A Reader writes about his experience with negative Grey ET (Maitre) abductions and being a "targeted individual"

Terran note: This email is unique in that he's a long time reader of this blog and also was in the particular religious sect I grew up. Sometimes I doubt whether I should share my experiences from that church, there were only about 150,000 members in that sect, but you just never know who they may be help. This gentleman is the first "Targeted Individual" I have met in the course of this blog. I have met people who have given birth to ET hybrids, and many other unusual experiences. The people I work with have had all kinds of odd things happened to them (myself included) but it was of a different nature than this man's experiences. I'll spare you the Wikipedia article, which is designed to make these folks sound crazy... they are not. This man appears to have been hit with "Voice of God" microwave tech, and continual ET and EMF harassment of his body. These are usually the actions of Orion Greys (the Maitre race).

From: (redacted)
Date: January 10, 2023 at 3:08:08 AM CST
To: terran.cognito@....
Subject: Request


Hi Bill

Jan and I have followed and supported your fine works over the last 10 years. As former members of the Worldwide Church of God in the 1980s and early 90s we have appreciated your insights into the influence of the church on our lives. I have been employed in the aviation/aerospace industry for the last 53 years working mainly for New Zealand Govt agencies. This included close liaison/coordination with our military and allies including the US. As such I had many quite close encounters with the UFO operations and at one stage was invited to join their program (SAIC -US Navy).

At a GPS conference in the US in 1999 I lost half a day blanked out and apparently received an implant compliments of the CIA. Long story short I realise 5 years ago that I was a victim of the MIC “Target individual program”. After a month or so of voices urging me to “save the world” and many movie type programmes thru my 3rd eye the program turned nasty. I am now at the mercy of Little Greys and their handlers and subject to hours of pain and damage to my body. When my 3rd eye opened some 12 years ago I realised I have a large Reptilian hologram projecting out in front of me. 

I was wondering would you be able to ask Stan X or your other contacts what is the purpose/end game of the Targeted Individual program. As for me day in day out with pain, torture and injury seems pretty pointless and basically my body is failing. I have already had a stroke and now have serious heart issues.

I realise this is not something you would normally do so no problems if you cant ask them.

Love and light

(redacted name)

New Zealand

Terran note: This individual did not take the COVID vaccine and lost a very good job because of it.  So the heart issues and stroke are unrelated to the vaccine.

Stan X: TERRAN. THERE IS MUCH DATA ON THE "PROGRAM" IN THE RECENT QUERY. IT IS KNOWN THAT THE "TARGETED INDIVIDUAL PROGRAM/INSTITUTIONAL HOLOGRAM COUNCIL/DYNAMIC CONTROL SYSTEM" WAS A PROJECT. IT IS "REAL" IN THE "TRUEST" SENSE OF THAT EARTHSPHERE WORD.

IT IS KNOWN THAT THERE ARE OVER 1,000 TARGETS REMAINING IN FORM ON EARTH. THIS PROGRAM WAS DESIGNED/IMPLEMENTED BY A KNOWN NON LOCAL GROUP. IT WAS IMPLEMENTED BY CONSORTS IN VARIOUS PROGRAMS IN/ON THE EARTHSPHERE.  

THE SPECIFIC QUERY IS "WHAT IS THE PURPOSE/END GAME OF THE TARGETED INDIVIDUAL PROGRAM".  THERE ARE MULTIPLE RESPONSES TO THIS QUERY BASED ON THE NON LOCAL GROUPS THAT BEGAN/INSTITUTED THESE PROGRAMS.

THE HIGHEST PURPOSE KNOWN/REGISTERED IS TO COLLECT DATA ON THE STRENGTH/WILL/STAMINA OF THOSE CHOSEN.  THOSE "CONTROLLERS" USED THE DATA TO PREPARE OTHER PROGRAMS/EXPERIENCES/HOLOGRAMS.

