don't know what it all means, I can only feel my way through.  And the only profound advice I can give all of you is to feel through it too.  Don't get mesmerized by the drama of the next six weeks.  Think of the drama as the squeaks coming from the rusty hinges of systems that should be put into that junk yard machine that makes old cars into cubes to be recycled. 

PS: Forgive any typos....  autocorrect has declared war on me today...

Social Media manipulation

 

This is manipulation … terrifying.

Protect yourself. pic.twitter.com/mLTcE5FLnI

— SpeakWithDeeDee (@SpeakWithDeeDee) December 1, 2025

January Update

 

Hi everyone!

Good news! The wound on left leg is healed. Right leg is still being wrapped by the visiting wound nurse for now, more as a precaution until the skin is a little thicker, it was the deepest wound.  I still don't know the exact cause of the wounds.  It was not a diabetic wound, my blood sugar is low enough they don't give me insulin in the hospital.  

My strength is returning as I am able to move about and work now.  I drove several days this week, although it was slow at first as far as passengers.  Some days I work longer than others.  I do what I can, each time out makes me a little stronger and I have spent far too much time in this apartment. The college students are back in Austin and demand has picked up quite a bit in the last couple of days.  The Christmas break period has always been a slow income time here. 

I've learned a lot about my body the last few months, I've learned I have to push through when I don't feel like it.  Joe Rogan calls it "the inner bitch".  My inner bitch has a really loud voice.  But I push on anyway.   It's really use it or lose it, especially after age 60.  Muscles move the body, which moves the heart blood and fluids which increases oxygen, which feeds into a virtuous loop if done properly.  The role of fascia tissue with the bloodstream and lymph systems is also important.  Water is stored, and moved within those tissues.  CO2 can be sequestered in the blood plasma. The calves act as a second heart for the veins. I'm also doing breathing exercises because my breathing pattern was a little off kilter. 

I've noticed how fatigue, mood and what foods/drinks I eat affect the levels of oxygen.  It's all inter-related.   But one step at a time, recovery doesn't happen all at once. It can (and I have had miraculous healings) but usually its will power that gets you through the every day small stuff.  I didn't take the COVID vax but I did get out of the habit of walking during the lock downs.  And that was a big mistake on my part.  I think the rest is physical conditioning and watching my fluid intake.   I had the underlying condition since 2009 and went to Morocco and Italy.  I did a lot of walking, I had to, I had no car.  When I came to Texas in 2016 after hiking in the Italian Alps I was in very good cardio shape. 

I would like to raise $800 or more.  I've got a $250 copay for the vein clinic coming up soon.   I delayed it once already, I was a bit shocked when the copay went from $30 to $250 due to the sonogram examination.    Medicare does pay the rest.   However that flows.  I think the treatment will help but I am open to whatever is the best path forward for my health.

I love you all so much!  I think the words of thanks I get privately from my readers is the best motivation.   

Terran

PS: I try not to repeat what is commonly known now. Even the Universal Security Agreement (Heather's UCC filings) are pretty widely known now.  They stand in law as her body of work laying the foundation in law of what is to come.  I don't need to rehash it all.  It was her mission, she did it with honor and integrity in the face of incredible opposition and at the end an illegal false imprisonment for a time. They stand un-rebutted. I had the opportunity to assist in certain moments and I witnessed a lot.  The outcome in TN was heartbreaking, instigated by Janet Yellen of the FRB, but it was not the end.  The prison in Dublin was closed.  Almost everyone involved in that case has since lost their jobs in the FBI.  Even Jack Smith, who was the DOJ man in Knoxville, and went on to be the special prosecutor against Donald Trump and raided his home in Mar-a-Lago home.  Jack Smith is under deep scrutiny by the new DOJ.  

And now the Federal Reserve is under the search lights to show it is not Federal (subject as a cabinet agency to the Executive branch).   The charges filed against Powell, are there to unmask the FRB.  The DOJ knows exactly what it is,  the public doesn't. So IMO filing charges is like breaking a spell on the public mind.  Who do they answer to?  Certainly not the President!  But sometimes you gotta "spell" it out for people before they see it.   That herd instinct is not always healthy.  It also reveals who in Congress and the courts is beholden to the Federal Reserve rather than the United States.  

Everything sped up!

