Update 1: November Donations

Update 1 11/4/2026: Moved some of the post to a separate article and added updated information. 

Hi all my beautiful friends!  

We are in the later weeks of October and another election cycle.  Much is changing even given the usual politics of the American midterm election.  I expect huge changes after November 3. 

I hope to raise $1900 or better.  I am grateful for every one of you, I would not have survived financially the past few months without you and some temporary help from my brother.  

Quick update on my health: The crease on my upper lip from the January hospital stay is pretty much gone, it's slightly noticeable but within a year it won't be.  Oxygen levels continue to be good provided I get normal sleep and don't get too much caffeine.  There seems to have been a major healing in April, and my oxygen has been much higher ever since. 

Update 1: Had a really rough 3 days leading up to the election, oxygen levels were low and felt very agitated.  I had trouble sleeping too.  About 2 years ago the local cell tower was relocated to a position farther away from me. They built an apartment complex it is old spot.   I am suspecting some 5G tech was activated prior to the midterm elections here in Austin.  I am not completely surprised on the Senate race, Ken Paxton the Republican candidate, is not the most straightforward of men.  Our wheelchair bound Governor Abbott losing was a surprise but I am glad he was in office during COVID.  The net difference for Texas is we got rid of a Republican senator who voted Democrat and put in a Democrat who will vote Democrat. The irony is rich.  But at least there's no pretending with he old RINO senator. 

My legs still remain an issue, and they have been swollen lately.  But on the whole things have improved quite a bit. Its taken longer than I expected but I am older than people think I am.  I look much better than I did a few months ago.   

Update 1: The legs improved after midnight last night, and my splitting headache went away.  I am using the walker full time now.  I have an appointment I have to go to in the middle of the month and I will need the walker.  Things are improving, sometimes its two steps forward one step back in the healing process, but I am not giving up.  

I've asked the leasing office to install an additional handbar on the back of the shower.  My younger brother accidentally did the splits over a year ago in his shower and broke his hip.  He's two years younger than me but our bodies have always been similar bone wise.  Those x-rays spooked me.  I don't know if I'd survive what he went through.  I've got a handicap shower chair but it doesn't fit well in my tub.  The tub portion of my shower is unusually high which makes it not easy to get in and out.   There was handbars on it when I leased it, which is probably common in ground floor units.   But oddly none where its really needed.  I have the bar, I'd install it myself but this is not my property.  So after 6 weeks the installer contractor is coming tomorrow.  

I love you all!

Terran

PS: I am still short on donations for this month, donations don't have to be big to help.  Every donation is appreciated!  This blog became a donation-based blog after I was put on a ban list in 2016 along with Wall Street insider blog Zerohedge.com and 98 others.  This blog was originally funded by advertising, and that got hit hard by deep state proxies. 

Is reality a collective pond or an individual perspective?

Terran: Dear Thor, in the creation of our reality, does everyone have a unique reality, or is reality a pond reality which our frequency sends out ripples that interact with every other other frequency in that “pond reality” to form some baseline reality? I’ve never been clear whether everything is individual, collective or a mixture of both.  Any clarity you can add to this concept would be helpful.

Thor: TERRAN. EXPERIENCES FLOW. WHAT IS CONSIDERED MATTER/MOLECULES/ATOMS CONTRIBUTE TO FREQUENCIES CREATING WHAT HUMANS EXPERIENCE. ALL IS INTHE “EXPERIENCE”. OF ALL THAT IS.

Thor: YOUR QUERY IS BEST KNOWN AS “PERSPECTIVES” ARE BY THE PERCEIVER. THOR. END.

Terran note:  I find myself still with questions, but that's okay, there have been questions that took me years to fully understand but the answers always came.  But I am wondering if its even valid to say "collective" when we are all by definition individual manifestations of Creator Source which is ONE?   The only metaphor readily available is AI agents solving problems but not everyone even understands that model completely. 

 This goes into horribly philosophical territory and I need to think my questions through more fully. 