OTHER PURPOSES INCLUDE MONITORING "EARTHSPHERE BODY" FUNCTIONS DURING/AFTER MANY POSSIBLE "ENCOUNTERS".  THIS DATA WAS USED TO "PLAN" MANY ALTERNATIVE EXPERIENCES AND POSIBILITIES IN/ON THE EARTHSPHERE TO MAINTAIN TOTAL CONTROL.

THE "END GAME" IS MERELY DATA COLLECTION. THIS IS NOT TO MINIMIZE THE PAIN/TERROR/ANXIETY CAUSED BY THESE PROGRAMS.  

IT IS KNOWN THAT THESE PROGRAMS WERE TERMINATED IN/ON THE EARTHSPHERE DURING THE "TIPPING POINT" ERA IN/ON THE EARTHSPHERE.

THE CONTINUED "PAIN/SUFFERING" IS NOT EXPECTED.  

IN GRATITUDE. STAN. X. END.

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Terran: May I publish your inquiry minus ANY identifying data? Also would you like me to ask the Andromedan Dr Raeno to do some energy healing work on you?

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(redacted name):

Hi Bill

Many thanks for the response. Incredible.  Yes happy for you to publish as long as you delete my name and the position with (redacted foreign assignment).  I would certainly appreciate any energy healing work you can arrange.  

 

Up to the end of 2016 the experience was quite benign – waking up on board a space ship or seeing all kind of alien beings. I also experienced many changes in time going forward or backwards. I have sat at the Wellington Railway station and watch the train I was waiting arrive and then watch the station clock go backwards and the same train arrive again at the correct time. I havent been able to wear a watch since I was kid as the batteries don’t last more then a couple of weeks.  

From 2017 it was like I was thrown to the little Greys and their little Biobot cousins as you would give a bone to the dog to keep him happy. So the  little ones have done what they like to me including inducing a stroke in Dec 2017 by continuing to raise my blood pressure. At night they keeping twitching my legs which stops the blood circulation and results in ulcers and very painful legs.  Another favourite is (experience redacted for privacy).

 

Any further help is appreciated

 

Kind regards

(redacted name)

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Terran to Denice: Also could you ask Dr Raeno if he could do some energy work on (redacted)?  Feels like his body is out of balance energetically.  (Redacted) gave consent for some assistance in healing.

RAENO: TERRAN. FREQUENCIES SENT ON REPEAT FLOW. RAENO.

Thor: Dr Salla’s Disclosure Video

Terran note: It is with some personal amusement this post is a nexus of two “Thors”.  Andromedan commander Adrian Thorac - the Thor of the legendary magnetic pulsar “hammer” weapon and Thor Han Erydon, the Taygetan from the Plieadies. Its also possible a third "Thor", Valiant Thor, another Plieadian with a documented interaction with the Pentagon and before Congress. 

Denice: Sent video.

 

Denice: https://youtu.be/NP5fFRNzIiM

Denice: Message from THOR:

Thor: TERRAN. YES. YES. AND YES.  RECALL “NOTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS”.  IN THIS CASE. IT IS MORE THAN WHAT IT SEEMS. NO BLACKOUT.  ALL SYSTEMS GO. THOR. BEGIN.

Terran: Does Thor’s comment relate to the video? (The other situation)? Or both?

Denice: Video

Denice: And FAA system today 

Terran note: Airport operations have resumed as of 1:25 pm in Austin.  Delays are expected as backlog flights are cleared.

Denice: He knocked at 7:30 today when I was driving. Got tied up and couldn’t transmit to you at that time.

Imbibe your Divine Essence

This was shared this morning…

Bente:

Imbibe your Divine Essence,
and you will taste true freedom.
That is the real Essence of life.

You are experiencing a return to your origin,a reuniting with your Eternal Core.

Every single step you have taken in your life has led you up to this point in time. All the directions you have traveled on your Life's Journey

have been with the aim of helping you arrive at this very destination.

You have come to a pivotal point. Or rather, you are that point. A Central Element around which so much turns.

So imbibe your Divine Essence. Fill your self up with the immenseness of your Being. For you are here in this Now to be the change that has been so longed for.

So step out into the open.
Be seen.
By yourself.
And by others.

That way, change will become apparent to all those still living within the shadows of their self-doubt. 

