Following the energetic trail

Yesterday I was given some time to be outside in the sun under clear blue skies.  It was glorious and refreshing. A little time off from physical therapy to enjoy some apple juice in the Sun.  I can use a walker but not yet for extended periods 

I was in a wheelchair which I moved to a more open area to get more light.  A few moments later a stack of wood pallets fell in that spot so it’s a good thing I moved.  There were three gals 10-20 years older than me, some more able than others.  One or two have wheeled themselves in my door to chat. When you are in a medical institution little things are a big deal because often meals are the only thing to look forward to. Conversation helps left the spirits too. 

I noticed one of the nurses outside wore a crucifix and had a shirt that said “Thrivent”. (Thrivent Financial for Lutherans) is a member-owned fraternal benefit society and not-for-profit financial services headquartered in Minneapolis, Minnesota. Thrivent emphasizes that “money is a tool, not a goal. I llearned about  the company name when I lived in Minnesota.  

This afternoon a woman came into my room to chat she’s a new occupational therapist here, they help people do the normal things of life while recovering their mobility.

I asked her Are you Lutheran?Surprised, she said Yes I am! How did you know?  It was the Thrivent shirt you wore yesterday.  Well, she said we’re the nice Lutherans we like everyone!  (Apparently the ones from Missouri and Wisconsin are mean). I believe the Holy Spirit surrounds me at all times and then she said some other things which made it clear she is very aware.  

I’ll get to the reason I asked in a moment.  It had to do with a very vivid dream I had while in ICU.   I had very rough day, and I remember asking my essence brothers for assistance, Nabrac, Thor and others.  From Thor I felt a great encouragement energy.  

Nabrac took me a place in a dream (vision?) where there were three buildings that had roofs similar to just one roof of the Sydney Opera House.  It was a very futuristic place and people lived in these buildings.  

Under this roof was a group gathering place and I was watching people in the center of the room and this gold sparkling dust like a Fourth of July sparkler was coming from their heads. I understood these to be very strongly held beliefs. The beliefs were holding them back from expansion.  

Nabrac tells me “you have the power to lessen the hold this has on them”, and I found I could sprinkle a lighter colored gold sparkles and the attachment they had lessened and fell to the ground and they were able to let go of them.  It’s was as if they had been hypnotized by life here.  We went through this again at two other buildings.  

At the third building I spotted my ICU nurse and she seemed very confused to see me. I told Nabrac I needed to go speak to her.  

She lived in a white vinyl clad condo.  We entered the house and her father was in a yellow and blue floral cloth recliner chair drinking German wine from a ceramic glazed bottle in the shape of Martin Luther. He’s  the founder of the Lutheran Church (he was known to imbibe beer).  

I introduced myself and asked him if he was a Lutheran, which he was so excited to talk about.  You’d think it was a football team.  

I excused myself for a moment to find the restroom, I opened some curtains but it turned out to be a laundry room.  I stumbled on something and lost my balance.  A mixed race girl, her adopted child, walks in. She tells me she wants to be a nurse like her mommy and puts a stethoscope on my chest and wipes my brow.  She seems to get larger and larger and says “do you want me to be your nurse?” And I felt really really awkward. I said “NO!” And she vanishes and it felt like I left a realm only to find my arms restrained to the sides of the hospital bed (something I hate but it’s a common practice when a patient is intubated and sedated to keep them from pulling the tubes out) the transition was so fast it really surprised me.   It was like I fell through a wall. 

The whole Lutheran thing has baffled me.  Who was this little girl with the prankster energy?

So I told my occupational nurse, as much as I felt comfortable in this setting. 

She said , “the little girl is probably a child the mother lost.  She was offering you a choice, her mother’s care on Earth or her care in that realm (my word not hers, she said Heaven).  You chose Earth because you can help people.  And you’re good at it.

The answer made complete sense.   

The Lutheran thing was just the energetic trail to the answer. 

March 23 Update 3

Update 2: Walked 90 feet today. Much stronger.

Update 3: Friday my insurance allotment for physical therapy runs out. I did an appeal for extra days in case I need them.  We see what happens but at least I have a date.

Late last week I wrote a very heart felt post on this phone app I use for the blog, when I don’t have a desktop computer nearby.  When I saved it, it vanished.  I decided that might be the universe saying “you don’t need to share that”.  Hours of editing and writing gone in a moment.

Around March 5 the hospital sent me home.  In the past even if I was on a walker that was no big deal as I’d been on my feet fully in a day or two. This time was different. I sat on my couch and found I couldn’t get back up. 

I don’t know why the difference except possibly the fact I was walking less the prior two months because I had a wound care nurse wrapping my legs to heal two half dollar size holes on the back of my calves which I couldn’t see much less bandage.  I don’t know what caused those but it might have been a spider. The nurse was very skilled and the wounds healed.   