 

I am sure you all noticed the speeding up of events.  Anyone who pretends to know how all this fits together is deluding themselves anyone listening to them.   For a decade in my life we've gone through cycles of "hurry up and wait".   We are not waiting anymore!   And frankly every day brings a new surprise.  Chairman Powell of the Federal Reserve being brought up on Federal Charges is a sure sign much is imminent.  

The only thing certain is humanity comes out of it quite okay.   THE ALL/Source of all that is (what Clif High calls "the Ontology"), is orchestrating everything you see and not even the inner circle of the White House, Kremlin or China's Zhongnanhai know it all.   In 2013 a Tier 1 banking money broker contacted me and Heather. He agreed her law filings were valid, he did not dispute that.  His question was "how is she going to enforce it?'  Heather told him then The All would be enforcing it.  She just filed the contract paperwork that set conditions of what is to come.  The ones who were entrusted with humanities wealth only used it for themselves and abused humanity.  They no longer have "heaven's mantle" as it they euphemistically called it, but it was always imbedded in commerce law, at least since the Vatican was formed. 

You and I have lived under an occupied planet.  There have been benevolent beings helping humanity through sept council federations with their own legal codes.  There have been for lack of a better word, pirates from Iron, running the commerce systems who for thousands of years did whatever they wanted unobstructed by any laws except commerce laws they mutuals agreed to protect themselves from each other. and there have been "neutral" observers (are car accident rubber necks neutral observers?) who viewed us all as just being slight dangerous much as we would see tigers in a zoo. 

Certain ones play critical roles in exposing the sham system that was governing this world.  Their exists multiple layers of fraud, trafficking, one form of justice for the masses, another for the elites and their minions.   It's different in each country and none of the actors for changing it are perfect by any means.  They took on these roles before they even incarnated knowing it would be difficult, but they all have done it before else where.  They are not without experience even if they don't have direct memory of it, there's still something in their bones that guides them.   Some will falter, some will fail, others will take up the mantle and finish it in those cases. How it all ends and in what manner nobody knows.

Disinformation and propaganda is everywhere.  Some of it is meant for people, maybe most of it is, but honestly I think some of it is meant for hidden AI systems that rely on pattern recognition for their next moves and game plays.  I suspect this is probably the biggest reasons for body doubles, and tactical moves that don't seem logical or just a ball out of left field.  You don't hack AIs in the same way you hack digital computers, you hack them with language and images that correlated enough for an AI to think they are true.  

I'm tempted to comment on what I think is going on with Greenland, but there's so many angles on that from hidden Galactic bases, ancient artifacts, minerals, or perhaps just a very well warm gamed way to gently break up NATO since its become a promoter of the war in Ukraine.  But I am sure my speculation would be wrong on one aspect or another.   I have always tried my best to respect the intelligence of my readers, and I will continue to do so.  But when I do not get answers myself from my contacts were are in the thick of it you can be sure.  And I am okay with that.  I will find out in due course.

I will share this, and I think it help everyone to stay clear and calm, something Heather told me, and I use it as a sort of a mantra to myself,  "SOURCE CENTER, HEART CENTER"  and I use it as much as possible stay in that energy while everything that seeks to control and oppress churns to dissolution.  

If the economy blows out, it blows out for everyone.  The elites are not profiting off this one.  For some who have never had to struggle and make ends meet it will be tough, for most of us, it's all we've ever known.

We are not without support off world. There's ship holds loaded with energy devices and replicators and healing devices waiting for these moments.  They do respect and work with positive military forces from Earth, Dr Salla has interviewed more than a few in that regard.   But theres's always contingencies for other scenarios.   We are going to be quite alright.  The so called congressional "disclosures" are mostly BS data from 60 years ago.  None of it is current data. 

I love you all ALL!  Stay positive and loving towards all.  Beware of of people who try tell you who to hate.  That's manipulation. 

Terran

Venezuelan Silver Gone...

 

This is a complex story, but while watching this consider who DIDIN'T get the silver and you get a rare glimpse into a global effort... or at least that's what they want us to think?   I dunno... but everything is connected.  

Veneuzuela efforts to undermine global voting machines in the western world along with narco terrorism is reason enough for most.  

This one is a little baffling considering Maduro is now in the New York justice system.  Sometimes AI misses the bigger picture. And these show a lot of AI production in them.