And life will once again flourish. 

For One. For All.

Happy New Year!

 

An old quote. Still Relevant

An old quote. Still relevant. 

Are We There Yet?

 

Ten years ago tomorrow Brian Kelly and I got a phone call from Heather Ann Tucci-Jarraf.  That all got prompted by some harassment we got from Hong Kong for publishing a video of a "POOF Interview" about a wire transfer of 39 Trillion dollars from Hong Kong to The Bank of NY.  If you go back to the postings from Early 2013 you can read about that.  

Brian and I weren't really sure what we had stepped into.  The Internet was still somewhat in the golden age of online freedom, and the harassment was nothing like what has been created in recent years of de-platforming on Twitter, YouTube, and Facebook. Yet we did get threatening emails from lawyers in Hong Kong and we pulled the video (out of fear we were endangering POOFs life) and later re-posted it when he gave us the go ahead. 

Heather told us she called to "straighten out the energies" we experienced from China, and thanked us for what we did and the data that was revealed.  China was trying to re-age old debt and pass it off as new money.

A whole lot of stuff has happened since then, which was published here quite regularly until about 18 months ago when I was asked to not do so.   There are reasons for that. 

Heather's filings are still in effect, as were the filings put forward during the court case in Tennessee.  She has not stopped working. I'm not an immediate part of that work at this moment.  I frankly could not be a part of it given the health issues I had in the summer and subsequent housing issues after that I had to work though.  I know a few acronyms but I couldn't really explain them right now.  It's not my role at this time.   But it is a continuation of the concepts she laid down in 2013, so you know most of it.  It will be explained when it's implemented.  I don't have dates for you.

At first everyone thought we were crazy in 2013 for saying the governments is a corporation. Not just ours, nearly all of them, whether democratic, or communist.  A lot has transpired since.  It's a known fact now.  

In 2017 while in the midst of the RKB/HATJ trials in Tennesee, Q began his disclosures, which was more a "how to" about research and a road map to significant data points available in open source documents online.  We didn't know who Q was, but the timing was very interesting. That came shortly after the jurisdiction hearing with the Court Magistrate when Heather revealed there was an ongoing "Universal Cleanup" of corruption occurring on this planet.  I didn't get all that deep into the Q stuff as I had more pressing matters to deal with in Tennessee. 

The the bio lab leak of COVID19 further "red pilled" a lot of people as the blatant use of tyranny in the name of fighting a virus for the public good, was just in everyone's face.  And it was the exact same response worldwide in a coordinated move we have never seen the likes of before.  We see that political overreach waning in the USA, Canada is still in the grips of it with Trudeau, Britain has back down on the lock downs after huge protests, and the dawn of light is appearing in Australia, haltingly at first, but its growing.  There are parts of Europe where things still look pretty bleak to those living there.   

I was contacted this week by one gentleman who has worked long and hard to educate people on the filings, but he was frustrated, at how long everything has taken, and frustrated he doesn't yet have "unfettered access" to his value.  And he means that in a spendable form.  I get that.  I have struggled for years and in the last 90 days worked my butt off just keep a roof over my head after my lease expired.  All I could tell him was "I don't know the when".  I can feel that it is immanent, but I don't know the details of when, nor the mechanics of how it happens, other than the mechanics that were already outlined in 2014 when the first bond documents were created.  I was 56 when this journey started, I did it so my daughter would have a better world, and at 66 my daughter is skeptical of everything I told her will every come to be.  When things take longer than expected, it doesn't make one a liar, it means it just took longer.  And look how many more are awake now than they were in 2017!

I am not a skeptic.  But I do know this is much more complicated moment than the times I was in North Africa or the Alps.  It will happen.  Hopefully before the end of my life, there are no guarantees, but if not I can at least be in peace knowing did what I did to get it this far or however far it needs to go.  

All the narratives of controllers have played themselves out.  Every monetary trick they have used to kick the can down the road has led to this moment now.  Its writ large in every war attempt to create WWIII (they think they can hide if the can get humanity to blow itself up - they aren't too bright).  