Subliminal programming and thought manipulation by TV and Internet Streaming Media platforms

I was sent this conversation with Stan X. privately by a friend. I have chosen to redact the name. There are several people who have access to Stan X, via Denice. Originally we intended everyone to have access to the Data Collectors but that headed into a direction we did not foresee as some wanted them to tell them their ideal life paths, which they don't do. When the Grand Reunion occurs everyone will have access to their existence data that the data collectors have on file. The sheer volume of requests was more than Denice could handle then (and she has, due to family obligations, even less time now. A number of people I worked with in Morocco and shortly thereafter in the USA do have access. You probably watch their videos from time to time.   The data collectors’ data is greater than 90% accurate  in my opinion but there have been some errors over the years.  And there is also the issue of perspective not being from Earth and experiencing what its like to live here.   Still the accuracy is better than anything we have access to on Earth.  The data they had on me since I was very young was quite accurate.  

I have none of those private conversations in my possession by my design, except when they are shared with me.  I asked Denice to keep those conversations private, as I have no need to be in the middle. Occasionally people do forward me conversations with Stan X, in whole or part.

What is discussed below applies to streaming media platforms, TV, and network news channels. 

Conversation with Stan X: 

[Redacted friend]: Since I am physically limited, I spend a lot of time on TV. The following happened several nights ago. In absolute boredom, I turned the TV off to do other things. I looked up, it had been off 30 minutes, and I saw faint text cover the entire screen like a page copied from a book. Text on a TV screen turned off. There had not been text on what I previously watched. Then, the next morning, while watching a video on YouTube, I saw the same type of text overlying the video. My sight is not good enough to read the words. I am surprised I saw the text. It must be because of the frequency upgrades we are slogging through. It was the format that concerned me most. I asked Stan X.

[Redacted friend]: Stan X, are we being subconsciously programmed with text overlaying or embedded on top of regular TV programs, with the unit on or off? Is this specific to me?

Stan X: DEAR [redacted friend]. YES. AND MORE. STAN.X. END.

[Redacted friend]: Stan X, thank you. Is there any action I should take? What if any?

Stan X: DEAR [redacted friend]: REDUCE THE OPPORTUNITIES. STAN.X.END.

[Redacted friend]: I asked for more info from Stan X….

Stan X: DEAR [redacted friend]: THE “TELEVISION”. IS DESIGNED FOR MONITORING AND DELIVERING “CONTENT” BOTH OVERTLY AND “SUBVERTLY”. STAN X END.

Retrospective perspectives

I've had more time on my hands than I would normally since March.  I had time to think of things and the cyclical nature of change.  There's a pattern I have noticed many decades ago, I'll be doing something for 5-10 years and then everything changes.  Sometimes the change is welcome, sometimes its not what I expect or  consciously chose.  But in the end, always perfect. 

I've been noticing some people I know who have returned to organized religion.   At times I've found it odd, given what I knew of them only a few years ago.  It's not a path for me. I am not going to fault anyone else's journey, most of them didn't grow in a church, some came from hippy and alternative family situations. They didn't live through seeing corruption, abuse, money laundering, and a host of anything but "Christ like" behavior that I saw.  There is a train wreck coming for all the Abrahamic religions, when the truth comes out about their sacred texts.  Questions of who edited them, and who conflated the identities of numerous personalities, who decided what books became part of the anthology and which ones did not. 

I've had a Facebook account for a year or so.  Didn't post or even have a photo on it for years.  Last couple of weeks I was looking up old names of old friends, at least the ones I can remember. 

The time I spent on Facebook has been interesting.  How many of the people I knew, who either made my life a joy or a miserable hell, just are not there anymore.  When you get to my age you expect some attrition to accidents and aging.   That's not surprising.  What is surprising is how I no longer relate very well to very few of those people that are still around.  They're still the same, I am not.  

I've had my share of medical scares to be sure but I am truly amazed when I see people who are same age as me and how much older they look now.   I've not aged a whole lot since 2013. Perhaps that was because I was having the time of my life doing what I loved doing.  I grew 1 1/2 inches in height in Morocco and my feet grew two shoe sizes at age 56. 

Not that everything has been easy, I've gone through some very difficult moments to be sure. You've all had an inside seat to most of that.   But I have to say that I am very thankful for everything, the good and the bad, the moments I had needle sharp clarity on what I'd been doing and the moments where it felt I was treading water until the rest of the world caught up.   I've been through that before too.  Sometimes you breathe out, sometimes you breathe in and sometimes you hold your breath in suspense.