Drug Cartel Corruption of USA Infrastructure and Services

I have suspected deep cartel corruption in my home state of Arizona.  There's been odd political and judicial moves that just don't fit the demographic of the people who live in Arizona.  I had no idea how deep all drug corruption goes. 

Sinaloa Cartel buys Cell Tower company to spy on law enforcement.  

 

Cartel buys Texas Ambulance companies to deliver drugs

   

Cartel distributes drugs across state lines view funeral coffins. 

 

DEBT SLAVERY

 

This is an interesting video on how you are monetized.  The remote viewer's attitude about that data is a little odd, more in the "what can I do about about it?" which many of you have probably heard from your mates, loved ones, or friends.  I have always felt one person can change the world, but it's lot better and faster if more than one do it. 

This is one of the best videos I have found on the ubiquitous FICO score found everywhere in the American financial systems. 

Unexected and Unexplainable Earth Changes, a Murder of an MIT Plasma Physicist, Massive science disclosures from every angle.

This is a set of pieces of data that I don't yet know how they exactly fit, but they all seem linked.  If you spot something similar let me know because very few people are covering this.  

This is a hard to find video clip from Ben Davidson, the space weather guy who runs the Suspcious Observer YouTube channel.  Ben is a former banking compliance officer, not a scientist by training (to my knowledge) but he does some solid science. Same analytic skills I suppose.  I am not one who values credentials all that much as I have seen too many people with degrees who are idiots and can see past peer review opinions..  Ben hints at changes on the earth that he can't explain and also speaks of researchers who are going to drip disclosures from every direction.   

 

The professor has something to tell you!

(It isn’t his official title, but he certainly deserves it.) https://t.co/THxshEASsD

— Open Minded Approach (@OMApproach) December 4, 2025

Then there's this article excerpt about the murder of a MIT plasma physics researcher. 

There isn't going to be another Noah's flood or a pole reversal wiping out humanity, not at this moment the entire galaxy as been waiting for.   I include this tweet so you have the same chain of data that I do, so far. 
 

It gets even crazier: this assassinated MIT plasma scientist warned that Earth REQUIRES periodic magnetic reversals to sustain its field. No reversal → no dynamo → the magnetic field dissipates. 🌍⚡

The last time a reversal happened? Noah's flood.@SunWeatherMan this is a… https://t.co/RNmDKqKun5 pic.twitter.com/STPNzABMhP

— Zach Vorhies / Google Whistleblower (@Perpetualmaniac) December 17, 2025

Link to an AI assisted chain of research: 

https://claude.ai/share/a683a669-7340-41cc-8324-1bea0e19dc62

I have deactivated my verified X account and moved to my backup account

Aurora

A G-5 Solar Storm conditions reached! pic.twitter.com/6fso0OvzH9

— Chyno News (@ChynoNews) November 12, 2025

WHAT IS GOING ON IN OUR SKIES?
Over Lake Tahoe, the clouds just exploded with every color of the spectrum.

The sky literally ignited in color.#MrMBB333 #EarthWatchman #sky #phenomenon pic.twitter.com/SglnO5zkhy

— Michael Bradbury (@MrMBB333) November 11, 2025

Eastern Kansas

New Jersey

Central Illinois 

North Dakota

Western Wyoming 

MED BEDS

Screen capture from JP's video

Dr Michael Salla's SSP soldier contact JP gives his experience with Med Beds including a variant that is a remote presence device similar to what was portrayed in the movie Avatar.   I love JPs beautiful energy and his very straight forward way of presenting material.  There's some things he can't talk about and I have no problem with that.  I much prefer this approach over that muddled UFO disclosure hearing before Congress where nothing new is learned. 

 

There is some Med Bed information in this one too, but it's mostly about preparing for imminent energy shifts.  This one was sent to me by Bev.  Unfortunately this one does not allow embedding in the blog.

https://youtu.be/mYpai76UnR4?si=HMGNeHZ8dXAfB2kP

The CME is expanding very rapidly, this is one of the fastest and quite possibly the fastest Earth-directed CME of Solar Cycle 25. There have been very fast far side CMEs, but very few near-side fast ones. I'll go out on a limb and say it reminds me a bit of the July 15th, 2000… https://t.co/mTLr31Tl6M pic.twitter.com/vWhNoFV3Co

— Jure Atanackov (@JAtanackov) November 11, 2025

NOAA SWPC has modeled the X5.1 CME, and it's a strong one! Impact is around Nov 12, 14 UT. A G4/Kp 8/SEVERE geomagnetic storm watch has been issued.