Freedom is a state of conscious.  I have seen poor people who are rich in life.  I have seen jailed people freed up to do the inner work they had to do.  The jailer is as much behind bars as is the prisoner, (although he does eats better).  I say that not to fob you off with vague philosophy, I say that because that's how I view it.  My expertise is not banking or law. But I will say what I know... We were always free, most of just consented to a grand delusion of separation from Source.  

We all live in one giant slave plantation, the most elegant slave system ever devised where most people think they are free... until a virus leaks, and you can't travel, and they shove swab sticks up your nose in the most intrusive testing of the public short of a cavity search.  They want to create CBDC digital money to monitor every purchase you make, yet oddly they'll pass a 1.3 Trillion dollar spending bill without anyone knowing where it's all going. There's no blockchain transparency on Congress.  

All of this last minute panic by the controllers is unsustainable.  They can't go off world, their underground bunkers are cut off, and once their ability to print money is lost, they can't have unlimited funds to bribe congress, hire mercenaries, or fund any of the huge energy siphoning hedge funds.

I can't give you details, other than what I feel.  For many that might not be enough.  WE ARE THERE. How you see it, will vary with your awareness.  It's okay to feel frustrated. Just don't camp out there. The food is awful. There are lightworkers who have been awake since 1970s and they are a very paranoid lot too, given all they had to navigate over the years.  I've met a few of them.  Everyone's moment of awaking is perfect, you can't preach a person to your point of view, unless they want to know.

There is no QFS, no NESARA/GESARA, all that is Chinese dragon narratives that keep getting regurgitated ad nauseam on the Internet since 2000.   Lipstick on the same old pig. People have a hard time thinking larger than what they've been used to.  

YOU ARE SOURCE.  YOU ARE THE VALUE.  EVENTUALLY THAT SINKS IN EVERYWHERE AND EVERY WHOM.  And maybe this paragraph is really the final step everything is waiting for. No politician is going to save you.  No banker or bunker is going to save you.  YOU SAVE YOU.  YOU ARE LIFE ITSELF.

XERXES: A Short Message

A Short Message From Xerxes

as received by *Denice

December 20, 2022

THIS MOMENT OF YOUR "EARTH" TIMELINE IS BUT A BRIEF ASPECT OF THE WHOLE. CONSIDER THE "AGE" OF PERSIA. AEONS AGO. A MOMENT AGO. A BREATH AWAY.

THAT IS THE MINUTE SEGEMENT OF TIME/SPACE/CONTINUUM PERMITTED FOR ONE TO "EXPERIENCE". A BRIEF ASPECT.

CONSIDER THIS. YOU AS A HUMAN STAND ON THE PRECIPICE OF THE GREATEST MOMENT IN  ALL OF  HUMAN "HISTORY".

THAT PRECIPICE IS NOW. DO YOU TUMBLE OVER THE EDGE WITH THE CRUMBLING ROCKS OR DO YOU TAKE A SLIGHT STEP BACK AND GROUND YOURSELF FIRMLY AS ALL THAT IS IN FRONT OF YOU FALLS AWAY?

GOOD MAN!

IN THESE MOMENTS. YOU ARE SURROUNDED BY ALL OF CREATION.  I WAS. I AM. IT IS IN THIS RETROSPECT THAT I SHARE FROM MY OWN EXPERIENCE. MY OWN DEMISE.

WHAT IS NEXT IS OF COURSE NOT YET SEEN. NOT YET REVEALED. HOWEVER. IT IS WELL PLANNED. WELL CONSTRUCTED. AND WELL OBSERVED AND DOCUMENTED.

TAKE THAT SLIGHT STEP BACK AND GROUND YOURSELF NOW.  IT IS HERE.

I AM AS ALWAYS.

XERXES. 

*Denice has an Andromeda communications implant in her ear.  She is also a skilled telepath.  It was not stated how this particular message was received.  It was not channeled. Xerxes has a craft located somewhere in the former kingdom of Persia.  There are other messages from him on this blog. This message seems directed at both the planet and a particular individual.