Still not home.

Things were a bit different than I thought.  I had been intubated for about a week under some pretty strong drugs.   The kind of stuff Michael Jackson had.  I don’t know why but I was given multiple sedations that seemed to have the effect deleting short term memory.   I didn’t know how I got to the hospital. I think the dreams that came in such abundance fall into the category of delusions.  I thought at one point I had been abducted as I didn’t recognize anyone until my cardiologist arrived. 

I had some astounding dreams but nothing in the NDE category but definitely some kind of astral vibe to them. I remember one dream of a nurse taking me to another hospital while she had a conversation with some high status Himalayan woman who operated a spiritual foundation. The high status woman was turned down very respectfully by the nurse. I’m not putting much attention on the dreams as I think it was the meds. There was one dream with Nabrac that dimensionally a brain twister. 

Wednesday I went home and discovered how much strength I lost in my legs.  I ended up falling. EMS took me back to the hospital and now I’m at a physical therapist center to rebuild my leg strength. This was unexpected but the staff seems very competent and helpful. I didn’t break anything just a bruised ego. 

I don’t know why these events seem to happen the same time the world goes bonkers. 

I love you all.  Deeply grateful for the love shown to me.  

Terran