Effects from these three CMEs begins around Nov 11, 22 UT with the impact of the X1.7 CME, so keep an eye on things tonight. pic.twitter.com/0MaUMD7p2f

— Vincent Ledvina (@Vincent_Ledvina) November 11, 2025

Is 3-I-Atlas a Fleet rather than a single vessel? Contact with "the Admiral"

 

3-1-Atlas showing a tail in the wrong direction for a comet

11/09/2025

From Denice:

The Admiral

I woke at 7 am. Decided to go back to bed. Stated an intention to get a message from 3i/Atlas. Stated a few times, "heart centered, Source centered".

Had an amazing and colorful dream. Part of the setting was my Grandma's kitchen. My oldest son was playing around and hiding from me behind a door. He stepped out and he was wearing a full 1940s style sweater, hat, suspenders, knee length pants, argyle socks, boots. Very steam punkish.

There was a noise on the front lawn. Our lawn, but not my house...  an old screen door to a small wooden cottage. About 18 people with bags and gear on my lawn. A man stepped forward in a camel colored lands' end sweater with a zipper.  He was about 5'6". Trim. Very soft spoken. Seemed disappointed, almost sad.

I asked how I could help him, and he responded, "I am the Admiral.".

He had pale skin, brown eyes and thick black hair that was very wavy, and cut just under his chin. At that point, I was worried about all of these strangers and not yet aware of who exactly they were.

The others started coming forward and trying to walk into my house, and then there was a huge ruckus and I had 12 foster children in my house that I had forgotten about. I smelled the most delicious soup, so I walked back to a very small kitchen that had two gas stoves. I realized i was not in a dream, because I knew I cannot smell or taste in my dreams.

I ran back out front to talk to the Admiral, but I could not find him. Woke up.

Addendum: 

Denice: 3-1-Atlas  is not one ship. It is a fleet. 🤩

Martha: Did you learn more about them? I’m ready to greet them (and others, lol). It seems like it’s time!!!

Denice: The admiral suggested that dreams cannot be hacked. Trust my heart comms. I am going to work on that.

Denice: Apparently I wasn’t ready for the dream contact because there were so many distractions that I did not recognize it until I woke up. He looks like a very kind person.

Martha: Oooo, that’s very useful info to know dreams can’t be hacked.

Martha: What is the Admiral’s name? Or does everyone use his title as his name?

Denice: I did not get his name. There was also a scrubby black wolf sized dog roaming the perimeter of my yard in the dream. I thought it might belong to my new neighbors who have not moved in yet.

Martha: The thought of the neighbors might have been distraction?

Denice: Could be. I am going down early with the intention of more contact

Martha: Do you need to dream to contact them? So this is different than our galactic friends, if so.

Denice: No. I am just trying a different method. I wanted to see what would happen. Sadly I didn’t know what happened until I woke up.

Meanwhile Clif High posted this on X: 

i have perhaps 80 such emails about
'active waking voice' incidents. And maybe as many as 200 about 'dream communications incidents'. These do not include the 'dream alteration' incidents in which a 'presence of others' is perceived.

The language is also all over the… pic.twitter.com/JxgeB6t0wy

— clif is antiselenite 🏴‍☠️ (@clif_high) November 9, 2025

Some remarkable off world claims without evidence..

Thor is this true or fan fiction? 

https://www.elenadanaan.org/articles/interstellar-explorer-3iatlas

TERRAN. IT MAKES FOR A GOOD READ. IN HUMOUR. THOR.

Coming to terms with family history

One of the things in the last three years that I have had to wrestle with was certain things that became a part of me as a result of the parents I had, my father in particular.   My emotions have been all over the place on that enigmatic man.  My father didn't really have conversations, he had debates.  Something he grew fond of in high school debate tournaments.  During his time in the Army he was a drill sergeant for a short while until he got accepted into cadet school to become a pilot.  He was definitely an alpha male, he expected his opinions and views to be my views.  Dad was a Goldwater Republican and even repaired Barry's Lincoln Continentals and had literature from the John Birch Society.  He was a fan of sci-fi novels and Ayn Rand. 