As I sat on the couch in my hospital robe, my happy cat slept on me and I just stayed on the couch till morning. The couch is low and I thought I’d have enough strength the next day. My brother had made arrangements with the apartment management to have my cat fed each day.

That afternoon i had enough strength to get on the walker and put my phone in the charger.  Then my legs turned to jelly and I was on the floor for the next two hours while the phone got enough charge so that I could knock it off the counter and call EMS.  They are just down the street from my apartment so they were there very quickly.  

I didn’t break anything or hit my head but EMS was not happy the hospital released me in such a state. So they took me back to the hospital where I stayed slightly bruised but they did me the courtesy of giving me a Tylenol codeine so I could sleep.  Grateful for that. I was bruised a bit on my left side. 

I was put into a rehab center for physical therapy not far from the hospital, 3/4 of this center is resident old people, 1/4 temporary PT patients, where I am for the moment. The PT guys are good and have been most helpful.  One guy works my core in the morning, another works my legs in the afternoon. 

I can use a walker up to 30 feet but it’s very much like the rehab i had in 2009. You do as much as you physically can and the next day you do more.  There is no PT on weekends which is unfortunate. Much more work to do. 

 I don’t know how much longer the insurance company who administers the Medicare advantage plan will allot me but they did give an initial 20 days. They might extend it.  I cannot afford the alternative at $820 copay per day nor would I ask anyone for that.  The Trump hotel is cheaper and has better food. In any case I don’t know what will happen.  A solution will present its self or I’ll have a rapid turn around. 

There are moments I am overwhelmed by it all, but in these situations will power heart and vision of the outcome must remain positive.  

The frustrating thing is I think I have a solution to the leg problem, if my cardiologist is correct, but that is now postponed. 

Why these things happen when the world gets a little crazy I don’t know. There’s something energetic there I need to think about.  

USA to Declassify ET files

Director of National

Intelligence Tulsi

Gabbard says the U.S. is ready to declassify files related to alien and

extraterrestrial life, UAPs, and UFOs.

Randy Beane has been released

RKB is out

February 10

Denice

Patricia just texted me.

Randy is out.

Martha

Oh that it WONDERFUL news! I hope he's ok and can figure out how to resume life.

Denice Patterson

Halfway house in TN

Alignment and Refinement

 

I've been noticing much changing within me.  Not so much physically but energetically.  My body is healing, my right leg wound is nearly healed.  It seems slow to me, but the nurse says it's responding well. It was deep.  The left leg is no longer bandaged.  I know some of my health issues is probably my resistance to shifts that I need to make, but I have to see and understand before I change what needs to be changed. All these energies are so very exhausting.  And it's harder on the old farts. 

It feels at times like impatience.  Like I can't bear another YouTube video telling me who I should hate or what divide of this or that I should be on.  I can't bear people asking me to subscribe, like, and engage in comments from some AI algorithm to rank their video as worthy of being seen.  When the whole construct feels like a freak show.  We all know these systems are going away, they're obsolete.  And I think everyone just wants to thrive. They just have different ideas, or no original ideas at all. of how so they borrow from the past, which was never as good as people make it sound.  Marxism was a failure.  Capitalism monetizes people (so did Marxism - bankers didn't really care which you chose as long as they were your bankers and printed your debt based currency).  World Wars were engineered by central bankers to consolidate gold holdings.  Leave it to Beaver was just a TV show and nobody in the 1950s and 1960s lived like that but many of us would have liked to.  Kodachrome was never faded ink dyes, it was once brilliant hues of color before time broke down the color molecules and the youth thinks that's what our photos looked like when had them printed. 

There are few videos that resonate to me. My own music library feels disonate to my internal coherence and I sit here wondering what I can offer those who read my posts of value. I am still in the process of feeling through this and getting a handle on a process that probably has never happened before anywhere.  The Galactics haven't been through this, but there are being affected by what's happening here.  Earth is quantum entangled with the entire universe. 

 I am also noticing that things I ponder, get an immediate answer too.   I was thinking this morning about my father when he was struggling with cancer.  He became an evangelical christian after leaving the church I grew up in.  And till his death bed he thought he would be raptured and sparred the horrible death that cancer gave him.  He transitioned a month before his 80th birthday in 1998.  He died an incredibly sweet man, a man I never saw growing up.  He's since reincarnated as a kid near Tuscon back in his beloved Arizona and he's probably got a liking for collecting rocks.  

I was looking at the longing I have had to use the crystal healing chambers my contacts have on their ships, which some call med beds. I know of two special ones that were prepared long ago.  I've wanted to go into one since 2015, just to heal from the damage I had done to me in 2009.  And now it's 2025, and I ask myself has this become my rapture thing?  I dunno.  I really do want to see this planet flip its energy and be a place for every being to thrive.  And there's lots of people I would like to experience that with.   