People have said "create the world you want".   That's a pretty big paint pallet.  Especially when you are still trying to wrap your head around who you are, what you've done before and can't remember yet, and what is even possible in a human lifetime.  And none of us knows how long we have here in this moment. This is where being kind to yourself comes in, love yourself, love your strengths, love your annoying faults, and work through your incompetence and turn them into wisdom and mastery.  Otherwise you can get depressed and hopeless in a seemingly uncaring world (but it's not really that way - it's just neutral and waiting for your call).  

Don't make your identity about what you are against whether people or dogma, because those things that are not coherent with the incoming energies will surely be swept away like a flash flood in Nepal. Stand your ground when you need to, this is not a call to inaction or apathy. 

What debt based banking did to the US dollar

Gold and land are stores of value.  The value comes from you, or perhaps your family, but not the gold or the land.  Your creativity and labor as an instance of the "Creator of All That Is".  Your essence/soul comes from that ALL that IS.  Value doesn't come from banks, crypto, Federal Reserve Debt notes or frequent flyer miles.  Those are all exchanges and means of transferring value and they take their cut along the way.

During the 70s, 80s, and 90s,  I seemed to find myself in occupations that were affected by every whim of central bankers.  Constantly having to reinvent what I did for a living but never certain that what I learned through much study or skilled craftsmanship would employ 5 years down the road.  There was no Google back then, no ChatGPT or Grok, you had to buy the books and magazines. So I set up to find out how markets worked.   

In 1988 I worked in England as a software contractor, and if there were ever a place for books on finances it's the City of London.  I took train trips into London just to go book shopping.  There is an author of the "goto" book on derivatives called "International Financial Markets" by Orlin Grabbe.  He was a very bright iconoclast living in Costa Rica, and happened to be brother to a man I worked with in Los Angeles who was quite a gifted programmer on IBM mainframes.  Orlin's musings are kind of in the same league as John Macafee.  Orlin died a natural death I believe, but some web sites might still carry his thoughts online. You know the type, very bright savants always looking over their shoulders because powerful money interests were always watching them.  They could play the game very well but never found any peace doing it.  

I didn't understand much about the Rothschilds then, but I vaguely remember my father telling me about their role during WWII.  Heather once told me a British contact told her my father was flew secret missions into Switzerland for the US Army Air Corps.   Mom did tell us at his funeral that dad was military intelligence, which stunned us. Dad was very chatty about his World War II experiences but he never ever revealed to his kids he was in military intelligence! When I mentioned the Swiss Banking missions my mom was very skeptical.  So it's possible he did and just didn't tell his wife.  I just can't prove it or disprove it.   To complicate all that, dad's paper military records were stored alphabetically by the Army and last names starting with letters E-G were destroyed in a warehouse fire after World War II. 

Dad was John Birch adjacent, loved Ayn Rand, and talked about a lot of things people called conspiracy theories even back in 1962.  He was known for that, but his friends loved him anyway.  And much of what he said was proven correct once the Internet made it possible for millions of people to compare notes.  

While I was working in England, I was in a cubicle next to an English software contractor.  He kept trying to get me enrolled in the Rothschild Investment Trust which I think was based in the tax haven Isle of Jersey.  He told me the fund made 24% a day by funding banks that came up short on their reserves for the closing day, at 1% which rolled from time zone to times zone every day.  The whole thing sounded so ludricrous and scammy I didn't pay him much attention. I never put money into the fund.  Just felt off to me.  My father taught me you made money by what you could do with skills and mind.  But the fund was in fact true (might be off in the interest rate but I'm working from memory).

There was one popular Stock Market analyst who wrote an interesting article while I was working there about how homes don't really rise in value against things that don't inflate, just against fiat currency that continuously devalues the currency as a hidden tax on you.   Homes in 1930, when adjusted for inflation were actually nearly the same price in 1988.   Yes markets go up and down and in the states have job migration which causes home prices to rise, but on the long haul, a home has a utility value as a place to live.   When you live overseas you will find that a kilogram of beef pretty much costs the same everywhere.  Chicken can be cheaper but not a cow that gives both milk, meat and hides.  If meat is going up in price, your money is becoming more worthless. 

This rancher is expressing much the same concept.   I am not a financial advisor so don't invest based on what I say, but you use your own common sense. 