Dad's need to control his family led me in my pre-teen years actually running away while I was working for him during the summer.  I grew up during the Vietnam war years.   Dad sent me to his favorite barber in Old Town Scottsdale and when I came back he decided my hair wasn't short enough, he was expecting a military haircut.  He grabbed me and barked at me "I AM TAKING YOU TO THE BARBER SHOP IN PERSON" and I turned to him and said "I WILL NOT BE SPOKEN TO LIKE A DOG!"  And then I ran.  I knew all the back streets of what was then partially rural Scottsdale.  I used to walk to the public pool with my brother and friends during the summer months so we knew every ditch and hiding place that boys are prone to explore.  I had also been trained in deer stalking by the church backpacking club for boys.   

I remember my dad driving grids in his old 51 GMC truck, and I just laid flat in a two foot high alfalfa field where he could not see me.  I didn't really know where to go.  I just knew I would not tolerate being spoken to in that tone of voice.   Something deep inside me said I didn't deserve that.  

Then I did the only thing I could think of and I walked 5 miles to the pastor's house in Scottsdale.  If nothing else he might have some ideas, and I knew my dad respected this man. He was a lanky tall man from Mississippi.  A very kind man.  My arrival was unexpected and he had a long talk with me and I told him I ran away.  He asked me why, I told him about the hair cut thing.  I didn't want hippie hair, but I was living at a time when hair cuts were quite long on men and I didn't want to be the only one in school with a military haircut.  I wasn't a bad kid, I just wanted to be heard as a human being. 

The minister asked me to join his wife in the kitchen where she made a sandwich and told me he was going to give my dad a private call from his office.   I don't know what he said to my dad but dad quietly picked me up and the entire incident was never spoken of again.  I was allowed a certain degree of freedom with my hair length but in all honesty my hair longer right now than it was then.   I have always thought it was a pivotal moment where I became my own man and dad knew it.  My dad never harassed my younger brothers the way he did me.  And I am happy about that.

There was a similar moment when I was 4 or 5, dad said something really mean, and I gave him a look that sent chills in him.  I was no threat at all , but I remember him looking at me and saying "Don't look at me that way!".   I have no idea what look I gave him but it shook him up.   Stared down by a 5 year old. 

So in these energies a lot of moments like these have been surfacing.  Sometimes with a bit of anger or thoughts of "why the hell was I born in the family I was born in?"   Not really the most conducive environment for speaking one's mind.  

Last week I was on the X platform, and I ran across a conversation between two men who had been monitored by the CIA or some similar agency under the guise of "Gifted Children Program".   It might have been MK ultra related, or MILABS, I don't know.  It wasn't said explicitly.   I also know one person overseas that has been a "targeted individual" and a woman whom her father tried to give her to the illuminati.  She ran away and saved herself and her sister.  All these incidents seem to involve complicit parents. 

Then I thought about myself and how protected I must have been growing up.   Suddenly I had this immense gratitude for that enigma of a man who was my father.  A man of pure iron will, former fighter pilot and drill sargent, knew all about the illuminati because he was in military intelligence in war time Europe.  

I realized that I have so much to be thankful for because I didn't have to experience some of the things things other people did who were more awake than the people around them, because my dad was not about to let anyone get near his kids and he didn't trust intellectuals or psychologists.

I also got this deep intuitive insight, that I probably chose my father because of his characteristics before I incarnated. It wasn't punishment.  It was protection.  There's nobody to blame.  I chose it. 

Civilizations within the Earth's Crust and Magma Flows

Terran: Dear Stan X, I was once told there are 30+ varieties of beings living within the Earth’s crust. I was also told the Earth’s crust is something like Swiss Cheese in that it has large voids and there is no central hollow realm as often pictured.

Terran: My question is this. How do these beings living underground avoid zones of hot lava/magma? Do they have them mapped?

Terran: What creates hot magma? Techtonic plate movement? Do such movements disrupt the ancient train systems underground? 

Terran: Why do volcanoes become more active during times of high energy flows to Earth?

STAN X: TERRAN. THOSE “LIVING”IN THE EARTH CRUST HAVE TECHNOLOGY TO ADD PROTECTION FROM MAGMA. MAGMA IS CREATED IN SOME INSTANCES AS AN ENERGY SOURCE. IN OTHERS IT IS A NATURAL RESULT OF “SHEDDING” OF MATERIALS WITHIN THE EARTH ITSELF. SELF SUSTAINING SYSTEMS TO ENSURE EXPANSION. THERE IS NO KNOWN IMPACT TO THE TRANSPORT SYSTEMS THEREIN. DATA COLLECTORS. STAN. X. END. 