I don't fear death, I did that  briefly once in 2009 and know there's nothing to fear, but I just don't want to do that just yet.  Then Bev sends me a video purportedly from Ashtar Sherran talking about how there's an energetic rapture occurring.  Which is a way of looking at it I suppose but I was gob smacked by the timing.   I try not to mix scripture with what is happening now, which really is putting new wine into old wineskins, but it was a perspective I hadn't thought of.  But it's the old energies that are departing. 

Likewise I saw a video purportedly from AA Michael, that said everything Heather has always said, including something she told me last week.  And while I was pondering the coherence of that message, Heather sends me an SMS message.   There's a lot of interesting moments popping up.  I don't know what it all means, I can only feel my way through.  And the only profound advice I can give all of you is to feel through it too.  Don't get mesmerized by the drama of the next six weeks.  Think of the drama as the squeaks coming from the rusty hinges of systems that should be put into that junk yard machine that makes old cars into cubes to be recycled. 

PS: Forgive any typos....  autocorrect has declared war on me today...

Social Media manipulation

 

This is manipulation … terrifying.

Protect yourself. pic.twitter.com/mLTcE5FLnI

— SpeakWithDeeDee (@SpeakWithDeeDee) December 1, 2025

Everything sped up!

 

I am sure you all noticed the speeding up of events.  Anyone who pretends to know how all this fits together is deluding themselves anyone listening to them.   For a decade in my life we've gone through cycles of "hurry up and wait".   We are not waiting anymore!   And frankly every day brings a new surprise.  Chairman Powell of the Federal Reserve being brought up on Federal Charges is a sure sign much is imminent.  

The only thing certain is humanity comes out of it quite okay.   THE ALL/Source of all that is (what Clif High calls "the Ontology"), is orchestrating everything you see and not even the inner circle of the White House, Kremlin or China's Zhongnanhai know it all.   In 2013 a Tier 1 banking money broker contacted me and Heather. He agreed her law filings were valid, he did not dispute that.  His question was "how is she going to enforce it?'  Heather told him then The All would be enforcing it.  She just filed the contract paperwork that set conditions of what is to come.  The ones who were entrusted with humanities wealth only used it for themselves and abused humanity.  They no longer have "heaven's mantle" as it they euphemistically called it, but it was always imbedded in commerce law, at least since the Vatican was formed. 

You and I have lived under an occupied planet.  There have been benevolent beings helping humanity through sept council federations with their own legal codes.  There have been for lack of a better word, pirates from Iron, running the commerce systems who for thousands of years did whatever they wanted unobstructed by any laws except commerce laws they mutuals agreed to protect themselves from each other. and there have been "neutral" observers (are car accident rubber necks neutral observers?) who viewed us all as just being slight dangerous much as we would see tigers in a zoo. 

Certain ones play critical roles in exposing the sham system that was governing this world.  Their exists multiple layers of fraud, trafficking, one form of justice for the masses, another for the elites and their minions.   It's different in each country and none of the actors for changing it are perfect by any means.  They took on these roles before they even incarnated knowing it would be difficult, but they all have done it before else where.  They are not without experience even if they don't have direct memory of it, there's still something in their bones that guides them.   Some will falter, some will fail, others will take up the mantle and finish it in those cases. How it all ends and in what manner nobody knows.

Disinformation and propaganda is everywhere.  Some of it is meant for people, maybe most of it is, but honestly I think some of it is meant for hidden AI systems that rely on pattern recognition for their next moves and game plays.  I suspect this is probably the biggest reasons for body doubles, and tactical moves that don't seem logical or just a ball out of left field.  You don't hack AIs in the same way you hack digital computers, you hack them with language and images that correlated enough for an AI to think they are true.  

I'm tempted to comment on what I think is going on with Greenland, but there's so many angles on that from hidden Galactic bases, ancient artifacts, minerals, or perhaps just a very well warm gamed way to gently break up NATO since its become a promoter of the war in Ukraine.  But I am sure my speculation would be wrong on one aspect or another.   I have always tried my best to respect the intelligence of my readers, and I will continue to do so.  But when I do not get answers myself from my contacts were are in the thick of it you can be sure.  And I am okay with that.  I will find out in due course.

I will share this, and I think it help everyone to stay clear and calm, something Heather told me, and I use it as a sort of a mantra to myself,  "SOURCE CENTER, HEART CENTER"  and I use it as much as possible stay in that energy while everything that seeks to control and oppress churns to dissolution.  

If the economy blows out, it blows out for everyone.  The elites are not profiting off this one.  For some who have never had to struggle and make ends meet it will be tough, for most of us, it's all we've ever known.

We are not without support off world. There's ship holds loaded with energy devices and replicators and healing devices waiting for these moments.  They do respect and work with positive military forces from Earth, Dr Salla has interviewed more than a few in that regard.   But theres's always contingencies for other scenarios.   We are going to be quite alright.  The so called congressional "disclosures" are mostly BS data from 60 years ago.  None of it is current data. 

I love you all ALL!  Stay positive and loving towards all.  Beware of of people who try tell you who to hate.  That's manipulation. 

Terran