You may be feeling the energies and their flux changes quite deeply now. I stopped watching Schumann resonance charts, I thought maybe there's a power of suggestion factor when I see those things. Should I feel bad when it's white and not when it's green? I am also not watching external events all that closely anymore. So much of what we see is ginned up theatre playing to the drama drunkards who want to play victim and judge at the same time.
I watched Lisa M Harrison's latest Deconstructing the Construction Q & E today. The main point is "forgive them for they know not what they do.
There was also two subjects that gripped my attention. The first one was at the beginning on the subject of betrayal. It came to a conclusion that I had come to in 2014 but expressed more eloquently that I have ever put it. I came to realize that betrayal is often completely in the eye of the beholder, it's a perception. None of us really never know why people do what they do but as a general rule they are being true to who they are are and what they understand at that moment. It may be very painful to us to witness, but we as the observer never have full context When we judge someone as betraying us, we betray our own integrity and cast judgement on them. We betray love by giving ourselves a reason to not show them love.
The other insight was in the subject of sibling rivialry. And all of us have experienced some of the most unchecked behaviors from those we grew up with, or who were our parents. I thought Lisa gave some good advice to a woman discussing her mean sister. Lisa suggested the woman put the actions of the sister to one side, and then energetically converse with the sister that this no longer serves either one and just pour pure love into her. It's not easy to do. Especially when you are angry at being accused of things and motives you never did or had.
I have found myself a bit rudderless for the past year or so. I am on my own in Austin, with only my electronic connections to my old friends and some of those have gone quiet (not just me but everyone else too). What do I do in the interim between now and whatever comes next?
I have decided that question depends on how I frame it. I can look it as lost connections and friendship or I can look at it as Source giving me time to prep for the earth changes and coping with the these energy shifts. My body has keenly felt the energies but it's better now that it was a year ago. I can exercise, eat good things, and stay Source centered and heart centered. What comes next I do not know. I can't really even visualize it. My focus is more in the now, staying centered, staying healthy, and trusting the ALL for everything. None of knows how ever bit of this works out. But we can be out of contention and strife as much as possible and bring through the better angels our our being to humanity.