Terran: How and why is magma created as an energy source?

Terran: Does natural magma mean the earth is in a constant state of expansion as some posit in the “expando” model of techtonic plates? Are the volcanoes in Hawaii natural magma?

Stan X: TERRAN. ALL IS EXPANDING. HAWAII HAS NATURAL MAGMA. DATA COLLECTORS. STAN. X. END.

Terran: Does the moons gravity affect magma flow?

Stan X: TERRAN. NOT AT THIS MOMENT. DATA COLLECTORS STAN. X. END.

A blast from the past that I forgot about...

 

@paul_furber @martingeddes I just found this old blog post. I was in Oak Ridge TN when I got this strong intuitive hit. I never noticed the date before, it was just 6 days before the first Q post on 4CHAN.

I was so busy with other pressing matters I didn't really have time to…

— ☆Terran☆ (@TerranCognito) October 28, 2025

Original post here: https://terrancognito.blogspot.com/2017/10/something-huge-is-about-to-happen-in.html?spref=tw

What to do?

 

You may be feeling the energies and their flux changes quite deeply now.  I stopped watching Schumann resonance charts, I thought maybe there's a power of suggestion factor when I see those things.  Should I feel bad when it's white and not when it's green? I am also not watching external events all that closely anymore.  So much of what we see is ginned up theatre playing to the drama drunkards who want to play victim and judge at the same time.

I watched Lisa M Harrison's latest Deconstructing the Construction Q & E today.   The main point is "forgive them for they know not what they do. 

There was also two subjects that gripped my attention.  The first one was at the beginning on the subject of betrayal. It came to a conclusion that I had come to in 2014 but expressed more eloquently that I have ever put it.  I came to realize that betrayal is often completely in the eye of the beholder, it's a perception.  None of us really never know why people do what they do but as a general rule they are being true to who they are are and what they understand at that moment.  It may be very painful to us to witness, but we as the observer never have full context  When we judge someone as betraying us, we betray our own integrity and cast judgement on them.  We betray love by giving ourselves a reason to not show them love.

The other insight was in the subject of sibling rivialry.  And all of us have experienced some of the most unchecked behaviors from those we grew up with, or who were our parents.   I thought Lisa gave some good advice to a woman discussing her mean sister.   Lisa suggested the woman put the actions of the sister to one side, and then energetically converse with the sister that this no longer serves either one and just pour pure love into her.  It's not easy to do.  Especially when you are angry at being accused of things and motives you never did or had. 

I have found myself a bit rudderless for the past year or so.   I am on my own in Austin, with only my electronic connections to my old friends and some of those have gone quiet (not just me but everyone else too).   What do I do in the interim between now and whatever comes next?

I have decided that question depends on how I frame it.  I can look it as lost connections and friendship or I can look at it as Source giving me time to prep for the earth changes and coping with the these energy shifts.  My body has keenly felt the energies but it's better now that it was a year ago.  I can exercise, eat good things, and stay Source centered and heart centered.   What comes next I do not know.  I can't really even visualize it.   My focus is more in the now, staying centered, staying healthy, and trusting the ALL for everything.   None of knows how ever bit of this works out.   But we can be out of contention and strife as much as possible and bring through the better angels our our being to humanity. 

Ashtar SherrAn

I resonated with this one as it has very little "pillow stuffing" found in similar videos from other intuitives purporting to have received messages from Ashtar SherrAn.  I have had conversations in real time with this man between 2015 and 2016 so I have a sense of how he communicates.  Those are posted on this blog if look at that time frame.   I was very fortunate to have witnessed a humorous side of as well as the serious side of the commander. 

This video doesn't allow embedding on other sites, but I am posting the link below to YouTube.

https://youtu.be/SungCqIfNx8?si=Wk4HIm15_fC55qqp

Things I need to say while I can.

Texas Hill Country

I want to say a few things while I can.  Hopefully in the purest of heart and intent and love towards all.