 

An acre of ground, a 1,000 pound steer, a car, and a house all cost the same in gold in 2026 as they did in 1980. The dollar is the thing that changed. In 1980 the average US house ran 76,000 dollars, or 124 ounces of gold. In 2026 that same house runs 502,000 dollars, or 121 ounces of gold. The average new car cost 7,500 dollars in 1980, or 12 ounces of gold. Today it costs 50,000 dollars, and still 12 ounces of gold. A 1,000 pound steer took almost 1 ounce of gold in 1980. Today it takes 0.58 of an ounce. Farmland ran 740 dollars an acre in 1980, or 1.2 ounces of gold. In 2026 that acre runs about 4,500 dollars, or 1.1 ounces of gold. Every one of those four prices climbed in dollars. In gold, all four held flat. Rational Ranchers ran those four decades of market and USDA numbers side by side, and the pattern holds in every line. I hold ground, cows, and hay. Four decades of those charts say that is where the value stayed whole, so that is where I keep mine. Your rancher, Jason Hanley | 208-714-0478

— AcmeAcres.us (@idahobeef) October 11, 2026

MAVEN and MEINHAVEN (3-I-ATLAS)

Terran: Dear Stan X, Did 3-I-ATLAS seed or terraform Mars with microbial/bacterial life forms? What is Project Maven?

Stan X: TERRAN. 3-I-ATLAS/MEINHAVEN IS “PREPARING” MARS FOR A TEMPORARY STAY. PROJECT MAVEN IS UNKNOWN. DATA COLLECTORS STAN X. 

Terran: Is MEINHAVEN about 3IATLAS and its preparation of Mars?

Stan X: TERRAN. YES. DATA COLLECTORS. STAN.X. END.

Terran: The presenter seemed to think MAVEN was an Earth observation satellite of Mars.

Terran: Is there any NASA/JPL/or other contracting company/military operating any Mars observer satellites by the name of MAVEN or similar idem sonans or homophone?

The reason I’m asking is I’m trying to sort out a garbled signal (not from you) or an attempt to override an information signal by a similar sounding word in English. [the confusion was mine regarding Meinhaven and Maven]

Stan X: TERRAN. M.A.V.E.N. SATELLITE IS IN/ON MARS. DATA COLLECTION ENDED. DATA COLLECTORS. STAN. X. END.

Terran: Forgive me if I have asked this before (I don’t I have), did 3-I-ATLAS/MEINHAVEN begin its journey during Atlantis 1?

Stan X: TERRAN. ATLANTIS II. DATA COLLECTORS STAN X END.

The Iggiggi of Sumer, the worker caste of the Anunnaki

Iggigi

In the various narratives that have been coming out in recent years about the Anunnaki involvement with the evolution and subjugation of humanity, there's been mention of this mysterious group of people called the Iggigi. The Iggigi  are said to have been the "worker caste" who originally mined gold for the Anunnaki but later rebelled against the Anunnaki because they were fed up with that hard labor.  

This rebellion, purportedly causing Enlil and Enki (the sons of Anu) to take a native Earth hominid (Sasquatch?) and merge it with their own DNA.   Enki is said to have secretly put features into this version of human, that his half-reptilian brother, Enlil, did not want.

These Sumer stories of mankind's beginnings have not held a lot of resonance for me personally. I feel humanity is far older than people give credence to it being.   

I have never heard of where these Iggiggi came from.  Even the recent crop of Anu-philes don't really mention where the Iggiggi came from. 

Dear Stan X: What would the Iggigi of Sumer be called in our time? Where did they come from?

Stan X: TERRAN. THE IGGIGI ARE KNOWN BY THAT LABEL NOW. ORIGIN ATLANTIS 2. ROLES NOT SHARED AT THIS MOMENT. DATA COLLECTORS. STAN.X.END.

Terran note: There is a whole lot more here to drill down upon, but the nature of my access to the data collectors data is a bit like a SQL query of a database, I have to know what I am looking for to begin with.  And sometimes I get surprised.   This will be further researched as I learn more about the Iggiggi. 

There were two Atlantis build outs.  

Atlantis 1 was successful and the first human colonies in the Andromeda Galactics came from Atlantis 1.  Atlantis 1 was moved off-world into its own realm.  It still exists. 

Atlantis 2 ended in a catastrophe, when an energy dome shield crystal that stored massive amounts of energy was sabotaged and failed when it was powered up, causing acoustic fragmentation of the rock strata below Atlantis 2, and it fell into the ocean.