To my ex wife.  Leaving in 2013 was not easy.  But it was obvious nothing was being resolved. I took the action you suggested in 20009 to heal myself.  And I did heal.  I thank you for that honest soul felt conversation we had.  I had an amazing 12 years of life.  I have no ill will towards you and I learned much from you.  I have always considered you a good person and a person of integrity. We were just a bad match,  you were you and I was me, and we were just so different as to what we wanted from life.  We drove each other nuts. But we had an amazing daughter far beyond what I could have ever hoped to father.  But there's no doubt of paternity when I see her blue eyes. I only wish I could have seen more of her since my return to the USA.  If the fault is mine in that regard I take responsibility for that.  But it takes two to resolve it. 

To my daughter, whatever you may think of me for leaving your mother, I have always loved you beyond measure.  So very proud of you!  That was the last thing I expected but it was all your doing and hard work. Your birth brought me so much joy, and watching you grow up into the intelligent woman you are now makes me so very proud of you.   I love you so very much.  

To General Wong of China.  I forgive you for the bioweapon you used on me.  You probably didn't know that I know what you did.  I have had to deal with it since 2008, which has been mostly dormant until recent weeks.  I did die the first time but the Creator of All had other plans and I was brought back to life.  What you meant in harm served to awaken me in ways I could never imagine.  So perhaps I should thank you?  You certainly didn't have my consent.  I know you have time line view technology like the USA does and you knew who I would meet before I knew.   But there is a flow within the ALL, that neither man nor technology can alter.   If you want the Mandate of Heaven, and truly care for China, do what is in the best interest of ALL HUMANITY.  No country stands alone any more.  Everything is too interconnected (and honestly it always interconnected energetically) as you are learning in recent months. 

To my brothers, I love you both.  I am so glad you were my brothers.  You probably never understood me, but someday you will. Thank you for being there anyway.  

To Beverly, thank you for being my friend in Texas, and giving me shelter in the Hill Country when I returned from Italy.   Your  artistic creativity with your property is astounding and your intuitive gifts, and knowledge of natural healing remedies was always appreciated by me even when I sounded grumpy. I am sorry I could not help much in a search for a new car since August, but you know the reasons why, and you found a great car locally. I am so pleased with the spiritual leaps you have made in recent months.   So much growth since 2016!  Keep it up my friend!

To Shawn, what an existence you have had on Earth!  So many pages of history have you in it.  I thank you for that dry sense of humor that always makes me laugh.  It's razor sharp.  My favorite memory is watching you take two dogs and a cat on a leash free walk through the forest like they are all one big family.  Your gift with animals is amazing.  They recognize and love you.  So do people actually.  Lean into that knowing. 

To Denice, you transcribed our first interview with Heather and then became part of a larger story in 2014.  Of all "comms" people your data has been clearer than any other I have encountered.   Thank you for answering Thor's call when he called.  It has been life changing to me, and what errors I made I did so with a small audience.  My awareness has been growing over time, and when I look back on older blog posts I see much I didn't catch in the moment and things I never thought to ask our nonlocal friends.  Still its all been a wonder talking to Thor, SherrAn, Riggolt, Andreas, Stan X, and Dr Raeno.

To Heather, thank you for asking Brian Kelly and me "Do you want to have some fun?"  I had no idea what I was stepping into or where it would lead, I just knew and felt that somehow I knew you and trusted you.  It was years later that I learned why I had that recognition.  We have a long history.  Thank you for your patience with me, I haven't always understood everything you said to me, but I always did later. I don't know what you are working on these past months, but I know it's important.  I know you will finish what you started.  You always have.  See you on the flip when you show yourself once more. Thank you for teaching me what unconditional Source love was and the power of it.  I have only known transactional and conditional love most of my life.  It's all most people here on Earth every experience except from their pets.

To my blog readers, thank you for bearing with me.  Thank you for donating.  You're very precious audience to me which I have done my best to respect.   I still have $300 in bills due on Monday.  I have no idea how I am going to pay that.  My legs were leaking so much water I haven't been able to work. I had to put a towel down on the floor in front of the couch at times to keep from slipping.  I have never experienced that before, not even in 2008-2009.  Perhaps it's a purge of toxins in the legs? I really don't know.  These are not diabetes ulcers from what I can tell, it looks like what I had in 2009. 

My oxygen levels are dropping.  I may have to go to the hospital.   I never know how these things end up.   They have been unnervingly been correlating with high incoming energies to the planet and my legs are a mess right now of wounds from this chronic thing I got in my calves 2008.  I am more concerned about the potential for septicemia than the heart at this moment but my O2 levels are not high. Septicemia is a lot harder to treat.  I don't want this leg thing to get out of hand.  I lack the knowledge and expertise to resolve it.

Advice from a Geezer

 

Not me. But then again could be
every man of my era.

I've been thinking about things I wish I knew when I was younger, now that I am firmly ensconced in geezerhood.   Perhaps this is a message, in part, to the younger me? 

The TV series "Leave it to Beaver" was pure fiction, the 1950s were never like that.  People were just as messed up in the 1950s, it was just hidden better.  Still, it was a good clean show for kids.  But the pattern was not the reality. 

As a male, when it comes to women, you are a means to an end, a family.  Sure they love you enough to want you, but when tough times come, you will be blamed. Civilization is kept alive by females. It's repopulated by females.  They will never be as romantic about you as you are of them.  You are a useful asset.  You can lift things, fix things and open jars. Women are very pragmatic.   You'll have to come to terms with that.  Women can and do out plan, out scheme any man they live with.  They pick up on nuances that you do not.  Pay attention to what they pay attention to, you may just find it helps you. In western countries you will not get credit for your efforts.  That may change over time in society but it won't be in your generation.  You will be tested as to every boundary simply because women want to know what you are made of.   Love yourself.  Be kind to yourself. Respect yourself and stand your ground when you need to do so. Ignore the market banter for what is important. 

It's a lot harder to get unmarried than married. Society has made marriage a greased slide into a legal union so make sure you know the person you are about to marry.  Religion will not guarantee you a good marriage.  In some cases it may inhibit it, depending on the severity of the faith and its response to human sex drives.  Marriage is a three party contract between you, your mate and the state.  That's what gives the state the power to decide what to do with your assets and children on divorce.  Divorce doesn't cancel the contract, it amends it. 

Earth marriages are not perfect, but it can be a good place for kids to grow up, depending on the parents.  If your marriage is a bad one, leave it.  Your child will blame you for the trauma they feel, but they will also do that if you stay for 20 years and then leave.  You will not be thanked for enduring. There is no good way to end a marriage.  Do not expect your child to side with you, they are after all, 1/2 the person you married. But sometimes you have to leave for your own well being and health.  There is only so much contention a person can withstand.  Passive aggressiveness is also its own form of contention more akin to Chinese water torture. It is not love.  It's the ice pick in the night to the tire of manliness. 

If you are into science, go for deeper science behind Engineering and Electronics.  Learn logic, then learn its pardoxical pitfalls, which underlay all of law, religion, and government.  AI will replace much of what we know as computer coding.  It's already doing so.  But the mental discipline and logic training will train you mentally.  You'll see through psyops and disinformation. 

Learn languages.  As many as you can, but at the very least the ones you are likely to encounter in your country and places you'd like to spend time in. 

Exercise regularly, even if it's just walking.  Take up some form of regular stretching whether it's yoga, tai chi, or pilates.  Being flexible and limber becomes really important after age 55.  If you smoke, take Vitamin C as cigarettes consume Vitamin C which is why smokers tend to get more wrinkles and have aging skin.  Vitamin C is essential for collagen creation. 

Avoid wheat, especially American wheat. Travelers know this well, you can lose 20 pounds in just a few weeks by going to Europe.  The wheat genetics are different there.  Learn to eat sparingly.  This one I have known since I kept tropical and reef aquariums, fish fed every other day live longer and healthier than those fed daily.  Not that I followed that, but as you age you need less food, but proteins remain important.  

Birthdays age you more than calendar years because it's a mental countdown on how you are supposed to look at a given age.  You didn't come into this world with an expiration date stamped on your butt.  The natural human life span in this galaxy in a stress free and pollution free environment is around 200-300 years.  Perhaps longer. 

Be happy, it's a choice.  Every emotion is a choice as to its duration.  Don't avoid emotions, let the negative ones flow through you, feel them but don't attach. Let them go.  Be very careful with anger, if maintained it will tear your body apart. 

That's just what is coming off the top of my head at the moment.  This article will likely get refined a bit over the next few days.

I love you all!

PS: My brother broke his leg and is the hospital rehab in Salt Lake City for the next month.  We have very similar bodies.  Please send him healing energy for rapid bone repair and balance.  My youngest brother is heading there next week to move him to a ground floor apartment.